First of all I want to thank everybody who reviewed again.You keep me going.
Thank you all! xxx
Note: My chapters are all quite short. Sorry but it's my first ever fanfic!
Title: Never tell me that you love me
Rating:R
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Buffy characters. They all belong to Joss!
Joss is my god!
Distribution: Please tell me if you wanna put this anywhere!(who would want to anyway...do you??)
Pairing: Spike/Buffy (well kinda you'll understand when you read the other chapters)
Feedback: Yes please!!!!
Summary: Everyone is human. Buffy has just moved to New York. She goes to a club and meets a stranger. But what is he doing and more important what is his secret?
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Chapter 6:
True identity
"Buffy. Buffy."
Buffy was on the floor, her eyes closed.
"Uhmmm?"The Blonde replied.
Cordelia supported Buffy's back.
"Cordelia? Thank god it's you."
"Buffy what happened?"Cordy had obviously been crying as her face was still wet.
Buffy thought about the question for a second. A lot happened in the last few days. It was time to let Cordy know about them.
Her underwear was on the floor and she remembered what had happened. She fought back tears then sniffed and took a deep breath.
"I lied to you. I'm so sorry Cordy.I should have told you but it was so good and..."
"Buffy. Just start from the beginning."
Buffy swallowed." I met a guy when we first went to the club. The next time we met we went back to my place and....,"Buffy stopped and hung her head," well after that he left straight away and came back the next day. He told me to meet him at the club and I wanted to finish it, I really I did, but I let him in again." Buffy sobbed but then continued." That night he hit me and then tonight he...."She stopped.
"What Buffy? What did he do to you? Please let me hel..."
"He raped me! The fucking bastard raped me!"
Buffy put her hand in front of her mouth and froze. Tears dropped onto the floor.
"Oh god Buffy I'm so sorry."
Cordelia hugged Buffy and they both cried.
"We have to tell the police."
"No!" Buffy let go.
"We have to. He can't get away with this!"
"Look Cordy you take care of your business and Ill take care of mine."
Buffy gasped.
"I'm so sorry Cordelia."
"It's fine. Look I'll go. I think you can deal with this by yourself. Just don't do anything stupid. Stay here and I'll check on you tomorrow."
Buffy just nodded and cuddled up to the couch.
"Don't let anybody in except for me. I'll give you the password."
"What is the password." she asked, happy that Cordy cared about her so much.
"Slayer."Cordy answered smiling.
Buffy smiled. She remembered when Cordy and her played superheros.Buffy was always the so-called Slayer and Cordy didn't mind playing the helpless girl.
Cordelia closed the door behind her and Buffy was alone-again.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
She tried everything. Watching television, reading, sleeping. But nothing made her forget Spike.
"Why do that to me?" she asked and stopped herself from crying again. She wasn't going to cry anymore.
She had showered and put on a sweater and jogging bottoms.
Buffy looked around her apartment. Everything reminded her of him.
"I can't stay here." She said aloud and walked out of her apartment.
She knew exactly where to go.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
It was raining when Buffy walked the streets and she was completely soaked when she got to his apartment.
She needed someone to just hold her and she knew that William was the right person.
Knocking on the door it took a while until William opened the door.
"Buffy."
"Hi.I just wanted to come over."
"Come in. You're soaked. Let me get you some clothes."
"Thanks." she entered and felt the warmth of the apartment.
William came out of his bedroom with a shirt and some boxers in his hands.
"I'm sorry. I've nothing else."
"It's perfect." Buffy smiled.
"You can change in the bathroom."
"Alright be back in a sec."She walked towards the bathroom and started taking off her clothes.
When she put them on she checked herself in the big mirror. She fixed her hair and came back out to find William on the sofa watching the TV.
He turned it off when he noticed her.
"So are you hungry?"
"No although I would love to have some of your food but I'm on a diet."
"Why? I think you're already beautiful."
Buffy blushed.
He walked up to her and put his arms around her waist.
She leaned into him and they kissed.
"I've missed you so much." he said.
"Me too."
"I didn't mean to rush you last time I'm sor..."
"I want you William."
"I thought I told you never to do this Bitch"a hard english voice said and before Buffy could react he hit her so hard that she slid across the floor and against the wall.
She couldn't move. Everything hurt and she was sure she broke one of her ribs.
"I'm going to kill you, you little whore."
"William?" Buffy knew it wasn't him but she hoped he would prove her wrong.
"No. Spike."
He jumped at her and grabbed by the throath.He pushed her against the wall and Buffy was choking.
"Why Spike?"
"Because whores always get what they deserve!" he shouted.
"So do psychos."Cordelia said after pointing the gun at Spike.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Chapter 6!!!!!!!
How was it? Be honest (but not to honest. =0) )
Please R&R!
Thanx for reading.
love you all
Talisha XxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX