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Lily woke up the next morning feeling rather refreshed, yet cold. She needed to get a job.

When she went down to the kitchen to make her self something to eat like she had done a million times she noticed that James had already made it for her.

"Good morning, Lily." James said as he handed Lily a few pancakes.

"Emmm.. This smells so good. Thank you. Good morning." Lily said as she took her pancakes to the table to eat them.

"So what are your plans today?" James asked her.

"Well I want to actually borrow that money and go get my things out of storage and then go find a job to pay you back and get my school things. This is going to be a fun summer." She said taking a bite of her pancakes. "These are really good. Since when do you know how to cook? All the other times that I have stayed here I had to make my own breakfast. What's changed?" Lily asked.

"A lot has changed. I want to make you breakfast. This morning I woke up and I had this terrible need to just make you food. I don't know why. It was kind of weird actually." Said James looking confused.

Lily laughed at his face.

"U shooed see your face.." She said with a mouthful of pancakes and milk.

"Please never talk with your mouth that full again. Please." James said looking disgusted, but also laughing.

Lily opened her mouth to let James see everything.

"Yummy!" Said James sarcastically

Lily smiled, also showing all of the food in her mouth.

After Lily had borrowed the money from James and gotten all of her things, luckily nothing was broken, out of storage she came back to the Potter mansion to find the place in pandemonium. She didn't see anyone that she recognized and that scared her a little.

"What's going on?" She asked a guy with a blue hat on.

"Mrs. Potter, world class auror, unspeakable, was murdered by none other than that skumbag Voldimort." Said the man sadly. Lily felt as though her heart had stopped beating, Mrs. Potter was more of a mother to her than her own mother was.

"Have you seen James Potter?" lily asked the man, she was trying her hardest not to cry in front of these people that she didn't know.

"No I have not. No one has today." The man said. " That's what some of the people here are doing, Looking for James." The man looked around.

"oh.. Thanks." Lily said

Lily walked away from the man; she knew where James would be. And she was sure that Sirius and Remus would already be there. They had discovered a secret room when they were twelve and it had always been their hideout when they couldn't stand the world. James would have to be there.

When Lily got to their secret room she made sure that no one was around and opened the trapdoor that was behind a very large portrait of James great, great grandfather.

James was sitting on the little couch that was in there while Remus tried to make a fire. Sirius was staring at James with a worried face.

"Lils. I am so glad you're here." Remus said. "James wont talk to anyone, not even us. Maybe you could just sit by him and cuddle, or something." He said seriously.

Lily looked at James; he was staring at the un made fire. He hadn't even noticed that Lily had come into the room.

She sad down next to James and hugged him. And to the surprise to the other marauders he hugged her back and started to cry. This in turn made Lily cry, James could feel the hot tears hitting the top of his head.

They sat like that for a few hours. Sirius fell asleep on the floor where he was sitting. Remus went to get them something to eat.

"Can I ask you something James?" Lily whispered. James barely nodded but Lily knew that he meant yes. "Who told you? And where is Da?" She asked. Da was James father, he was pretty much well Lily's father too, she called him Da.

James looked up at her.

"Sirius told me and I don't know where father is, I haven't seen him. Oh Lily." James said as he started to cry again.

Lily couldn't stand to see the man she loved crying. The tears that were coming down his face were stabbing Lily in the heart. It was heartbreaking to watch.

Lily kissed James on his forehead and made him lay down on the little couch, while covering him up with the little blanket that was already on the couch.

"I'll be right back, I want to know what's going on." Lily told James as she was conjuring a blanket for Sirius.

"Please don't leave me Lily." James said.

Lily laid down next to James in the little space called the couch. He put his arm around her and he fell asleep. After a little while Remus came back with some little sandwiches and hot coca.

"Remus. Do you think that we could all go to your house?" Lily asked.

"I think so. Do you want me to ask first though?" Remus said smiling at Lily.

"Of course. I don't want to be rude. Please." Lily said smiling at Remus.

"Ok I will be back in a little while" Remus said and he flooed to his house.

Lily tried to inch away from James, she wanted to eat some of those sandwiches but they were to far away to reach from where she was laying. She was almost completely free when James tightened his grip and Lily was half off the couch and half on. Lily didn't move for ten minute. Than she made the final fall off the couch. She didn't wake anyone up, thank goodness.

After eating three sandwiches, and drinking some of the hot coca. She sat on the floor in front of the couch and watched James breath.

Remus stepped out threw the fire place and Lily jumped three feet into the air. Than checked to see if she had woken up James.

"Sorry." Said Remus. "My mum says you can all come, she said she would be delighted to have you."

"Ok.. I am going to go get some more comfortable clothes for Mr. Potter here. And some for me as well. Than I will be back here. Ten minutes tops." Lily said, as she got up to go back through the door.

"k. Be careful it's a mob out there." Remus said. Lily nodded as she stepped back into reality.

She walked straight to James' room which there was no one around it because you had to be someone close to James to be allowed in there.

She grabbed him some shorts, sweatpants and a white t-shirt, than left for her room.

Her room didn't have the type of security that James' did so there were actually people in her room looking through her things.

"Can I help you?" She asked loudly when she opened the door.

"No were just looking through this girls stuff, she seems to be a tomboy. Crazy if you ask me. I think her name is Lily, care to join us you might find something you want to keep." The older woman told Lily. Lily didn't know what to say.

"Um.. This is my room and my things that you are looking through so if you don't mind put all the things back that you seem to think you have free reign on taking. AND GET OUT!" Lily yelled.

The woman put her stuff down and left her room in a hurry.

"The nerve. Why are all these people here in the first place." Lily said aloud.

"Because I asked them to be here." Mr. Potter said stepping out of the shadows. "I wouldn't have let those woman take your things. Where is James, I would like to see my son." He said eyes pleading with Lilys. Lily rushed over to him and gave him a hug.

"Yeah sure, just let me grab a few things and I will take you to him, Da." Lily said.

She grabbed some pants and a sweatshirt and left with Mr. Potter in toe.

When they reached the portrait, there was no one around so they walked right in. James was still sleeping, Sirius was eating and Remus was trying to figure out a way to wake James up and wasn't sure if it was a good idea

When Mr. Potter saw James he didn't want to wake him up. He told Lily to make sure that she takes care of him. To tell him that his father is here for him.

When Da left Lily didn't want to wake James up either.

"Remus take Sirius to your house and put him to bed. I will stay here with James and come over when he wakes up. I promise." Lily told Remus.

"OK." Remus said and he took Sirius to his house.

Lily sat in front of the couch again staring at the fire. James had suffered a huge loss; they had all suffered from a huge loss. Mrs. Potter was a mother to them all.

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