"Sometimes you may feel like the world is out to get you. There are times where you feel like the world in general doesn't understand….that no one could know how you feel. Miraculously there are also times where you have this connection…this strong bond with one person. For some it may just be a 'feeling' that this person could do no wrong, that this person would be there for you forever. And for others there is a scary sixth sense that develops. These types of connections are scary in their own way, but the emotion radiating off of them outweigh that feeling. Twins, mostly, have this type of connection. This bond is sought out after by many- husbands, wives, best friends…but not many can achieve that type of love. But for those that do…it is a feeling like no other. It's like some mystical power has overcome your body, your emotions. It's the greatest feeling in the world. It's…love…in its purest form."
"Ya righ'! What a crock of shit!" Rogue said.
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Rogue shut the book she had been reading with a sigh. Love…it was something she didn't even want to think about. Why spend your time dwelling on something you could never achieve? Why waste your time dreaming of this perfect life when it could never happen? Never ever…
It was Monday…the day she would be leaving for Muir Island. The rest of the X-Men had returned from their little outing at around nine the night before. Tears were shed, she guessed. She had stayed in her room away from the madness. She still couldn't fathom the idea of leaving her home. Her home. Leaving her life behind…again. And the worst part was that she was leaving everything behind except Remy LeBeau. She had accepted the fact the only person she would really know over at Muir was Remy. She had taken on the attitude of 'What's done is done.' Because really, it was all too much to handle. All of the fighting, the screaming, and the pleading that she could have displayed wasn't worth it. Besides, she wanted to compose herself before the others returned home. Because she was Rogue, Rogue wasn't allowed to be emotional. Just like Rogue wasn't allowed to touch. It was ridiculous to think otherwise. Of course, her thoughts were interrupted by the familiar 'bamf' sound that accompanied her furry adoptive brother, Kurt. And the distinctive voice of Kitty.
"Rogue! You can't leave! Its not, like, fair!" Kitty said while gasping for air, tears running down their face. While Rogue didn't really fit into and of the social groups at school, or at the mansion for that matter, Kitty always tried to be her friend. On some level they were…on some weird, scary little level.
"Ah don' have a choice, Kitty. Believe meh, if Ah did Ah wouldn' be going, tha's for sure," Rogue replied. Kurt and Kitty both looked at her sadly. They would miss her. They would miss her cynicism and sarcastic remarks.
"But vhy is ze Professor making you leave?" Kurt asked. Rogue crossed her arms over her chest with a huff.
"Because mah powahs have become 'uncontrolable'. But do ya see meh blowin' anythin' up now? No!" Rogue exclaimed. She bowed her head just a little bit as her radio emitted sparks and shorted out. "Aw man!" Rogue cried. Kitty looked at Kurt and started to giggle.
"It'll be ok Rogue. I'll write you like, everyday. Or I'll try! Anyway, I'm sure you will keep yourself occupied over there! There may be some cute boys! You're going to have to, like, tell me all about them!" Kitty said enthusiastically as Kurt gave an indignant squeak.
"Meine Schwester, I don't vant you to leave. But if you must, you vill vear zis." Kurt said as he handed Rogue a small box. Rogue raised an eye brow and opened the box to find half of a heart embroided with what looked like 'best friends forever.' Rogue looked at Kitty and gave a slight smile. She picked up the necklace only to find a locket underneath it. Rogue's smile increased ever so slightly as she read the writing on it. She opened the locket to find a picture of her with Kurt. Rogue finally caved and broke into a huge smile as she grabbed Kurt and Kitty into a hug. Rogue felt her eyes get misty as she let go.
"Thank ya. Ya didn' have t' do this for meh, but Ah'm glad ya did." Rogue said as a tear ran down her face. Kurt smiled as Rogue put on the two necklaces, making sure that Kurt's writing was facing the world. She wanted everyone to see 'You're the best sister in the world. Love, Kurt.' even if it meant letting her cold exterior go for one day. Because she wanted everyone to know that she was indeed loved...or maybe she wore them proudly to show her own mistake. Because she was loved all along, she just never had realized it untill now. What ever the reasson was, she felt something tingling within her soul. And as she felt this feeling she thought maybe that book wasn't so crazy after all.
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Ok, this is more of a filler chapter. The big stuff is going to be happening in the next chapter. So…thanks for the reviews! Keep on Keepin' reviewin! Man…that was corny. Love yas!