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WARNING: Ok folks, from here on in this story is going to be touching ground with a lot of touchy subjects. Not only does this chapter have a quite a bit of curse words, but It will also deal with Suicide. I don't mean to offend people, but this is my story and how I want it to be written. I know some of you out there have had friends or someone close to you who committed suicide. I don't want to offend you with this story; I even had a friend named Raymond who committed suicide. If you wish, you can turn back now, other wise brace yourselves. This is going to get ugly.
Chapter 5..............
An Angel
It was so quiet; it flew to him like in slow motion. It was the most glorious thing he had ever seen. An Angel flew towards Ron. It was a beautiful woman, with perfect physique, Glorious Red Hair that flew behind her as she flew, Dazzling emerald eyes that seemed to be filled with a fierce light, And Large beautiful white feathery wings. The Angel picked Ron up as Ron saw the Red beam pass both of them by. The angel then seemed to roll on the ground with Ron. Then everything seemed to speed up again. As Ron refocused in Reality, He saw that it was not an Angel, who had saved him, it was not Kim either, it was both. The woman looked like Kim in every way now. Somehow when she had rolled, she lost her wings and grew younger, she looked like Kim that's for sure, Thought Ron.
"Ron, are you all right?" Asked Kim with the ever growing concern in her voice
Ron just gazed at her in Awe. Kim thought he must be in shock, but she had no time for that now.
"Shego, the Walls are collapsing. We got what we came for, let's get out of here." Drakken said nervously as he boarded the Hovercraft. Shego jumped off of several things and finally got in the hovercraft as it flew away with the AM Rifle.
During this time the wall that had been hit by the AM Rifle was slowly disintegrating into goo. They had to have the place evacuated as the wall collapsed, it caved in that room. After everyone was safely out. Kim and Ron were sitting there when Dr. Summers approached them.
"I will ask you to please leave the facility as soon as possible. Your services are no longer needed Ms. Possible." Said a very Angry Dr. Summers
They were forced on the first plane that was available. Ron was looking at Kim. She looked really depressed. 'Man, I got her into this mess. This sucks.' Ron thought.
"Hey Kim. Look I'm sorry. I just lost my balance, I didn't mean for any of this to happen." Apologized Ron
"I know you didn't mean to it's just..." Kim said with her head down staring at the floor. "It's just... I don't think you should come on anymore missions with me." Kim said sadly
The Words shot through Ron as if His Heart had been impaled on a spike. Ron couldn't believe what he just heard. He was in shock.
"I'm sorry, it's just that, maybe you should lay low for a while." Kim said apologetically
Ron was about to burst into tears when he heard this, but using all his will power he managed to keep the tears away, but that didn't mean his voice didn't stagger when he said. "Does this mean we can't be friends?"
"No, it's nothing like that. It's just that I think you shouldn't go on anymore missions for a while, until the heat dies down. That's all." Said Kim, with concern in her eyes
Ron couldn't fight it any longer, he started to cry. He wept like a little girl at the thought of losing Kim, He just couldn't handle it.
"Ron, I'm sorry I jus- ." Kim was starting to say as she grabbed Ron's shoulders trying to comfort him, but she was interrupted by Ron saying
"Save it KP." As he pulled away from her
For the Rest of the flight, Ron thought about how much Kim meant to him. All those memories of them being with each other were all painful knowing he wouldn't have anymore. They didn't take with each other for the rest of the flight. When the Jet landed, the two of them got out not looking at each other.
"So I'll see you tomorrow then?" Kim Asked wearily
"Yea, whatever..." Ron replied grumpily, as he started to walk off to the direction of his house. It was night time when he had arrived. He couldn't see the stars however, because of the extremely foreboding clouds. It started to thunder as Ron could see lightning streak across the sky. It didn't rain however. Ron didn't care though, He was deep in thought.
'Man, am I such a loser. I can't do anything right, even something as simple as pulling a lever. No wonder Kim hates me, no wonder Kim likes Monkey boy more than me. Now I know why Kim will never think about me the same way she thinks about Josh. I wonder if I didn't exist, would it really matter'
It started raining
'Oh great. Ron Stoppable just cannot catch a fing break. If I were to die here and now would anyone care. Don't be silly Ron, of course they would care. Especially Kim. The would be all so better off without you. You just get in the way of everybody's business. Your Ron Stoppable, the fhead.' Ron thought grimly.
