Title: Never tell me that you love me
Rating:R
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Buffy characters. They all belong to Joss!
Joss is my god!
Distribution: Please tell me if you wanna put this anywhere!(who would want to anyway...do you??)
Pairing: Spike/Buffy (well kinda you'll understand when you read the other chapters)
Feedback: Yes please!!!!
Summary: Everyone is human. Buffy has just moved to New York. She goes to a club and meets a stranger. But what is he doing and more important what is his secret?
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Chapter 4:
You belong to me
Buffy awoke with red puffy eyes. She had been crying all night and only fell asleep at about 6am.
She went into the bathroom and looked at herself in the mirror. She was disgusted at the sight. She stepped into the shower and washed herself. She felt dirty and started rubbing at her skin. She used her fingernails and soon started to bleed.
Buffy just sank to the floor crying. What had she done?
Last night.....was so good. There was no doubt there. She had gotten the best fuck of her life last night from a stranger whose name she didn't even know.
She decided to call her boss and tell him that she didn't feel too well.
He understood and told her to stay home as long as she wanted.
For a moment Buffy thought about calling Cordelia but she decided against it because she really didn't want to see anybody at the moment and Cordy was sure to insist to come over.
Buffy sat down on her sofa and turned on the television. But the pictures just blurred and she turned it back off .She got up and put her shoes on. She stepped out of her apartment and walked out in the busy road.
The Blonde walked to the club and hoped that somebody would let her in.
A cleaner let her in after she banged on the door repeatedly. He brought her to the back and there she saw a fat man sitting in a chair counting money.
"I don't need anymore waiters so you can just piss off."
"Uh.. No I just wanted to ask you a few questions that's all."
The man finally looked at her and smiled.
"For you anything sweet cakes."
Buffy was totally grossed out. Was he checking her out?Ewww.. Anyway.
"I'm looking for a peroxide blonde man who comes here quite often."
"Oh.You're looking for Spike."
Spike. So that's his name.
"Would you know where he lives?"
"Well I'm not supposed to tell anybody but I think he'll thank me if you appear on his doorstep." The man laughed.
Buffy just smiled."Yeah.I guess he would."
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Buffy was walking towards a big building. The man had given her the address of Spike's apartment.
"Oooh.How nice." she thought.
She looked at the piece of paper and read it again.
"27 Street The Division apartment 36."
Buffy walked into the building and took the elevator up to the 6 Floor.
She walked through the corridor checking the numbers on the doors. It looked like a hotel corridor.
32....
34......
36
Buffy's heart was racing as she stood in front of the door.
She stood there 5 minutes before she knocked the door. When she did the door opened and Buffy had to use all of her strength not to run away.
It wasn't Spike. It was William. William Marsters.A guy who she worked with.
"Oh hello, Buffy."
"H..Hel...Hello William."
"What brings you here?"
"Oh I must have the wrong apartment." Buffy knew though that this was it.
"You're not the first person who's looking for somebody else. I just moved here a month ago and the previous tenant had a lot of friends who didn't know he moved."
Buffy didn't know what to say. She was so close to finding Spike and now this.
"You weren't at work today."
"Do you look out for me?" Buffy said and smiled.
William blushed." I...ahhh...well yes."
"That's nice of you. Thanks"
Buffy gave him the biggest smile.
"Do you want to come in?"
"Oh no thanks.Ive got to meet my friend Cordelia." she lied.
"Ok then ill see you tomorrow?"
Buffy clearly saw the hurt in his eyes."Sure.I'll look out for you."
"Alright.'till tomorrow."
"Bye."
William stepped back into his apartment and closed the door.
Buffy left the building but never saw Spike looking at her from the window on the 6 floor.
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Buffy went into the supermarket just around the corner from her apartment and picked up a basket.
She wandered through the aisles picking up her groceries. When she reached the checkout she payed for her things and packed them into a brown paper bag.
