A/N: Thanks to all my reviewers!!! I'm probably gonna find a beta reader for this story cause I keep looking over my typos without fixing them cause I fix them in my head and not on paper...oops...
And all you selfish people who read and don't review damn you!!! Flame it or love it just say something!!! And please constructive criticism...duh! Not mindless idiotic bullshit...lol...that's what schools for!
doomsdaybringer: scary???? Geezz.critics you're all the same...lol, yea I know kinda creepy....all well at least it was a good scary ^_^
Shadow Silver Fang: You're awesome! I'm glad you liked chapter four even though it pissed me off cause it still didn't come out the way I wanted to after writing it three times!!!
DragonRose4: *evil grin* Evil laugh* hehehe...doesn't that suck? I hate that too but hey it happens! LOL...
Blue eyes19: Yea!! Another new reader whohoo...I feel the love!
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Even Dreams Lie
By Akasha Ravensong
Chapter Five: Fretfully So
I sat up rigidly in bed and found myself falling to the floor in the midst of swirling sheets and with a squeal fell down onto the floor with a rather loud thump. Rubbing my head I sat up gingerly, my tailbone and back now ached horribly. Lingering memories of my dream crept into my consciousness. My hands flew to my mouth and my eyes widened with shock.
Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God!" I whispered with horror. "I had a sex dream about Snape!"
If I hadn't already been on the floor I would have without a doubt fallen there with this realization. I lay back down like a dead weight, forgetting that I had no pillow beneath my head. Dammit, I moaned, boy was my head going to ache in the morning. Very Carefully I climbed back up onto my bed and back onto the covers that were now in complete and total disarray.
I looked at the alarm clock on my bedside table, three o'clock. After about a half-hour of sitting around and waiting for sleep to come I decided that it was completely useless. Despite the fact that half of me was afraid to fall asleep again to find myself dreaming about the annoying greasy git Snape again, I was still tired. I had had a long day but it seemed that rest was beyond me for the moment.
I climbed out of my bed and walked into the bathroom. Maybe a good soak and massage from the water-jets in the bathroom would relax me. Fiona rubbed up against my legs as I was walking and I pet her lovingly for a few minutes. I filled the tub with perfumed oils and water as hot as I could stand it and climbed in. It was just right, even had a spot perfect for me to lay down in and have my entire body massaged like a Jacuzzi.
As every sore muscle in my body was thoroughly relaxed, my mind began to drift and thoughts came to my mind unbidden. Severus Snape, my old enemy and Potions Professor, was the unwitting and most likely unwilling participant in the outrageous sex dreams of a virgin. Why oh why did it have to be him of all people! It wasn't as if he was a sex god or something! He had been the only teacher who had ever refused to acknowledge my skills. In short Severus Snape was a complete bastard.
Although despite the way he had always treated me, his voice had always been able to send shivers down my spine. Every emotion possible could be conveyed with a simple tone, if you knew what to listen for. Many of his students complained about his toneless voice, but I knew differently. I worked twice as hard in his class hoping to be acknowledged, but that acknowledgement never came.
Severus wasn't that bad looking anymore either. His gaunt features and taunt skin had filled out a little bit since the fall of Voldemort. The hardships that he had been facing for the Order were long since over and it appeared that he had gained a bit of weight and looked much healthier now. He was still anything but tan, but his skin now had somewhat of a glow about it, a rich healthy glow.
His hair had grown much longer since I had seen him last, and he had it puled back in a ponytail to keep it out of his way. I imagined him getting an earring like Charlie had with a smirk. The day that happened would be the end for wizard and muggle alike. However it did look decidedly sexy on him in my imagination...
Did I just think of Severus Snape as sexy? Yup this too could signal the end. I was definitely loosing it. Goddess damn it, I wondered what was next. Maybe the man would fall to his knees sobbing and beg me for forgiveness for all the years he had been cruel to me and confess his undying love for me. Fat Chance.
I grabbed a fluffy towel from the rack beside the tub and wrapped it around my body as I climbed out of the tub. I pulled the drain and grabbed my wand from the vanity. Muttering a quick drying spell I then pulled on a pair of muggle jeans and a nice comfy blouse. With a quick swish-and-flick of my wand my hair braided itself into a. even plait. Tonks, I'll owe you forever...that charm had been a lifesaver many a time in the past few years, no more hair in my face. Happy with how I looked I walked down the stairs into the hallway, and headed down the corridor.
I spent the week I had before school started researching and roaming the castle grounds and through the castle itself. I found so many interesting chambers that I could hold class in, and more history on Hogwarts and its grounds then I had ever thought possible. I was determined to make my class fun. Ginny and I ate our dinner in her chambers or mine every night together. We spent our time catching up on how things had been going over the last few years.
But every night I would dream of Severus, and wake up completely pissed of. Was it possible that I was developin g a crush on the bastard. I groaned inwardly. It wasn't right! He was 18 years older ten I was it was so wrong! This just could not be so! All well...there wasn't much I could do to control my dreams except using a dreamless sleep potion, but that was addictive and too much like running away. I wouldn't do it.