'So why don't you do everybody a huge favor in just kill yourself. People would say that's the only good thing I ever did. No body needs me; I doubt they would even notice. But I will really miss Kim. But she even said it herself; she's better off without me. I know what I have to do.'
Ron got home and put Rufus in his room. Ron didn't want to let the only thing on earth who cared about him to see what he was about to do. Ron went to his garage and found a long sturdy rope and left the house. All the while thinking similar thoughts.
Ron went to the park; He found a sturdy tree and proceeded to form a noose. Something a six years in a row Arts and Crafts champion at Camp WannaWeep could easily do. After about three failed attempts to climbing the now very wet tree, he finally managed to Hang the noose on a high limb, put it around his neck. He was now put a jump away from his ultimate fate.
'Get it over with you loser. Everyone Hates You. So why don't you just die. It will be the best thing you ever did.' Thought Ron, as the tears rolled down his face, forming with the drops of rain that were already falling on it. But then Ron saw an image flash before his eyes. It was Kim as the angel.
'I guess she really must have been an Angel, no person would have cared about me as much as she did. Ron started to recollect all the things that happened today. When Ron remembered the poem about the man who fell in love with the Angel, he figured that it might have been true about the man and his angel. Ron then remembered the poem Satheus had read to the class. About the man who gave his life for the one he love. Ron remembered what he thought of the poem. If that he was ever in a situation were his death would save Kim, Would he?
"Without a second thought" Ron said grimly as jumped
Ron fell for about 5 feet when he felt a huge pain hit his neck. He then started to choke.
"Oh great, my neck didn't snap. Now I have to wait till I choke to death." Ron said to no one as he willingly let the air slip out of his lungs.
Ron was waiting for his death to come. Ron spotted something out of the corner of his eye. While he choked to death, he looked and saw a figure in black running towards him with a knife in his hands.
'Oh great, just my luck, not only do I fail to kill myself, but now there's a psycho with a knife running to make sure I can't even enjoy my last moments on earth.' Ron thought sarcastically.
The figure ran towards him, and then climbed up the tree in a heartbeat. It grabbed the rope, and quickly cut it, dropping Ron to the ground. Ron crawled on to his hands and knees, gasping for air as he took the noose off of himself.
"Why can't you just let me die in peace...?" Ron Cried
"What the HELL do you think you're doing!?" Asked the absolutely Infuriated voice. Ron thought it sounded a lot like Satheus; But Satheus never had an angry voice, so he wasn't sure.
"Doing everyone a huge favor..." Said Ron still gasping for air. Ron started to stand up, but was quickly forced up by two hands that grabbed his shirt. The figure shoved Ron into the tree. Ron could now see that it was Satheus.
"Why the Hell do you want to die so badly? Do you know what happens to people who kill themselves Ron? DO YOU!?" Satheus Angrily Demanded, Black tears now rolled down Satheus's Face.
"They go to Hell..." Ron said grimly
"That's right Ron, They Go to Hell. Why in the world would you give all this up for Hell?" Satheus demanding to know, but his Voice was now filled with not only anger, but with also with Sorrow.
"Because Kim hates me." Ron cried out.
Satheus Grabbed Ron by his arm, and threw him into the dirt.
"What are you, a Fing Moron!?" Satheus shouted angrily
"Why haven't you heard? I'm Ron Stoppable." Ron said mockingly while picking himself up.
"You must be if you can't see that you mean the most to Kim. Even though you both may be blind to this fact, you are the Single biggest thing in her life." Satheus said angrily, while jabbing his finger into Ron's chest, but his anger was dying down, till just the sorrow in his voice was left.
"I am?" Ron was confused. He thought for sure that Kim hated him. And that she cared more about Josh Mankey then him. "But I thought She Hated me."
