Diary Entries
A/N: Second one…LoL. Yeah, oki…
~Diary Entry Two~
December 22nd, 1996
Dear Booksie,
I've always wanted to call someone that. To act stupid after being smart all day (being smart can really drain a person). Maybe you'll be my vent so I can be stupid. Perfect!
Like today, he looked at me, and I like looked at him, and I though I totally saw something in his eyes! It was totally awesome! I like always melt inside when he smiles that gorgeous grin of his! It's like so sexy! I can't believe he isn't like seeing someone right now.
Geez, never mind, that's annoying. I was starting to sound like Lavender. Ahh! That's not good. But it felt sorta good, yet, like I said, annoying. How does Lavender do it all the time? It's a mystery to me.
Seriously though, I do love that grin of his, I always have. Hell, I've always fancied him. Sad, eh? I don't like he always puts himself in danger though, it's depressing to me. It's like he wants an easy way out. Luckily he killed Voldemort last year though, now we don't have to worry about Voldemort! Yay! Party people!
We did actually have a great bash afterwards. Someone brought Fire Whisky though; I drank some and spilt my guts to him. Not good, I doubt he remembers though. If he does, then he doesn't make a point in talking to me about it. Doubt he returns the feelings though. Hmm…oh well. It's not like it's our last year and I've never had a boyfriend or a date (sarcasm).
Wait, I did date Victor Krum for a bit in my fourth year. I think I made Ron mad though, not quite that good. Didn't affect Harry at all though, dammit! I wanted it to, but that boy was too hung up on Cho Chang.
Stupid Cho, she's evil! I can't believe I gave him advice when he was having problems with Cho. That was so stupid of me! Oh well, they didn't last. She soon went out with Ginny's old boyfriend. Harry didn't care though, Yay! He was too upset about Sirius' death, my poor baby!
I tried my best to comfort him then, but nothing romantic happened. Would I have wanted something to have though? He was upset about Sirius and I would have taken advantage of him. It would be like those stories in magazines about girls who lost their virginity when they were vulnerable. I wouldn't have gone that far with Harry though, but still, it wouldn't have been good.
Why won't he love me? I love him so much it hurts. I want to break down and cry my soul out til I'm numb. Stupid Harry for making me feel this way. It's not that nice of him, don't ya think Booksie? He's a great friend though. Having him as a friend is better than nothing. Especially since we're close.
Maybe I should tell him again that I love him, I do have the rest of Christmas Break to tell him. Why not, I'll do it! Speaking of Christmas, I love the snow that comes with it. Hmm…I feel like having a snowball fight. I'm going to ask any loose Gryffindors if they want to have one as well. Mmm…what if I just happen to fall on Harry in the snow and our lips just happen to be really close to each others? Like touching even? We'll see what happens!
From,
Gryffindor Smartie
Quick Notes:
Ask Gryffindors to have a snowball fight
Fall on Harry and "accidentally" kiss him during that same snowball fight
If he doesn't love me back, seduce him
A/N: Two chapters in one day! Awesome for me! Really short, once again! Please Review (Flame)