Title: Just a Silly Feeling Chapter 6

Spoilers: None really

Rating: R for this one

Summary: The narc is found out... read!!!

Disclaimer: Not mine, don't sue me!

AN: Again, thank you to EVERYONE who reviews! If I didn't get any, I probably wouldn't even keep writing! But don't worry, I'll keep at it for ya! Much love and THANKS to Josie! W/o her, the end would be… different. Actually, it would have been bad lol. Enjoy!!

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"You!" Sam gasped. "How, I don't, how?" She couldn't even form a single complete thought when she saw her traitor.

"Yes Sam, me." Tundi walked towards the cell with dignity. "I know you may not believe me now, but this is for the best." He looked like the follower to a cult.

"What the hell do you mean you little worm?! There's no possible way that this could be for the best! What were you thinking!" Her exasperated movements were growing larger. It was almost as if she were trying to visually show him that he was wrong, but he was unable to see her picture.

"All in due time, Sam. All in due time." His condescending tone wasn't flying over well with anyone in the team. Everyone was agitated, and knew that something needed to happen.... soon.

"Come with me." The stressful attention between the quarreling groups was snapped by the Jaffa. The doors were opened, as Jack lead everyone out of the cell.

"No time like the present," Jack retorted. Everyone had left the cell, except for Sam and Tundi.

"Sam, you've always trusted me. And I've never given you any other reason not to. So please, remember that and trust me." She crossed her arms over her chest and slowly shook her head no.

"And that's why I'm so confused. You never have given me a reason not trust you. Never. You always were there for me. You were the one who helped me, and let me live again. When we were trapped in here, I wanted to die. I wanted to take my own life! But you wouldn't let me, trust me you said. And lord knows I did. But how could you make a pact with the one person we hated the most? The one person we swore that we would take down as soon as the opportunity presented itself! And now you work for him? As far as I'm concerned, the Tundi I know was killed in battle." They stood in silence as their eyes said what their words could not.

"Come before I shoot you myself." They whipped their heads around to look at a Jaffa who had his weapon drawn. Tundi offered to let Sam go first by motioning elegantly with his hand.

"You first." As she walked behind him, she had to swallow the spit she wanted to spit at him

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"Ah, how nice of you to join us, Samantha. How have you been? It's been a while, we do need to catch up," Alumbi spoke to her. Her other four team members were chained to a wall, one that she had seen before. The walls had a red tone to them, probably to cover the blood.

This was the room, the room. The one she would rather die than see again. The room where she spent countless hours in, being tortured in every way possible. Her friends were to her left, and Alumbi to her right. The room was large, but she knew that he had things behind walls. Things that would flip out like those cheesy hotel rooms that had beds that flipped out from the walls. And she knew he had one of those too. She knew that too well. At the opposite side of the room was a door that led to a room that was worse than the one she stood in now.

"Sammie dearest, you look lost. Come, hello." Alumbi called her back to reality holding his arms wide open, as if to get a hug from her. She was shoved forward by a Jaffa, as Tundi silently came in after him.

"Sam, hey, Sam!" Her teammates tried to call out to her, to bring her to the reality she would soon have to face. But her brain had shut down. She was no longer in control. She was in her safe place now, back home, way back home. She was sitting in her old living room with her mom, dad, and brother. They were talking about nothing in particular, but it was fun.

"Ugh..." came out of her involuntary as he smacked her in the face. She didn't even see it coming.

"Don't want to listen again? Don't you remember what happened last time you tried that procedure?" She looked up to see Alumbi standing slightly before her.

"Hey! She's had enough!" Jack's voice registered in her mind, but she didn't understand what was happening.

Alumbi kicked her in the ribs, and she fell to the ground. He grabbed her by the hair and stood her up. She grunted out of pain and her hands flew around his, digging her nails into his hands. That earned her a backhand across the head. He quickly recovered his pervious stance, and ran her head into, well, she wasn't actually sure what it was. By this time, she had a cut above her right eye and blood was clouding her vision. He had her on the ground right in front of her teammates, but out of reach for them. They were all yelling and trying to reach her, but it was in vain. Alumbi reached onto the counter top, the same he ran her into she realized, and grabbed a tool. It was tool with a circular end with rings around it. Out of the circular top was a long extra piece.

"Oh God-" she gasped. She knew what it was, what it would do.

He put it next to her temple, and it sent energy waves through. She couldn't even hear her self scream. Then again, she never could. He turned on the ring, and it sent a different wave through, and a new wave of pain along with it. Somewhere, in the back recess of her mind, she knew she wanted this to stop. She had to fight it. She couldn't give up.

Then again, maybe it was the she heard her friends telling her the same thing.

She lifted her head to hit Alumbi's, and the contact was loud. She actually head-butted his nose, and it started to bleed. He jerked his head up, and she kneed him. His head flew forward and he let his tool go. She rolled from under him, and nailed him in the head again. She would have laughed, but it would have made her throw up. The aftershocks of the waves passing through her were enough to make her become dizzy. She grabbed her head and put her arm protectively around her stomach, as she tried to keep conscious.