Satheus let out a deep sigh and then said in a voice once again filled with compassion "Ron, Kim loves you. She might be a bit angry at you now, but that doesn't mean she doesn't care about you. You can't kill yourself Ron, not when she needs you. She needs you Ron, are you just willing to take the easy way out, just so you don't have to live with the fact that she may never love you more than just as a friend? Are you willing to bail on her, when she has no one else to go to for help? No shoulder to cry on when she needs comfort? No one to lean on when she cries out in pain? No one to be there for her when she needs it the most. Ron, Kim still needs you, and if you really love her, you must be there for her. Don't you love her?"
The words struck Ron like Steel Toe's signature move. Did he really mean that much to Kim? Ron sat down in shock, A million thoughts racing threw his head.
After about 5 minutes of sitting in the mud, Ron started crying. Satheus bent down on his knees and put a hand over Ron's shoulder and with a smile said "There, there it's all right, don't worry, you still have time. Let it all out. It's Ok."
After about 3 minutes of Satheus comforting Ron, Satheus led Ron back to Ron's house. At the door Ron looks back at the guy who just saved his life.
"Umm... I just... wanted to say..." Ron started
"Hey don't worry about it, all in a day's work." Said Satheus as he began to walk
"Umm... hey can you promise me something?" Asked Ron, sniffling "Will you please not tell anyone about this?"
"Sure, I promise." Satheus said with a smile and then turned around again to walk off.
Ron went upstairs to his room. Rufus wanted to know what happened, but Ron didn't say anything. After Ron changed out of his muddy clothes and took a hot shower. He cried during the shower, In fact, he cried himself to sleep also, constantly thinking about Kim
Ron looked around; he was in Middleton Pre-K. Ron looked at his hands and saw that they were so babyish, and everything around him seemed so big, He thought about what he was doing here when he heard crying. He turned and saw a 4 year old Kim crying all by herself. Ron ran over to her.
"Kim, what's wrong?" He said while sitting next to her. But his voice was not his own, it was a much more childish high pitched voice. Kim leaned and put her face on his shoulder.
"Bonnie and the other girls won't let me play with them." Kim cried on his shoulder
"Who needs them Kimmie? We'll just play together." Ron comforted her.
Kim looked up at Ron and stopped her crying, and sniffled "Really?"
"Sure, we'll play whatever game you want." Ron said soothingly
Kim leaned over and kissed Ron on the cheek. She then leaned the back of her head against his shoulder.
"Thanks Ron." Kim said, her voice returning to normal
"Anytime KP." Ron Said
BEEP-BEEP-BEEP-BEEP. The Alarm went off. Ron groaned and hit the snooze button on the alarm clock. Ron felt a terrible headache, as he remembered what had happened on the previous night. Ron remembered what Satheus had told him. And decided to not let what happened last night change things between Kim and Ron.
Ron grabbed everything and headed out the door. Ron went over to Kim's house, ready to apologize to her. He knocked on the door, and was answered by Kim's Mother
"Good morning Mrs. Dr. Possible, Is Kim ready?" Ron asked with a big goofy grin
"I'm sorry Ronald. Josh came by and picked up Kim. Said something about having to be early for auditions." Replied Kim's mother
"Auditions? What auditions?" Asked Ron, confused.
"Ya Know, I'm not entirely sure, but I have to get to work soon. Have a nice day Ron." Said Mrs. Dr. Possible as she shut the door.
Ron walked to school, trying to remember if there were any school plays or anything like that. When Ron got to school, he could here Mr. Barkin over the intercom, announcing the daily announcements. Ron arrived in the middle of one.
"--- Once again, Satheus Hope, the student who is painting the Mural, is holding auditions for to find 10 students who want to be modeled for the mural so that future classes can see who represented The graduating class, also 2 of those students modeling will be painted on the mural as the couple of the year. That is all." Mr. Barkin said as he then clicked the button to turn the intercom off.
'Wait what? Didn't Kim's mom say that Josh and Kim went to audition for something? Are they going to go audition for the mural? But if they left to go audition together, that means that.' Ron thought, but as the last part of his message went threw his mind, his eyes bulged in shock.
"Oh No..."
End of chapter 5............
I apologize if I have offended anyone today. This is not my opinion about suicide. It is just the one I used in this story, Please don't flame me for it.
Other than that, how do you guys like the story so far? Are you guys figuring anything out? Putting the piece's together? Do you think the story's getting good or what?
I want to thank you for all the great reviews.
Cya later.
