This is the last chapter of one night, I couldn't just end it there
Drucilla's POV
A person died of cancer yesterday. Her name was Willow, she was my twin. I only met her a few months ago when a doctor said that she didn't have much longer to live. I think that's the only reason why dad even called mum in the first place. I'm kinda glad that that Willow got sick. I know that's an awful way to feel, but if she was never diagnosed with cancer I would never have met my dad, grandma Narcissa, or Willow.
I loved my sister dearly and I will miss her but I'm also happy because I met my father, and gained another grandmother that loves to spoil me.
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There's a lady who's sure all that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows, if the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.
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People deal with their grief in many different ways. Mum hasn't really stopped crying since she woke up this morning. Dad hasn't said anything since yesterday when the doctor pronounced Willow dead. Grandma Narcissa is going around asking people if they need anything., and various people are coming up to me and are saying things like 'she isn't suffering any more' or 'she's in a better place now '. Well of course she isn't suffering and she defiantly isn't in this hell hole we call earth anymore because she is dead!!!
Why can't people just accept that fact that Willow is dead and stop talking about her as if she were still alive and healthy.
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There's a sign on the wall but she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook, there's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.
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Willows will never be able to wake mom and dad up with me in the mornings, she'll never be able to go outside to play with me, she'll never be there to tell secrets to because she'll be trapped in that damn box, six feet, under never to see sunlight. It isn't fair that she died and I get to live.
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There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who stand looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.
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She looks like a doll surrounded by the satin walls of the coffin, with all that makeup on making her look as if she really were made of plastic. She has so mush makeup on and she's wearing the pink dress that I know she hated. If she knew what she was wearing she would have thrown a fit. Willow hated wearing the color pink and she hated wearing makeup, its not right to make her wear that stuff.
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And it's whispered that soon if we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn for those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.
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I want to jump in that hole with the coffin, so that I can be with her forever. But I know that I can't. She isn't even really in that coffin, its just her lifeless body. She left her body when she was admitted into the hospital that last week of her life. She was in so much pain then that she could barely open her eyes.
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If there's a bustle in your hedgero
don't be alarmed now, It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by, but in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.
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Grandma said that I might have another brother or sister soon but that thought just made me angry. Its like my parents are trying to replace Willow.
I will never be able to replace my dear sister. I will never be able to forget all the good times and bad times we had together, like when we walked down the aisle throwing flowers in our parents wedding.
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Your head is humming and it won't go, in case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow, and did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.
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People are also talking about me and Willow. Apparently my parents didn't even like each other at first and we were created from just one night that was a major mistake. But I think my parents are kind of happy that they made a mistake one night, because that mistake resulted in two happy little girls.
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And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.
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This whole day just proves that life is unpredictable, one minute you can be happy and the next you can be on your death bed. I guess I will just have to go on living to see what happens next.
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And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
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Tell me what you think and sorry for taking so long to update
BlueGirl