A/N: Hi! I'm back! Wow! Happy new year! School in four days.
Disclaimer: I never owned any of the HP characters, I still don't and I doubt I ever will. I don't own the title either- it's from The Ataris' song "In This Diary".
In this diary
Prologue:
It's funny how everything turned out to be. It's funny how one thing can end so different compared to how it started. Scratch that. It's funny how everything ended up horribly compared to how it started. I still remember and I still look back to those days... denied nothing and I don't want to regret anything. But sometimes I feel much worse than a complete failure. It's funny how one person can completely change your life by doing something so simple and gullible, without even knowing it. Also that the future cannot be written. It's funny... how people think they could never change. I was one of them.
OK, so I do regret some things. True, my reputation was retarded and I made a total ass of myself. But sitting here and thinking back, makes me wish that I could change back the time and change all the mistakes I've made in the past. I hate watching her sleep, to think I should be the one to. I hated having it repeat in both my dreams and nightmares...each night...I struggle to sleep.
All because of a piece of paper...