In two
weeks time, the last seven years of his life would come to a close. Draco
Malfoy would finish his formal education at Hogwarts School of Witchcraft and
Wizardry and soon after he would leave for a tour of the Continent with his mother.
They'd been planning this trip since the summer before his sixth year.
He would leave Hogwarts for the last time (as a student, at least) on a
Saturday and the following Monday would officially inherit the Black family
fortune. The only other Black male died his fifth year and while the
inheritance had been challenged, a wizarding court had recently held up his
Grandfather's original wishes. Draco would inherit, and in the process become
free of Lucius Malfoy's threats to cut him off financially, should he decide to
not join the Death Eaters. Even from Azkaban, his father tried to control his
life.
Draco would take his first N.E.W.T. tomorrow morning - Potions - and it would
be the beginning of the end. In theory, this was what he'd been preparing for
since he entered Hogwarts at age eleven. Nine months ago when he'd turned
seventeen, Draco didn't imagine his life could be better. His father was locked
away (and likely wouldn't get out soon), Potter defeated the Dark Lord once
more, and Draco was finally free to be his own man. He'd finish Hogwarts, tour
Europe, and figure out what he wanted to do with the rest of his life.
The only thing that didn't quite fit was the relationship he'd struck up with
Ginny Weasley. Despite himself, he'd started to care about her. The redheaded
witch was funny and smart - she didn't allow him to push her over, and she was
possibly the most beautiful witch in all of Hogwarts. They'd been tossed
together the previous school year, after Pansy invited her Advanced Potions
partner to join them at The Three Broomsticks. Draco had pouted and complained
about a Weasley joining them, but in the end he'd found he really enjoyed
himself. From there, an unlikely friendship was forged.
At the beginning of his seventh year, they'd been out by the lake talking when
she'd went to kiss his cheek. Only, Draco turned his head and she caught the
corner of his mouth. The youngest Weasley was immediately mortified and went to
pull back, only he wouldn't let her. He'd never realized how much he wanted to
kiss her until that moment. They'd received some strange looks from most of the
school, but Draco was intent to not let it bother him. Ginny would keep him
occupied for the rest of his time at Hogwarts, and then after that he would
likely never see her again.
Over the weekend, they had mutually decided they shouldn't see each other until
after the N.E.W.T.'s were over. Because of that, Draco had been a bit surprised
when she requested to see him four nights later. He'd agreed immediately,
slightly relieved because he'd missed her like mad. He wasn't sure when or how,
but Ginny had gotten under his skin. He cared for her more than he'd cared for
any of the other girls he'd gone out with at Hogwarts. In fact, he was even
thinking of asking her to join him and his mother at some point this summer.
Which was never a part of his plan.
When Ginny arrived at his Head Boy's room that night, she'd attacked him. Not
in a bad way. Very quickly, they were naked and kissing - making their way to
the bed. This surprised Draco, as Ginny wasn't one to usually initiate sex, but
even he couldn't deny how incredibly sexy it was. After he was spent, there was
no doubt in his mind that was the best sex he'd ever had. The little minx had
done things he'd never even dared do. He lay there for a moment, before he went
to roll off of her onto his back.
Her arms and legs moved at the same time to trap him. "Don't go."
Looking down, Draco saw brown eyes shining with a new emotion. "I'm too
heavy for you."
Ginny moved her legs again, pushing him back towards her center. "Just for
a bit. I want to feel you."
"Gin-"
"Please?" she asked softly.
He could never deny her anything. "Okay."
That seemed to make her happy, so Draco didn't press the issue any further. His
arms went under her back, pulling her even closer to him. Her hands were
smoothing their way down his, as if she were trying to memorize every nuance of
his body. "Gin?"
"Hmmm?"
"Is there something wrong?"
He felt her shake her head beneath him. Draco maneuvered so that he was pushed
up on his elbows, looking down at her. "Are you sure?"
"I'm fine," she answered quickly. Too quickly. Draco caught on and
raised an eyebrow at her. "Alright, I'm not exactly fine. I've just
realized there are less than two weeks left in the school year."
"I know."
"It went by so fast, don't you think?"
"I suppose." Draco leaned down and kissed her forehead. From there,
he moved down the side of her face to her ear. He could hear her talking, but
was only interested in the delicate lobe.
"Draco, are you listening to me?"
"Yes."
Pushing him back, she asked, "Then what did I just say?"
"You asked me if I was listening."
"Before that."
"Gin," he protested. "Can we think about the future later. Right
now, I just want to be here with you."
"We can't," she said softly.
"Can't what?" Draco questioned.
"Think about the future later. This is…" she began. Ginny couldn't
stand his piercing gray eyes, so she looked away. "I don't think we should
see each other after this, Draco."
"What?"
She still wouldn't look at him. "I don't think we should see each other
after tonight."
"Why?" Draco reached down and turned her face towards him. "Look
at me and tell me why."