Bag in her arm she walked home. She was exhausted and just wanted to sleep.
She put the key into her door and opened it.
Suddenly she got pulled into her apartment and the door behind her got shut. She dropped the bag and the contents flew across the floor.
It was Spike.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" she screamed at him.
Spike didn't answer. He just pushed her against the wall and whispered into her ear.
"I came here to see my whore.You know I'd be back to see your pretty little face but what I really want to know is:Are you wearing underwear today?"
Before Buffy could push him away he reached underneath her skirt.
"Well you are but not for long."
With that he ripped of her underwear.He pushed two fingers into her and she cried out.
"Please.....Spike...."
"How do you know my name?" he asked.
Buffy didn't answer.
Spike pushed three fingers into her and she cried out again. This time even louder.
"HOW DO YOU KNOW MY NAME!!?"he was shouting now.
"I fucked one of your friends to get your name." Buffy said giving him an evil smile.
"That's funny because I thought you asked the manager at the club today."
Buffy was shocked. How the hell did he know that?
"Where you spying on me?!!"
"Well you where the one looking for me and so I decided to come to you and give you what you want." He smirked.
"You fucking bastard."She hit him across the face.
Instead of hitting her back he unzipped his pants and pushed himself inside of her.
Buffy screamed out and tried to push him away.
But he held her arms with one of his hands and kissed her roughly on the mouth.
She moaned.
"Spi...Spike!"
He stopped kissing her.
He sped up, pushing into her quicker and quicker until he finally came.
Her screams indicated that she also came and he let go of her arms. After pulling out of her he put back on his clothes.
Buffy was leaning against the wall still panting from her orgasm.
Spike lit up a cigarette and blew the smoke up in the air.
"Don't smoke in my apartment."
"After I just gave you a great fuck I'll do as I please."
"It wasn't that great." Buffy said looking him straight in the eyes.
"That's why you screamed my name is it?"
Buffy just pulled her skirt back down and gave Spike a dirty look.
"Just get out."
"No. I like it here."
"Well I don't like you being here."
"But when I'm screwing you silly you don't care where we are."
Buffy didn't know what to say.
Spike opened the door.
"Come to the club tonight."
"What if I don't want to?" Buffy asked.
Spike came close to her and whispered in her ear.
"I thought you liked doing it in public?"
With that he left her standing in the apartment and shut the door behind him.
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Buffy finally went to the club after 1 hour of looking for clothes to wear.
She still wasn't sure why she was going to meet Spike but now she didn't care.
She did put on some perfume and her new short beige skirt.She had on a see-through top without a bra.
She checked herself in the mirror.
"Oh Buffy.Get down with your bad self."
She walked quikly to the club.Walking by the que made her fell so special and she remembered how shy she was when she first came to this club.
The music was banging and she looked around the club.
Spike was standing at the bar.Buffy quickly went to the dance-floor and pulled a guy close to her.She danced against him making him aroused.She felt Spikes eyes burn in her back so she took the boy's hands and put them on her breasts.He was shocked but didn't take them away from her.
But then he did and Buffy turned around to see why.Spike punched the guy.
He grabbed her arm and pulled her outside into an alley.
"Don't you ever do that again."
"What I cant dance with somebody?"
"You where not dancing.You rubbed yourself up against him.Youre mine and that means you don't fuck around withother guys.Is that understood?"
"Do you want me to rub against you and make you horny?"she said with a seductive tone.
She walked up to him and slid her hand down to his groin.
He moaned.
"Well you've got to wait in line because I do what I wanna do and that means I do whoever I wanna do."She stopped touching him and walked away.
He grabbed her and pushed her against the wall.
He rubbed her breast.
She moaned loudly.
"No!You only get fucked by me and if I ever see you with another man again Ill kill him and you."
He hit her across the face and walked away.
"I'll fuck you soon."
She touched the place where he hit her and winced.
This was not over.
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wohoooo chapter 4!
Well?
Tanx for reading it!
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