Well, what to say about this story? I'll only have to say that what's standing between "…." Is a dream and the rest is just Quatre's point of view. So please R&R and maybe I'll make more then, the already promised, two chapters…

Disclaimer: I don't own Gundam Wing

DREAMS

I've been staring out of this window for already two hours. I saw Heero and Duo standing outside, talking to some kids. I sighed and closed my eyes.

Someday I have to tell him.

Someday I have to tell him how I feel.

How I dream about him every night.

How I think of him all day long.

How he disturbs me in my work.

How his presence takes away my concentration.

But every time I try to tell him my feelings, I can't. He will always look to me with that cold and emotionless gaze in his eyes.

He will always go on with typing on that stupid laptop.

Why him? Why him of the whole world? Why of the hole world do I love the only person that can never love me back? He is so cold and emotionless, I even don't know why I love him.

"I open my eyes and see that Heero and Duo are gone now.

'Let's go for a walk then. I've really got to get out of this house.' I mumble to myself as I stand up.

Just as I want to walk out the front door I see Heero and Duo coming to me. 'Hi Quat!' Duo almost yells to me and Heero only nods. I close my eyes but open them fast again and smile polite to the two boys. 'Whassup Quat?' Duo asks me with a big grin on his face. 'Na, nothing special. I'm going to the park, walk a little.'

'Yeah, whatever you like to do. See ya later Quat!' Duo says waving his hand and walking away. 'Mind if you get some company during your walk?' Heero asks me suddenly.

I feel myself freeze and my eyes may widen a bit but I keep my voice transparent. 'Yeah, of course. It's always better then alone, right?' I say smiling a bit and yet again Heero only nods.

So here I am, walking in the park with the boy that makes me lovesick and nobody of us says a thing. We just walk next to each other, staring into the moving world before us.

Why do I have to be such a coward? I can't even look to him, at least tell him how I feel.

Without realizing it I let an sigh escaping my throat.

When I feel I hand on my shoulder I almost jump into the air. 'What's wrong Quatre?' I hear Heero asking me. 'N-nothing's wrong.' I say, my voice a little trembling. 'Then why is your voice trembling?'

'Nothing is wrong and if there was, I'm sure I would tell you, Heero.' I say then, smiling my lie away.

'Stop smiling. One Duo around is more then enough for me.' Heero tells me then. 'You don't like it when I smile?' I ask him then, feeling a blush crawling up to my cheeks. Then, whole to my surprise, I see a faint smile appearing on his lips. 'Of course I like to see you smile, Angel. But not like that.' Then I swallow and look to him, my cheeks red. 'H-how did you call me, H-Heero?' I ask him nervous.

All this actions.

All the words he is saying.

The way he behaves right now.

It's all so unlike Heero.

What's going on? I don't understand why he does this.

'I called you an Angel, Quatre.'

'B-but why?'

'Cause you are. You are and Angel.' I look at him in disbelieve, not knowing what to say.

What is going on here?

Heero calling me an Angel.

Why is he so close?

Not that I care much...

'C'mon Angel. Close your mouth. It doesn't suit you at all.'

'I-I...' I can only stutter.

Here he stands.

Heero Yuy.

Talking to me the way I want him to.

But it feels strange, like he is going to disappear soon.

'Quatre...' I hear a soft, husky whisper. When I look up I stare in beautiful Prussian eyes. 'Yeah?' I ask then. 'I love you.' Heero whispers to me. Then he backs away and starts to disappear, until nothings left for me to watch at.

'Heero? No! Heero! Come back!' I hear myself yell as I close my eyes."

Then I feel someone shake me from before. 'Wake up Quatre. You are having a nightmare.'

'Eh... what?' I slowly open my eyes and see I'm still sitting in the chair I sat in the whole noon, only now it's dark outside. 'You're okay?' A soft voice asks me then. 'Heero?'

'Yes?'

'I-I, what time is it?' I say then, looking to the window. 'It's 2 AM. I woke you up cause you were having a nightmare.'

'O, yeah thanks.' I say and then a long silence falls between us.

'Quatre, why did you screamed my name in your sleep?' Heero asked me after a couple of minutes. I look to him with startled eyes. 'Well I-I...'

'Was your nightmare about me? Do you hate me that much?' Heero asks then on a silent voice. 'Yes... NO! I don't hate you. Not at all.'

'Then why?' Suddenly his voice is hesitant and hurt. 'C-cause in my dream, I was walking in the park, with you. And then you were acting weird, calling me A-Angel.' Then I stop suddenly, not knowing why. 'And... What else?' He asks me curious. When I say nothing in return he catches my chin in his right hand and forces me to look straight into his eyes. 'What else did I do?'

'Y-you said you... loved me. But then you started to disappear, that's when I started yelling.' My voice is turning softer and softer until I say nothing anymore. Heero merely stares at me, not saying a thing, just thinking of what I just told him.

'You have that kind of dreams a lot?' Heero asks me suddenly. Frightened I look up to him. 'Y-yeah. Almost every night.' I tell him ashamed. Then I look down to my feet, tears welling up in my eyes. 'I-I'm so sorry Heero. I'm so sorry I drag you into this. I-I never meant to do this to you.' I start to rumble. Then I feel a salty liquid sliding into my mouth. My tears. A soft and desperate sigh escapes my mouth and I close my eyes tightly. 'Drag me into what, Quatre?' Heero asks me then but I still don't open my eyes. 'You don't wanna know, and perhaps, you even can't know it.' I say, as I stand up and walk to the nearest chair and sink into it. 'Please go away.' I say rolling myself up as a little ball. 'But Quatre...'

'No! Go away!' I yell to Heero. All my confusing, anger and lack of sleep heaping up and coming out only to hit Heero. And God, I could see he was hurt. The first time maybe, but he was hurt. Then he turns around and without another word he walks out of the room, leaving me alone with my tears and frustration.

'Shh, let him sleep.' I hear a whispering voice as I feel the sleep leaving my body. Slowly I open one of my eyes and give a light scream as I see Wufei hovering above me.

'You don't have to get a heart attack. It's just Wufei.' I hear the laughing voice of Duo. Slowly I sit up and look to Duo. His eyes are twinkling and he has a big grin on his face. 'Wow Quat, what's wrong with your face? Didn't you slept well?' Trowa asks then. 'No, I slept awful.' I say looking to the guys. When Heero steps into the room I immediately look down to my feet. Then I stand up and walk towards the door. 'I'm going to my room.' I say slowly as I feel four pairs of eyes on my back.

When I'm standing in my room I walk to the balcony. I lean on the edge of it and stare to the world in front of me.

Two hours later I come out my room. Quietly I walk to the kitchen which is, for my surprise, completely empty. Then I walk to the living room, which is empty too. 'Where is everybody?' I ask then out loud. 'Then I want to talk to someone and then there's nobody to talk with.'

'Talk with me then.' I hear a familiar voice saying to me. I slowly turn around and see that Heero is standing in the doorway. 'What? Something's wrong?' He asks me then, looking me straight in my eyes. I feel myself melt but I nod my head. 'What's the nod for?' Heero asks me. 'Stop asking me those things Heero.' I say on a harsh voice, don't knowing where it comes from. 'And why not exactly?'

'Cause I won't answer them.'

'And why won't you?'

'Cause I...' I stop and look over to him. Then I open my mouth to continue but he is first. 'Cause you don't want to be hurt.' He says making me look up. 'What did you say?' I ask him. Sure, I had heard what he said but how... could he be right? 'I said that you are afraid to be hurt. Is that right?' He answers me.

But before I have the change to answer the door swings open and Duo, Trowa and Wufei step into the room. 'Hi guys. We did the grocery. Uhm, are you two busy?' Duo says on his normal, cheerful voice. I smile a little and nod my head. 'No, I was just leaving to see if we had any food left in the house. But since you guys bought it, I don't have to search anymore.' I say then, helping with the grocery's. 'But Quatre...' Heero says in protest. 'I'll talk to ya later about it Heero. Right now I'm a little hungry.'

"Hands up or I'll shoot you!" The little puppet on TV yells. 'O men, Duo. How can you ever watch this?' I hear Trowa complain. 'Turning on the TV and sit down.' Duo says easily. Then Heero comes in but I look to Duo with a laughing look. 'Wait, you forgot staring to a screen with your mouth wide open like some sort of hypnotized animal.' I say and this causes Duo almost to roll of the couch from laughing.

Then Heero walks to the couch and sits down next to Duo. He grabs the remote control out his hands and flicks the TV to another channel. 'Eej! I was watching that!' Duo says as he bows to Heero and tries to get the remote control back. 'Well, not anymore.' Heero states with a smirk. Then Duo's eyes widen and he drops himself, like dead, on the ground. The he crawls up with a grin from ear 'till ear. 'Did you just try to make a joke?' He asks then, looking suspicious to Heero. 'People change.' Heero answers him with a grin.

Half an hour later I walk in the city. It's busy there. Business people, mother's with children and teenagers fill the streets.

When I walk past a coffee shop I walk in. I sit down at my usual place and order a cappuccino.

'Here you go Quatre.' The waitress smiles to me as she sets the cup on the table. 'Thank you.' I smile and nod to her. 'And how is life going Quatre? You look like you had way to little sleep.' She asks me then.

She knows me to well. I come here almost every day and almost every time I talk to Lizzy, the waitress. In the short time I came here we became friends and now we always talk.

'O yeah, I am a little tired.' I say. Then she lays her tray on the table and sits down before me. 'So what's wrong?' She asks me. A light smile appears on my lips. 'What?' She asks me kinda amused. 'Nothing. Just that you're one of the few that really see when something's wrong with me. When you think of it, it's kinda funny. Cause the people I want it to see just don't see it. Not that I don't want to see you it.' I say fast but she still smiles. 'I understand. What did Heero do this time?'

TBC