"Draco."
"I'm just trying to understand where this is coming from. Things have been
great, love."
Ginny nodded. "I'm just trying to do what's best."
"For who?"
"You, me, us."
"So you start making decisions involving my life without consulting me?
That's not what's best for me. You don't have any idea how I feel about
this!"
The redhead's eyes widened at his statement. She never expected Draco would
fight her on this. "We agreed at the beginning of the year, we'd let what
happened happen. And we've done that, Draco. But now… you're finishing Hogwarts
and I've got one more year and I just don't see how things can work out."
"So… you're ending things?"
Tears sprung to her eyes, but she nodded. "It's what's best."
Draco was caught between being furious with her for making decisions involving
him and taking her in his arms and wiping away her tears. "I don't agree
with you."
That seemed to surprise her. "Wh-what?"
"I don't think this is what's best," the Malfoy clarified. "We
agreed on that at the beginning of the year, before we really found out what
was between us. Now we know it's something real and you still want to end
things?"
"How can it work?" Ginny asked. "You'll be away with your Mum
and I'll be here. We won't be able to see each other. We both knew this was
coming, Draco."
"Ginny," he sighed. "All of that… all of those decisions we made
were before."
"Before what?"
"They were just before."
She didn't understand exactly what he was talking about, but didn't push it.
Instead, she said, "And what about other witches?"
Draco cocked his head up and looked at her. "Other witches?"
"The one you'll meet while on tour."
"I won't-"
Ginny cut him off, "We both know you will. You're a Malfoy and I assume
you'll spend the next year traveling in high society circles. There will be
beautiful women there, Draco. Beautiful, rich, smart women who'll get your
attention. I would rather…" the redhead trailed off. Forcing herself to
look at him, she continued, "I would rather end things now than to receive
an owl six months from now saying you'd met someone new."
"I wouldn't do that!"
"You don't know-"
"I do bloody well know!" Draco refuted hotly. "I would never
hurt you like that, Gin. I would-"
"What?" she questioned.
"I would cut off my own arm before I hurt you."
"Draco."
He stared down at her, not saying anything. How could she think he would see
other women? She was in his head all of the time. He could hardly remember the
last time he'd looked at another witch, much less wanted any kind of
relationship with one. Reaching behind him, Draco loosened her hold. He moved
off of her and got out of the bed. His pants were lying crumpled on the floor,
so he pulled them on. Running a hand through his hair, he stared at her, unsure
of what to say next.
"I don't know what else to do," Ginny told him quietly. She followed
his lead, getting out of the bed. She left the sheet on the bed, and began
looking for her clothes. She found her knickers, and pants. But her bra seemed
to be missing and her shirt was torn. Before she could ask, Draco held out the
white oxford he'd been wearing earlier. "Thank you."
"Ginny," Draco began.
"I know this was never part of your plans and I'm just trying to make it
easy for you."
"So you come to my room, give me the best damn shag of my life, and then
try to end things? That's supposed to be making it easy for me?"
Draco asked. "I don't think so."
"Draco-"
"Don't you get it?" he interrupted. "This is how it's supposed
to be."
"What?"
The blond motioned between the two of them. "You and me, love.
Together."
"It's just fun," Ginny told him. "We were just having fun."
"In the beginning," he agreed. "But then it changed. Somewhere,
somehow, it changed. I stopped caring about what my family might think and what
your family might think. I started ignoring your prat brother when he tried to
goad me. I forgot all about the ridiculous crush you had on Potter your first
year. I just… I stopped caring about all of that, because I started caring
about you."
"What?"
"I started caring about you," Draco repeated.
"I…I don't know what to say."
He made his way around the bed to where she was standing, but didn't touch her.
At six foot, he was six inches taller than she was. Draco smiled down at her,
trying to prepare himself for her answer to his next question. "Do you
care for me, Gin? Even a little?"
"Draco," she sighed. Ginny closed the distance between them and
wrapped her arms around him. "I love you."
The blond closed his eyes and enfolded her in a tight hug. Relief instantly flooded
his body. "Ginny." He led her back to the bed, where they sat
together. His arms were wound tightly around her, and she was pressed into his
side. "Would you have really ended things?"
Ginny nodded. "I came here intent on setting you free. I didn't want to be
a burden to you over the next year."
"A burden?" he questioned. "You've never been a burden to me,
love."
She sagged against him. "This has been making me crazy for the last week.
Trying to figure out what to do."
"Why didn't you just talk to me?"
Ginny shrugged. "I didn't know how. I knew you liked me, but I didn't know
if it was much more than that. I would have felt silly admitting that I loved
you, only to have you not care for me at all. So I just thought about it
relentlessly. Then you said you wanted a break, until after exams, and I knew I
couldn't wait that long. This was all I could think about - so I knew we'd have
to settle things, one way or another, before my first exam."
