Chapter three Song: 'Here without you.' By: 3 doors down Chapter written by: chibi-seto

Seto's POV

{A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face

A thousand lights had made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same

But all the miles had separate

They disappeared now when I'm dreaming of your face}

My vision blurs slightly as I gaze at the computer screen of my laptop. I have to take a break. My mind is so full of disturbing thoughts that I cannot focus on my work anymore. I stand slowly and walk to my bed that has been calling me for the last three days. I'm so busy that I have been falling asleep at my desk a lot lately. I gracefully fall on my bed and bury my face into my pillow. Once again, my thoughts seem to be going back to him. Yami...beutiful amythest eyes, lean body, stong will to best anyone. He just seems so perfect. How I wish that we could be together. My life would be so much happier. It's not that I'm not happy with my life with Mokuba. I love my little brother as much as I love protecting him. But even I need a protecter as well.

{I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams

And tonight it's only you and me}

My body longs for someone to touch me, hold me,kiss me. I can imagine long nights with him making love to - Stop Seto! You can't afford to be in love with him! But as much as I tell myself no..my heart shouts back at me. What can I do? My heart says yes, but my mind says no. should I follow my heart and be shattered? Or follow my mind and live with the pain?

{The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello

I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go}

Seto kaiba, you cannot go on like this! Look! Your talking to yourself about him I have to make the right choice here. I want so badly to tell him how I feel, but I am afraid of his answer.tes.I am afraid of his words. I can't tell him. Heh, I'm crying again. This shows what he can do tyo me. Just knowing that he will never have me as his lover brings eternal sadness to my heart. The mere thought that the beautiful pharaoh will never love me brings stinging tears to my eyes. I want him.I need him.but even more..i love him.

{I'm here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind

I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time

I'm here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams}

End of chapter..