A/N: I write this chapter in honor of Jason Isaacs' birthday today (June 6,
2004). HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE COOLEST CAPTAIN AND THE BADDEST MALFOY AROUND!
I wanted to write this chapter especially on Jason's b-day so I waited.
P.S. Thanks again for the great reviews, guys! ENJOY!!!
Chapter 12 Third person POV
Hook turned abruptly toward a voice so similar to Katerinas', but it couldn't have been her. After all she had been taken home. Or had she? His eyes widened when he realized he was not hearing things. There, lounging on his bed, was Katerina smiling innocently and some what seductively at him. All at once his heart seemed to erupt with emotions; the sadness was gone and replaced by a strong sense of happiness, desire, and anger. He was debating on whether he should just go to the bed and take her or yell at her. And in the end he chose the latter of the two, for two reasons. One: she had disobeyed his orders to stay put in the forest and, Two: he did not like the insatiable hunger he always had for her, he did not like his weakness when it came to her. He thought that if he made love to her and was done with it the lustful feelings would go away, but they in fact became stronger and more intense especially when she shied away from him.
Katerina stood up and stared at Hook, confused. She had thought he would be happy. Had she been mistaken? A pit began to form in her stomach for she knew that if she had her heart would break any moment.
"What did I tell you to do?" asked Hook in a deadly voice, taking a step toward her.
"Stay put." She whispered, the pit growing larger in her stomach.
"Exactly." He hissed. Katerina stared at him perplexed and a bit angry. She had to make her feelings known before he said another word.
"But I was just..." she burst out but was cut off.
"You don't seem to understand the rules of my ship, Katerina." He continued his voice a steady, harsh whisper.
"But I do. I was trying..." she tried to say but was cut off again.
"Apparently you don't. Didn't I express that I am your captain and you are to follow my orders?"
Katerina stared at him, appalled by his behavior. How dare he treat me like this after what just happened. She seemed ready to put up a good argument but resigned, begrudgingly.
"Yes."
"Well then, pray tell, what the hell were you thinking?" he said, taking another step closer making their distance from each other at arms length.
"I didn't want Peter to find me, if he won." She replied back coldly.
"It is not for you to decide who wins or loses." He said returning her icy glare.
"I wasn't. I simply did it..."
"Simply to embarrass me by showing you don't have to obey orders. You..." he said, his voice rising rapidly in volume, when she cut him off.
"I DID IT FOR YOU, OK?" she yelled at him and then overwhelmed by anger she struck out at him. Since it was blind fury she only got one good slap across his face before he had gotten hold of both her hands and held them firm. On any other occasion Hook would've fought back but her answer had baffled him and for a moment he wondered if he had heard her correctly. Katerina stared up at Hook anger burning in her eyes when she spoke again.
"I thought maybe you would want me to stay so I left, so Peter could not take me home. But now I see that maybe I was mistaken." And that was it. Katerina had said the fatal words aloud. She looked down sadly. Hook stared at her, as if he was seeing a new Katerina, it seemed so alien to him to watch her be so sad. He watched a tear fall down her face and knew that he had caused her sadness, with his stupid arrogance. He let go of her wrists and dragged his finger down her cheek tracing the path of the tear. She looked up and immediately into his eyes without flinching, she never did.
"I wanted to tell you..." she began but was cut off when Hook abruptly kissed her. She immediately forgot her anger and returned his kiss hungrily. All at once a strange elation took hold of Hook. She was going to stay with him, she was not going home, and she knew the real him and still returned his kiss. His tongue did not have to coax her mouth open and soon their tongues met and fought again in their ongoing battle of submission. He stepped forward making her step back ward, but she barely realized this as the kiss grew deeper. She moaned into his lips, making his tongue swirl around hers just so he could get that intoxicating sound to emit from her throat once more, and it did. He took another step forward. She stumbled backward, careful not to break the kiss in the process. His hand came up and cradled her head while his fingers encircled themselves in her hair. Another step forward, she stumbled and the back of her knees buckled against the side of the bed making her fall on top of it. The kiss broke but the mounted desire was there in full force.
Hook laid himself slowly on top of her, feeling her breasts crush against his chest; her heart seemed to be racing, but then again so was his. This time he went for the throat. He brushed his lips slowly across the delicate skin of her neck, opening and closing them to give a massaging effect. She moaned softly and almost laughed for his moustache and goatee did tickle in certain places. Soon he began to go lower down her neck line until he was stopped by the first button of her shirt, his shirt, just above her breasts. He stopped, looked down at her, and lifted up his hook as if to question whether he should use it or not.
"Don't." she said. "I really don't want to have to keep borrowing clothes from you."
Hook smirked at her as if it was meant to be comical, then without a word of warning he slashed through the shirt, exposing her bare stomach and, still fully intact, bra. Katerina rolled her eyes playfully at his impatience. She decided to match it, when she reached out and pulled his shirt apart. Black buttons went in all directions. Hook's sly smirk deepened as his arousal became quite evident. He bucked his hips ever so slightly so she could feel it rub against her. Her body shuddered from the contact only making her want him more. The warning against him was still ever present in her mind but she couldn't have cared less at this point.
Katerina moved her body upwards onto the bed more making Hook's face align with her stomach which bothered him little. He kissed along her soft skin and left faint hints of kisses around her belly button. When he came around to the left side of her stomach he bit her mildly. She gasped at the suddenness and began to breathe a bit heavier when he started to suck on the skin hard and surprisingly this did not hurt her at all. His hook dragged down the other side of her stomach, arousingly dangerous with every inch it crept.