Draco pressed a kiss to her forehead. "It would have been a lot easier on
yourself had you just said something."
"I know that now," she said. "I…I came here tonight with two
things on my mind. If I was never going to see you again, I was going to make
certain that you remembered me. If only because of the sex. And then after
that, I was going to walk away."
"So that's why-"
"Best damn shag of your life?" she asked, smiling. "Good to know
I did at least one thing right."
When she started laughing, Draco joined in even if they were laughing at him.
"Ginny, there's something else."
"What?"
"Earlier… when you were trying to, well, you know. You said something
about me meeting someone else over the next year and you didn't want to hear
about it in an owl post."
"Draco-"
"I have to say this," he cut her off. "You know Mum and I
started planning this trip years ago and how much I'm looking forward to
going." She nodded against his chest. "In the beginning, I might have
thought about the different witches I might meet and get to shag. But that was
before you.
"That was before Pansy ever brought you along to lunch one day and I saw
what every boy in this entire school was missing. Even if I didn't realize it
that day, I was attracted to you. You were different than any girl I'd ever met
before. Smart, funny, beautiful. Even if we were only going to be friends. And
then you kissed me, even if you didn't mean to. I knew at that moment what I'd
been missing out on." Draco paused, realizing he was rambling. "My
point is, I would never see someone else while I'm with you."
"How do you know?" she asked.
"Because if you ever did it to me… I respect you too much. Your opinion
means too much to me. If I ever hurt you, if I ever made you cry, I couldn't
forgive myself."
She seemed to except his answer and didn't press the issue. Ginny was content
to let him hold her for the rest of the night. It didn't matter she had a
Herbology exam first thing in the morning, or that he would likely fail his
Potions N.E.W.T. because she was here. She just needed to be with him.
After a little while, Draco moved away from her. "Stay here." Ginny
watched as he rummaged around in his desk drawer before closing it. When he
came back to the bed, he was holding his right hand open and there was
something laying in the middle. "I want you to have this."
She leaned forward to see what he was holding out to her. Ginny frowned.
"I can't take that."
"Why not?"
"That's yours," she told him. "Your Mum gave that to you."
"And I'm giving it to you."
"Draco."
He took her hand and placed the object in the middle of it. Draco slowly curled
her fingers around it. "You don't have to wear it. Just… keep it. Next
year, when I'm not here, take it out and look at it. Maybe it'll remind you
that I'm out there, waiting for you."
"I love you."
His heart surged at her words. Even if she'd only said it twice, he was certain
he'd never tire of her saying it. "This is for real, right?"
Ginny nodded. "Yeah."
Draco gave her a genuine smile. "No more of this crazy ending things
business?"
"No more," she promised.
Leaning forward, Draco kissed her. He kept the pressure light - this was a
serious moment and there would be time for snogging later. "Good."
The blond lay down and pulled her next to him. He pulled the sheet from the
bottom of the bed over them and wrapped his arm around her. "Stay with me
tonight."
For a moment, Ginny thought of protesting. There were reasons they shouldn't -
exams, being caught, her brother. But the way he was looking at her, she knew
she couldn't. "Okay."
Draco pulled her closer to his side and whispered, "Nox." The room
was immediately emerged in darkness. Ginny turned on her side so she was facing
him and rested her head on his shoulder. "Goodnight, Ginny."
"Night, Draco."
He lay there, listening to her breathe. As he waited for her to fall asleep, he
started turning their conversation over in his head. They'd come along way
since that first kiss at the beginning of the school year. He hadn't intended
to give her the Black family crest, but it was the only thing he had. The idea
of placing the Malfoy family crest on her finger turned him off - and it was
because of the Blacks Draco was certain he could give her a life.
In his mind, a new plan was forming. He knew the Weasley's wouldn't let her join
him for the entire summer, but maybe they would allow her to tour with him and
his mother for at least a month. He wanted Ginny to know his mother and his
mother to know Ginny. They were the two most important people in his life. She
would return to Hogwarts in September while he continued his tour - he would
have to arrange to be in Hogsmeade or be able to contact her by Floo. Perhaps
they could spend some time with her family at the Christmas holidays? And then,
in just over a year, she would be free to join him wherever he went.
The Malfoy heir wasn't sure of the life he wanted - except that he wanted his
own life. He didn't want to follow in his father's footsteps. Draco didn't know
when he could marry her, but he planned on asking sometime after she finished
school. He couldn't imagine waiting very long. She was too important and he
loved her too much.
Almost losing her tonight proved that. It warmed his heart that she was
thinking of him - putting him before herself. Draco was certain he had a lot
left to learn about love, but he hoped Ginny would be there to help him.
Rolling over, he kissed the side of her face. Moving his mouth, he found her
ear where he whispered, "Ginny, I want three daughters with red hair and
brown eyes. If you could manage freckles on at least two of them, I'd like that
as well."
Her arms tightened around him. "I'll see what I can do."