WARNING: Ok folks, from here on in this story is going to be touching ground with a lot of touchy subjects. Not only does this chapter have a quite a bit of curse words, but It will also deal with Suicide. I don't mean to offend people, but this is my story and how I want it to be written. I know some of you out there have had friends or someone close to you who committed suicide. I don't want to offend you with this story; I even had a friend named Raymond who committed suicide. If you wish, you can turn back now, other wise brace yourselves. This is going to get ugly.
Chapter 5..............
An Angel
It was so quiet; it flew to him like in slow motion. It was the most glorious thing he had ever seen. An Angel flew towards Ron. It was a beautiful woman, with perfect physique, Glorious Red Hair that flew behind her as she flew, Dazzling emerald eyes that seemed to be filled with a fierce light, And Large beautiful white feathery wings. The Angel picked Ron up as Ron saw the Red beam pass both of them by. The angel then seemed to roll on the ground with Ron. Then everything seemed to speed up again. As Ron refocused in Reality, He saw that it was not an Angel, who had saved him, it was not Kim either, it was both. The woman looked like Kim in every way now. Somehow when she had rolled, she lost her wings and grew younger, she looked like Kim that's for sure, Thought Ron.
"Ron, are you all right?" Asked Kim with the ever growing concern in her voice
Ron just gazed at her in Awe. Kim thought he must be in shock, but she had no time for that now.
"Shego, the Walls are collapsing. We got what we came for, let's get out of here." Drakken said nervously as he boarded the Hovercraft. Shego jumped off of several things and finally got in the hovercraft as it flew away with the AM Rifle.
During this time the wall that had been hit by the AM Rifle was slowly disintegrating into goo. They had to have the place evacuated as the wall collapsed, it caved in that room. After everyone was safely out. Kim and Ron were sitting there when Dr. Summers approached them.
"I will ask you to please leave the facility as soon as possible. Your services are no longer needed Ms. Possible." Said a very Angry Dr. Summers
They were forced on the first plane that was available. Ron was looking at Kim. She looked really depressed. 'Man, I got her into this mess. This sucks.' Ron thought.
"Hey Kim. Look I'm sorry. I just lost my balance, I didn't mean for any of this to happen." Apologized Ron
"I know you didn't mean to it's just..." Kim said with her head down staring at the floor. "It's just... I don't think you should come on anymore missions with me." Kim said sadly
The Words shot through Ron as if His Heart had been impaled on a spike. Ron couldn't believe what he just heard. He was in shock.
"I'm sorry, it's just that, maybe you should lay low for a while." Kim said apologetically
Ron was about to burst into tears when he heard this, but using all his will power he managed to keep the tears away, but that didn't mean his voice didn't stagger when he said. "Does this mean we can't be friends?"
"No, it's nothing like that. It's just that I think you shouldn't go on anymore missions for a while, until the heat dies down. That's all." Said Kim, with concern in her eyes
Ron couldn't fight it any longer, he started to cry. He wept like a little girl at the thought of losing Kim, He just couldn't handle it.
"Ron, I'm sorry I jus- ." Kim was starting to say as she grabbed Ron's shoulders trying to comfort him, but she was interrupted by Ron saying
"Save it KP." As he pulled away from her
For the Rest of the flight, Ron thought about how much Kim meant to him. All those memories of them being with each other were all painful knowing he wouldn't have anymore. They didn't take with each other for the rest of the flight. When the Jet landed, the two of them got out not looking at each other.
"So I'll see you tomorrow then?" Kim Asked wearily
"Yea, whatever..." Ron replied grumpily, as he started to walk off to the direction of his house. It was night time when he had arrived. He couldn't see the stars however, because of the extremely foreboding clouds. It started to thunder as Ron could see lightning streak across the sky. It didn't rain however. Ron didn't care though, He was deep in thought.
'Man, am I such a loser. I can't do anything right, even something as simple as pulling a lever. No wonder Kim hates me, no wonder Kim likes Monkey boy more than me. Now I know why Kim will never think about me the same way she thinks about Josh. I wonder if I didn't exist, would it really matter'
It started raining
'Oh great. Ron Stoppable just cannot catch a fing break. If I were to die here and now would anyone care. Don't be silly Ron, of course they would care. Especially Kim. The would be all so better off without you. You just get in the way of everybody's business. Your Ron Stoppable, the fhead.' Ron thought grimly.
