Diary Entries
A/N: Another chapter. I like to write two in one day :D
~Diary Entry Four~
December 22nd, 1996
Dear Slyth,
I think if I called you Diary, it would be too girly. Besides, this is a journal, not a diary. I just like a place to write down my feelings. I wonder if he's used the journal I sent him for his last birthday. He wouldn't know it was from me though, I put it from Harry, but to make it, I dunno, fair, I sent one to Hermione and Ginny also saying it was from Harry, then I sent one to Harry saying it was from Hermione. I love his red hair, and all those freckles that scatter his face. I can't believe Harry never noticed he was in love with him! He was obviously too blinded by Cho Chang. Ginny also fancied Harry at that time, who hasn't though? I mean now that it's his last year at Hogwarts, he really has changed. I've even fancied him before…last year anyways.
But I don't want to write about Harry, Slyth, I want to write about him, the boy I fancy now. Then he seemed to like Hermione at the Yule Ball, I saw the hurt and horror in his eyes at her being Krum's date. It really broke him to pieces. I'm guessing that he might be bisexual. First Harry, then Hermione. Of course Hermione didn't last that long because he soon found someone. I don't think anyone noticed they were dating, I don't see why though. They were really hot and heavy at one point; they couldn't keep their hands of each other.
Yeah, he and Padma Patil were together. I don't know why she got together with him after that incident at the Yule Ball. She must've loved him deeply; I found them at it in one of the empty classes once. Or maybe she was just really needed a good shag. I know I've need that a few times, that's why I have Pansy, the slut of Slytherin. Padma soon dumped him though.
Me though, I like to tease the ones I fancy. Harry, Hermione, him, Ernie, Neville, Vincent, Goyle, and Pansy are just a few names. Of course, I am bisexual, like my lover might be. We're not really lovers though, he thinks I hate him. I wish I could tell him I love him with all my heart. Hmm…it's Christmas Break, we're both here, and maybe I can find time to tell him. How would he re-act though? Would he laugh in my face, or tell me he loves me too? What about my parents (though my dad wouldn't know, he's in Azkaban)? His parents? This could really blow up in my face. Must think of a good plan.
I know! I've noticed that Ginny has suddenly had her eyes set on me. I could ask her to be my girlfriend – to get closer to him! Perfect. As long as she doesn't figure it out though. If she found out, I'd be dead meat, either by her or by her brother or by her friends. Eep! She mustn't find out! Maybe I should come up with a back-up plan if she laughs at me. Nah, I'll see how it goes first, then if she laughs, I'll come back up here and scheme.
Scheming is fun. I just noticed that. Wait, never mind. I knew that before, that's why I always have those crazy schemes going on…hehe. I'm really in love. Never thought I'd say it, but I'm in love. And it feels great! This is true love, I can tell. Every other person I've fancied has just been a crush, but this, this is the real deal. Too bad I don't know if he feels the same way, a shame really. Hold on a minute Slyth, it's Pansy, she wants to "talk".
Back. Not a lot of talking went on though, she more or less wanted to make-out. Then she begged me to have a snowball fight with the rest of the Slytherins. Don't why though, we've done that before. I saw the Gryffindors when we were outside, he was of course with them, laughing and having fun. I wish I was with him.
Now listen to me, I'm ranting like a little lovesick schoolgirl. Oh well, only I'm ever going to read you…I hope.
From,
Slytherin Hottie
Note to Self:
Buy more gel at next Hogsmeade trip
Figure out a way to tell him I love him
Ask Ginny out
Get better insulting names for Harry
A/N: Who is it this time? Should be easy. Please leave a review.