Alumbi jumped up as she was temporarily not in control of the situation. He smacked a button on the top of the counter, and the cheesy bed from the movies came from the wall opposite from them. The difference was that it didn't flip down from the wall, it turned around and came out from the wall. It was definitely decorated in the Goa'uld fashion. Daniel imagined the Hathor could have designed it, had she been alive. The bed itself was purple, and had bed posts on it. Light and dark purple see through cloths were draped around them. It almost looked pretty. Almost.

He grabbed her and threw her on top of it, and jumped on it himself. He straddled her and put her arms above her head. He started to grind his bone into hers and bit her neck.

"Ohgodpleaseno," she gasped. Jack didn't know what he was yelling. It was the first time they heard her yell out of fright. She was terrified. She couldn't move, or anything else. If there was one thing she couldn't live through one more time, this was it. And he knew it.

One hand let go as the other covered both of her wrists. He knew she probably wouldn't move much, so there was no threat. He let his loose hand travel down her side and grabbed her breast. She tried to yell out, but it only came out as a squeak. After he finished painfully groping her, his hand continued down its imminent path. She kept mouthing 'no, no' over and over, but no noise would come out. She couldn't even hear anything. She could see her friends fighting for her, but she couldn't do anything.

He seized as blue energy covered his body. Tundi came from behind him and shot him with a zat. She suddenly sat up and shoved his body off of her own. She was audibly disgusted and shook herself to reality.

"Why?" She couldn't understand him.

"Why what?

"Why did you stop him?"

"Sam, I told you I would never let him touch you like that again. I promised you

that." She looked in his eyes and saw total innocence.

"Why did you turn on us? Why Tundi?"

"He told me that he would let everyone go, give you the Stargate."

"When?"

"When I was on patrol on night."

"And what would he get out of it? What was your end of the deal?"

"He just wanted one more fight, one more time to feel powerful."

"God Tundi. And you believed him." She looked at him and saw how innocent he

was.

"I'm sorry Sam."

"Where did you get the zat?" He pointed to a wall where Alumbi kept all of his weapons.

"And we won outside Sam! We took the Jaffa down! It is a sure victory for us." She cradled her head into her hands.

"Sholva!" Alumbi stood with a staff weapon from the wall and shot Tundi. Sam grabbed the zat from his hands and threw it at him, surprising everyone, even herself. The gun knocked him in the head, and he went down for the count once again.

"Tundi!" She was sent spinning into reality when she heard him moan out of pain. She whipped around and saw him lying on the ground, holding the gaping hole in his stomach, with his hands covered in blood. He looked more like he was in shock than in pain, and she hoped he didn't feel it.

"I, I'm sorry Sam, please, I'm sorry..." he apologized into unconscious. She hugged his body until he went limp. He had been holding a hand to her face endearingly, and it left a streak of blood as it fell with the rest of his body.

She stood up, and her eyes were void of all emotion. Even worse then when they first found her. Jack knew she crossed over, and there was no turning back. She was gone.

"Sam, Sam please come un-lock us." Daniel's pleas went unheard. She went to the now infamous counter and bound Alumbi's arms before he woke up.

She disappeared into the room that no one knew anything about. They had never been shown what was in there. Loud cracking noises were heard from inside. She came back out with what appeared to be test tubes in a rack.

"Sam, Sammie, we don't have to do this. I wasn't going to do anything to you. It was just for fun, Sam." Alumbi was starting to wake up, but everything was hazy. He only saw her mixing the chemicals that only they knew what the effects were. The look on her face was indifferent. She could have been back in her lab testing a new type of material for all her team knew. It was obvious she would have no regrets about what she was going to do.

"Sam no!" Jonas knew full well what she was going to do. She walked over to Alumbi and plunged the needle into his chest. He was yelling and screaming, no words were comprehendible. He started to go into fits of seizures, dying every second. With no regret, Sam unlocked her friends and started down the hallway.

"Well are you coming or not?" They all looked at her. Jack and Teal'c were the only two unfazed, or the only two who appeared to be. She knew that they were shocked about her actions, and Mackenzie would have a blast with them, but she couldn't deal with it now. The followed her out of the room to outside.

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"We consider Tundi as much as a victim as Kenbrun or anyone else here who suffered at his hands." Tamali was saying good bye to everyone.

"As do we." Teal'c nodded his head and walked toward the gate as it opened. Jonas and Daniel were already waiting.

"I'll come back in a while. I have to get everything sorted through first at home. Don't worry, I won't desert you." They shook hands, and gave a one armed hug. Jack called out to Daniel to dial home, and shook Tamali's hand as well. After the other three went through the wormhole, it was just Jack and Sam. But Sam couldn't go through.

"Sam? It's going to be okay now." She just looked at him and raised an eyebrow, like Teal'c.

"Ok, so I lied. It's going to be hard. But better. Come home. It's time. Wow, it's really time." He looked at his watch. The 24 hour mark was now. She nodded her head, took a deep breath, and stepped through.

"There's no place like home," she muttered under her breath.

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She reappeared on the other side shaken. She looked and saw the very walls of the SGC she had been dying to see for so long. She didn't look immediately at anyone, only around the base with a look of amazement.

"Sam, oh my God it's you!" Janet was at the bottom of the ramp, just as stunned to see her friend once again.

"Major Carter!" another person cried. It was too much, too many people, too many memories, too many voices. The last thing she felt was Jack catching her as she fell.

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TBC