'So why don't you do everybody a huge favor in just kill yourself. People would say that's the only good thing I ever did. No body needs me; I doubt they would even notice. But I will really miss Kim. But she even said it herself; she's better off without me. I know what I have to do.'
Ron got home and put Rufus in his room. Ron didn't want to let the only thing on earth who cared about him to see what he was about to do. Ron went to his garage and found a long sturdy rope and left the house. All the while thinking similar thoughts.
Ron went to the park; He found a sturdy tree and proceeded to form a noose. Something a six years in a row Arts and Crafts champion at Camp WannaWeep could easily do. After about three failed attempts to climbing the now very wet tree, he finally managed to Hang the noose on a high limb, put it around his neck. He was now put a jump away from his ultimate fate.
'Get it over with you loser. Everyone Hates You. So why don't you just die. It will be the best thing you ever did.' Thought Ron, as the tears rolled down his face, forming with the drops of rain that were already falling on it. But then Ron saw an image flash before his eyes. It was Kim as the angel.
'I guess she really must have been an Angel, no person would have cared about me as much as she did. Ron started to recollect all the things that happened today. When Ron remembered the poem about the man who fell in love with the Angel, he figured that it might have been true about the man and his angel. Ron then remembered the poem Satheus had read to the class. About the man who gave his life for the one he love. Ron remembered what he thought of the poem. If that he was ever in a situation were his death would save Kim, Would he?
"Without a second thought" Ron said grimly as jumped
Ron fell for about 5 feet when he felt a huge pain hit his neck. He then started to choke.
"Oh great, my neck didn't snap. Now I have to wait till I choke to death." Ron said to no one as he willingly let the air slip out of his lungs.
Ron was waiting for his death to come. Ron spotted something out of the corner of his eye. While he choked to death, he looked and saw a figure in black running towards him with a knife in his hands.
'Oh great, just my luck, not only do I fail to kill myself, but now there's a psycho with a knife running to make sure I can't even enjoy my last moments on earth.' Ron thought sarcastically.
The figure ran towards him, and then climbed up the tree in a heartbeat. It grabbed the rope, and quickly cut it, dropping Ron to the ground. Ron crawled on to his hands and knees, gasping for air as he took the noose off of himself.
"Why can't you just let me die in peace...?" Ron Cried
"What the HELL do you think you're doing!?" Asked the absolutely Infuriated voice. Ron thought it sounded a lot like Satheus; But Satheus never had an angry voice, so he wasn't sure.
"Doing everyone a huge favor..." Said Ron still gasping for air. Ron started to stand up, but was quickly forced up by two hands that grabbed his shirt. The figure shoved Ron into the tree. Ron could now see that it was Satheus.
"Why the Hell do you want to die so badly? Do you know what happens to people who kill themselves Ron? DO YOU!?" Satheus Angrily Demanded, Black tears now rolled down Satheus's Face.
"They go to Hell..." Ron said grimly
"That's right Ron, They Go to Hell. Why in the world would you give all this up for Hell?" Satheus demanding to know, but his Voice was now filled with not only anger, but with also with Sorrow.
"Because Kim hates me." Ron cried out.
Satheus Grabbed Ron by his arm, and threw him into the dirt.
"What are you, a Fing Moron!?" Satheus shouted angrily
"Why haven't you heard? I'm Ron Stoppable." Ron said mockingly while picking himself up.
"You must be if you can't see that you mean the most to Kim. Even though you both may be blind to this fact, you are the Single biggest thing in her life." Satheus said angrily, while jabbing his finger into Ron's chest, but his anger was dying down, till just the sorrow in his voice was left.
"I am?" Ron was confused. He thought for sure that Kim hated him. And that she cared more about Josh Mankey then him. "But I thought She Hated me."
