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NOTE:This story is not lovly dovely and will or will end happy!!!!

Title: Never tell me that you love me

Rating:R

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the Buffy characters. They all belong to Joss!

Joss is my god!

Distribution: Please tell me if you wanna put this anywhere!(who would want to anyway...do you??)

Pairing: Spike/Buffy (well kinda you'll understand when you read the other chapters)

Feedback: Yes please!!!!

Summary: Everyone is human. Buffy has just moved to New York. She goes to a club and meets a stranger. But what is he doing and more important what is his secret?

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Before you read this please read the above!

Chapter 7:

Who are you?

Cordelia stood in the door pointing her gun at Spike.

"Now I only have one question:Will you be able to shoot me before I snap her neck?"

He nodded towards Buffy.

Buffy's sight was beginning to black out. But with her last strength she kicked spike hard between the legs.

He screamed and let her go. Buffy quickly got to her feet and ran towards Cordelia.

She was still pointing her gun directly at Spike and was ready to shoot.

Spike chuckled.

"You can run but you can't hide pet."

"Shut up and raise your hands."Cordelia ordered.

"Did she tell you all the things we did?" he asked a sneer on his face.

"I know you raped her you sick fuck!"

"Oh yes. But she wanted it so badly."

Cordelia shot and Spike fell to the ground.

"Bastard.Dont you ever talk about my friend like that."

"Is he....?"Buffy asked Cordelia

"He's not dead. I used a tranquilizer gun. Now help me tie him up while he's still unconscious."

Both women took him under the shoulders and brought him to the bedroom. There they lay him on the bed and tied him to the bedpost.

Buffy stayed with Spike in the room. She just stared at him and waited.

Cordelia went out and got some coffee to keep them awake.

Suddenly he woke up.

"Buffy? Why am I tied to a bedpost?"

"Don't act stupid. I know you turn psycho whenever you need something you can't have!"

He just stared at her.

"Look we've got to talk but first you have to untie me.Im no threat. It's me William."

"We talk but you stay tied up."

"Fine.I'll start from the beginning. My brother James died 2 years ago of a brain tumour think his body died but his soul.....I think he's inside me and when he takes control of me I black out."

"So what! You want me to believe your cock and bull story and just untie you so you can go and rap me again!"

Buffy had tears in her eyes.

"What?"

"You heard me."

"Oh god Buffy. I'm so sorr...."

"Don't! I'm over it." Buffy really wasn't but he didn't have to know." When did you find out that he was in you?"

"Well at first I thought I was going crazy but then I realised I had flashbacks and I saw what he had done. I never saw you though."

"Maybe he was so transfixed with me and kept the flashbacks out of your mind."

"That could be."

"Why does he call himself Spike?"

"That's because he slept around when he was younger and so the girls started calling him that because his...."William stopped.

"I know I....."She trailed off ashamed that she just told him that she had sex with his brother.

"He doesn't look like you and he's English."

"He was born in England and lived there before he died. I came to this country and learnt to speak with an English accent. I don't know why he looks different though?"

"He takes over your body so he might change your appearance."

"Suppose so."

Then there was silence.

The door opened and Cordelia stepped in.

"Hi Buffy."

"Hi."

"How is he?"

"He's ok.I think we can untie him now."

"No." William said." I don't want to endanger anybody."

"Alright.So what do we do?"Cordelia asked.

"Take him to the police. They could take care of him right?" Buffy answered.

"That sounds good."Wiliam said real concern in his eyes." shoot me."

"What?!" Both girls asked together.

"With the tranquilizer gun."

"Ohh..Alright.Are you sure?" Buffy asked.

William nodded.

Buffy picked up the gun and shot.

"I'm sorry." she whispered.

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Six months later:

Psychiatric hospital

"He's cured and will be released today."

"That's why I'm here. I've come to pick him up." Buffy said to the doctor.

They reached the room.

William was on the bed playing with his thumbs. He had on a white top and trousers.

"Buffy!" He jumped up and hugged her.

"Hi William." She smiled.

They left the hospital and made their way to the high street.

William had changed his clothes and now wore a light blue shirt and jeans.

"Let's go back to my place."

But William stopped her and looked into her eyes.

"I've got to tell you something."

"What's wrong?"

"I love you."

Buffy kissed him lightly.

"I love you too."

"And that's why I've got to leave."

"What? No! You can't. I love you William didn't you just hear me? I LOVE YOU!"

"I have to. I can't stay here and look at you knowing what I've done to you."

"That wasn't you it was him."

"I'm going back to England today."

Buffy was crying.

"How can you tell me you love me and then go?"

"It's because I love you that I'm leaving."

"You don't love me William."

"There's nothing you can do. I will always love.I'll be in your heart forever."

Buffy kissed him again and they held each other for a long while.

Then he got into a cab and drove off.

Buffy just stood there.

"I love you." she whispered.

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Airport Heathrow:

He walked out of arrivals and got into a queue.

He reached for the cab the same time another woman did.

"Oh I'm sorry you take the cab."

"No, no.Please you should take it.

"Let's share it."

"Alright."He said.

The woman got into the cab and smiled.

"So-what's your name?"

"Spike."

And the cab drove off.

The End

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That was it.

Im done with this story.

Please don't be mad but it had to end this way.

I myself prefere a good ending but it didn't seem right.

I might write a happy ending but you need to tell me if you want one.