Much too soon I was sitting in the great hall awaiting the arrival of the students apprehensively.
And all you selfish people who read and don't review damn you!!! Flame it or love it just say something!!! And please constructive criticism...duh! Not mindless idiotic bullshit...lol...that's what schools for!
doomsdaybringer: scary???? Geezz.critics you're all the same...lol, yea I know kinda creepy....all well at least it was a good scary ^_^
Shadow Silver Fang: You're awesome! I'm glad you liked chapter four even though it pissed me off cause it still didn't come out the way I wanted to after writing it three times!!!
DragonRose4: *evil grin* Evil laugh* hehehe...doesn't that suck? I hate that too but hey it happens! LOL...
Blue eyes19: Yea!! Another new reader whohoo...I feel the love!
******
Even Dreams Lie
By Akasha Ravensong
Chapter Five: Fretfully So
I sat up rigidly in bed and found myself falling to the floor in the midst of swirling sheets and with a squeal fell down onto the floor with a rather loud thump. Rubbing my head I sat up gingerly, my tailbone and back now ached horribly. Lingering memories of my dream crept into my consciousness. My hands flew to my mouth and my eyes widened with shock.
Oh my God, oh my God, oh my God, oh my God!" I whispered with horror. "I had a sex dream about Snape!"
If I hadn't already been on the floor I would have without a doubt fallen there with this realization. I lay back down like a dead weight, forgetting that I had no pillow beneath my head. Dammit, I moaned, boy was my head going to ache in the morning. Very Carefully I climbed back up onto my bed and back onto the covers that were now in complete and total disarray.
I looked at the alarm clock on my bedside table, three o'clock. After about a half-hour of sitting around and waiting for sleep to come I decided that it was completely useless. Despite the fact that half of me was afraid to fall asleep again to find myself dreaming about the annoying greasy git Snape again, I was still tired. I had had a long day but it seemed that rest was beyond me for the moment.
I climbed out of my bed and walked into the bathroom. Maybe a good soak and massage from the water-jets in the bathroom would relax me. Fiona rubbed up against my legs as I was walking and I pet her lovingly for a few minutes. I filled the tub with perfumed oils and water as hot as I could stand it and climbed in. It was just right, even had a spot perfect for me to lay down in and have my entire body massaged like a Jacuzzi.
As every sore muscle in my body was thoroughly relaxed, my mind began to drift and thoughts came to my mind unbidden. Severus Snape, my old enemy and Potions Professor, was the unwitting and most likely unwilling participant in the outrageous sex dreams of a virgin. Why oh why did it have to be him of all people! It wasn't as if he was a sex god or something! He had been the only teacher who had ever refused to acknowledge my skills. In short Severus Snape was a complete bastard.
Although despite the way he had always treated me, his voice had always been able to send shivers down my spine. Every emotion possible could be conveyed with a simple tone, if you knew what to listen for. Many of his students complained about his toneless voice, but I knew differently. I worked twice as hard in his class hoping to be acknowledged, but that acknowledgement never came.
Severus wasn't that bad looking anymore either. His gaunt features and taunt skin had filled out a little bit since the fall of Voldemort. The hardships that he had been facing for the Order were long since over and it appeared that he had gained a bit of weight and looked much healthier now. He was still anything but tan, but his skin now had somewhat of a glow about it, a rich healthy glow.
His hair had grown much longer since I had seen him last, and he had it puled back in a ponytail to keep it out of his way. I imagined him getting an earring like Charlie had with a smirk. The day that happened would be the end for wizard and muggle alike. However it did look decidedly sexy on him in my imagination...
Did I just think of Severus Snape as sexy? Yup this too could signal the end. I was definitely loosing it. Goddess damn it, I wondered what was next. Maybe the man would fall to his knees sobbing and beg me for forgiveness for all the years he had been cruel to me and confess his undying love for me. Fat Chance.
I grabbed a fluffy towel from the rack beside the tub and wrapped it around my body as I climbed out of the tub. I pulled the drain and grabbed my wand from the vanity. Muttering a quick drying spell I then pulled on a pair of muggle jeans and a nice comfy blouse. With a quick swish-and-flick of my wand my hair braided itself into a. even plait. Tonks, I'll owe you forever...that charm had been a lifesaver many a time in the past few years, no more hair in my face. Happy with how I looked I walked down the stairs into the hallway, and headed down the corridor.
I spent the week I had before school started researching and roaming the castle grounds and through the castle itself. I found so many interesting chambers that I could hold class in, and more history on Hogwarts and its grounds then I had ever thought possible. I was determined to make my class fun. Ginny and I ate our dinner in her chambers or mine every night together. We spent our time catching up on how things had been going over the last few years.
But every night I would dream of Severus, and wake up completely pissed of. Was it possible that I was developin g a crush on the bastard. I groaned inwardly. It wasn't right! He was 18 years older ten I was it was so wrong! This just could not be so! All well...there wasn't much I could do to control my dreams except using a dreamless sleep potion, but that was addictive and too much like running away. I wouldn't do it.
Much too soon I was sitting in the great hall awaiting the arrival of the students apprehensively.