Satheus let out a deep sigh and then said in a voice once again filled with compassion "Ron, Kim loves you. She might be a bit angry at you now, but that doesn't mean she doesn't care about you. You can't kill yourself Ron, not when she needs you. She needs you Ron, are you just willing to take the easy way out, just so you don't have to live with the fact that she may never love you more than just as a friend? Are you willing to bail on her, when she has no one else to go to for help? No shoulder to cry on when she needs comfort? No one to lean on when she cries out in pain? No one to be there for her when she needs it the most. Ron, Kim still needs you, and if you really love her, you must be there for her. Don't you love her?"
The words struck Ron like Steel Toe's signature move. Did he really mean that much to Kim? Ron sat down in shock, A million thoughts racing threw his head.
After about 5 minutes of sitting in the mud, Ron started crying. Satheus bent down on his knees and put a hand over Ron's shoulder and with a smile said "There, there it's all right, don't worry, you still have time. Let it all out. It's Ok."
After about 3 minutes of Satheus comforting Ron, Satheus led Ron back to Ron's house. At the door Ron looks back at the guy who just saved his life.
"Umm... I just... wanted to say..." Ron started
"Hey don't worry about it, all in a day's work." Said Satheus as he began to walk
"Umm... hey can you promise me something?" Asked Ron, sniffling "Will you please not tell anyone about this?"
"Sure, I promise." Satheus said with a smile and then turned around again to walk off.
Ron went upstairs to his room. Rufus wanted to know what happened, but Ron didn't say anything. After Ron changed out of his muddy clothes and took a hot shower. He cried during the shower, In fact, he cried himself to sleep also, constantly thinking about Kim
Ron looked around; he was in Middleton Pre-K. Ron looked at his hands and saw that they were so babyish, and everything around him seemed so big, He thought about what he was doing here when he heard crying. He turned and saw a 4 year old Kim crying all by herself. Ron ran over to her.
"Kim, what's wrong?" He said while sitting next to her. But his voice was not his own, it was a much more childish high pitched voice. Kim leaned and put her face on his shoulder.
"Bonnie and the other girls won't let me play with them." Kim cried on his shoulder
"Who needs them Kimmie? We'll just play together." Ron comforted her.
Kim looked up at Ron and stopped her crying, and sniffled "Really?"
"Sure, we'll play whatever game you want." Ron said soothingly
Kim leaned over and kissed Ron on the cheek. She then leaned the back of her head against his shoulder.
"Thanks Ron." Kim said, her voice returning to normal
"Anytime KP." Ron Said
BEEP-BEEP-BEEP-BEEP. The Alarm went off. Ron groaned and hit the snooze button on the alarm clock. Ron felt a terrible headache, as he remembered what had happened on the previous night. Ron remembered what Satheus had told him. And decided to not let what happened last night change things between Kim and Ron.
Ron grabbed everything and headed out the door. Ron went over to Kim's house, ready to apologize to her. He knocked on the door, and was answered by Kim's Mother
"Good morning Mrs. Dr. Possible, Is Kim ready?" Ron asked with a big goofy grin
"I'm sorry Ronald. Josh came by and picked up Kim. Said something about having to be early for auditions." Replied Kim's mother
"Auditions? What auditions?" Asked Ron, confused.
"Ya Know, I'm not entirely sure, but I have to get to work soon. Have a nice day Ron." Said Mrs. Dr. Possible as she shut the door.
Ron walked to school, trying to remember if there were any school plays or anything like that. When Ron got to school, he could here Mr. Barkin over the intercom, announcing the daily announcements. Ron arrived in the middle of one.
"--- Once again, Satheus Hope, the student who is painting the Mural, is holding auditions for to find 10 students who want to be modeled for the mural so that future classes can see who represented The graduating class, also 2 of those students modeling will be painted on the mural as the couple of the year. That is all." Mr. Barkin said as he then clicked the button to turn the intercom off.
'Wait what? Didn't Kim's mom say that Josh and Kim went to audition for something? Are they going to go audition for the mural? But if they left to go audition together, that means that.' Ron thought, but as the last part of his message went threw his mind, his eyes bulged in shock.
"Oh No..."
End of chapter 5............
I apologize if I have offended anyone today. This is not my opinion about suicide. It is just the one I used in this story, Please don't flame me for it.
Other than that, how do you guys like the story so far? Are you guys figuring anything out? Putting the piece's together? Do you think the story's getting good or what?
I want to thank you for all the great reviews.
Cya later.