Diary Entries

A/N: Thanks to Samara Morgan-ring, Jackie, and Eilidh for reviewing. Well here's the next chapter!

~Diary Entry 9~

December 23rd, 1996

Dear Dara,

I can't believe Malfoy! He is such a prat! And I can't believe Ron either! Him going after my boyfriend like that!  How rude is that? I thought he was my brother! Since when has either of them been gay?? My life sure has been turned upside down in a matter of a day! What have I done to deserve this?

I cried so much last night and this morning over Malfoy, I'm all cried out. I doubt Mum or Dad would be able to read the letter I sent them, it's probably too smudged. God, I never want to see that boy again! But I guess I'll have too, he is Ron's boyfriend now, I take it. Come to think of it, I don't want to see Ron ever again either. I hope he and Malfoy rot in hell. Argh, I'm so pissed off at both of them!!

Why did they do this to me? What did I ever do to them? When did this first happen? Where was the first place they admitted their true feelings to each other? Who all knew about them before I did? How did this happen to me????

Wow, the five "W's" and "How" explain my confusion. You know what I want to do to them Dara? I want to rip their head off after poking their eyes out, and then I want to chop their bodies into pieces and hide the pieces in the lake. Whoa, I'm starting to sound a little psycho there…Take a deep breath Ginny, calm down…There, I feel better.

Man, I should do something to get my mind off Malfoy, don't you think Dara? Wait, why am I asking you, you can't talk. Ha-ha. I think I am really going insane. First me wanting to murder Malfoy and Ron, then me asking a diary for advice! Maybe I should see a psychologist before I start talking to myself or to some imaginary friends! I wonder if Hermione would act like a psychologist for me…Hmm…whatever.

What should I do now? I can't cry, I won't cry, anymore. I don't want to talk to anybody right now, I have nothing to do! This bites. Well I think I'll go pout around the castle, I'll write tomorrow if I feel up to it.

          From,

                   Not-Virgin…ia

Virginia Thoughts:

Whip Ron's ass just for making feel me pain

Whip Malfoy's ass just for making feel me pain

Talk to Hermione or Luna about how I'm feeling

A/N: Hey, another chapter complete, that took a while, but meh, not too long anyways. Please review people, if you review for me, I'll review something you've written!!