Her hands dug through his hair in a strange rhythm as his tongue circled around her skin. She was amazed at how fast it happened. But when she was with Hook everything they did seemed to happen quite fast. Their relationship, if you could call it that, had been so strange. It was like they were either fighting each other, or others, or fucking. She loved the latter and hated the former, but in her minds eye she knew that without the fighting there would be none of the latter happening either. Although her mind had been wiped clean of almost all coherent thought from the moment he touched her, she still had something to tell him. It was right there on the tip of her tongue, but whenever she opened her mouth to say it he would steal the words away with a kiss.
Hook could not recall when he had ever felt as wonderful then when he was alone with Katerina, but at the same time it made him uneasy. He knew that every fight they ever had had been of his creation and every time they kissed it was him to start it. He truly did not know what he felt for her. Sometimes he hated her, sometimes her wanted her, and sometimes he...sometimes he... Hook's thoughts were lost as Katerina pulled his face towards hers and kissed him passionately.
Katerina pushed her chest into him as she reached around to unhook her bra and soon after he felt her bare nipples brush against his chest. He growled into the kiss and grabbed her wrist directing her hand down to his belt buckle. It was the technical buckle she hated. She tried as hard as she could to unclasp it but eventually she became so frustrated that she grabbed Hook's right arm and slid his hook hard against the belt. It slid open easily. Hook smiled into her lips finding her frustration amusing. She threw the belt across the room then unbuttoned his pants within the next second.
Hook broke away from the kiss and looked down at her. She truly was a beautiful girl and he found himself thinking, how could I have compared her to Wendy. His eyes left her face and roamed down past her naked chest to her pants. It was now her turn.
"Here," he said, "Let me show you how it's done." and with that he had the belt off within seconds without having to use his hook. Katerina rolled her eyes.
"Show off." She replied, jokingly. Hook removed her pants slowly letting his hand slide gracefully down her thigh to her calf, then the next thing she felt was his finger slid slowly across her nether lips tracing their opening as her pants, his pants, made a clatter on the floor. She moaned low in her throat and closed her eyes praying that he would take her soon. His fingers were wet from her, but he did not wish to take her that way and plus he wanted some pleasure for himself.
Katerina reached down and touched him for the first time. It was a bit bigger then she had expected and she found herself thinking, that was inside me? She was perplexed by the thought. Her finger brushed down across its length making him shudder. She looked at his face, wondering if she had gone too far but his eyes were closed so she went on. Her finger came back up and then she stopped not knowing what else to do. She was about to retract her hand when his left hand came down and opened her palm. She watched what he was doing and soon it became quite clear what he wanted her to do. He manipulated her hand to encircle itself around him and then moved it slowly up and down.
He continued to guide her for awhile until he became so caught up in the feeling that his actions became lazy, so he let her take over. She watched his face while she stroked him. It was a stern yet oddly sensual mask. His expression remained neutral maybe even cross looking, eyes were closed, and his forehead knotted in concentration. She smiled to herself, sort of reveling in the affects she was having on him. His mouth would curve every once in a while into that small smirk he was so famous for.
At one point she got so wrapped up in the feeling of it all that she closed her eyes. She didn't quite understand how this was affecting her since she was not the one being touched, but it seemed to be a different kind of feeling. Hook moaned low in his throat as he neared closer to his goal and opened his eyes. They fixated on Katerina, her eyes closed. She looked so innocent and suddenly he wanted to give her pleasure as well. His hand snaked across her skin and cupped her breast. Her eyes wrenched open at this surprising contact. He stared back at her through half closed eyes and smirked at her.
Hook began to massage her breast slowly making her shiver. He felt himself grow dangerously close to his goal. But he did not want to finish like that. He knew he'd be able to do it again but he felt it would be unfair to her. So for the first time in his life he was unselfish.
Hook released her breast and came down to silence her hand that was now practically pounding against him.
"That's enough." He said, his voice deep and a bit husky. She looked back at him confused. Katerina hid a slight disappointment as well. Had she done it wrong? Hook smiled back at her and then he touched her.
Katerina groaned loudly when his finger shot inside her. She had not been expecting the feeling that followed. Her hips rose beneath his fingers making colors explode inside her eye lids. He worked her for a while at a medium rhythm. Her lips parted emitting a sigh when something started building inside her again. Just when she felt as if she could control it no longer he stopped.
Katerina's eyes opened and she groaned at him, irritation written all over her face. Hook gave a low laugh.
"Selfish are we." He said the smirk seemed tattooed on his face at this point. She nodded and then yanked him on top of her again. He fell against her, unprepared for her unexpected action. Without even a word she took possession of his mouth. He was definitely not complaining in fact this turned him on even more. Katerina could not believe what she was doing, but she knew why, Hook brought it out in her. She had never been teased sexually before and that seemed to be Hook's game in its entirety. She found she didn't much like it either.
Hook did not waste time with the formalities at that point his body was practically begging for release. He drove into her quickly and this time he did not go slowly. She practically slammed her hips into him in return. He growled loudly and continued pumping into her harder then she had ever felt, but this time it was different. She was not a virgin this time and nothing about what he was doing to her hurt at all. Release was coming very close for both of them. They seemed to be trying to kiss each other but every time they got close one would moan or the other would drop their head back in exultation, not being able to help the reaction. Katerina found her release first, and she practically yelled into his mouth, just before her head fell back. She bit her lip to stifle the next sound to come from her. Hook rode her for only a few more second before her sounds of pleasure brought him his release as well. His head fell into the crook of her neck, his lips very close to her ear. He moaned into the skin of her nape.
"I love you." He said through jagged breathes. And that was it, he had said it. He had finally admitted his true feelings without even meaning to say them. Katerina's eyes shot open and her mouth dropped and a small smile threatened to take her over. Was this it? Had she been wrong about him?
Probably not. For when she looked at him again, she noticed he no longer looked as he had two seconds ago when he said it. Hook wrenched his head from her neck, avoiding her eyes, and lifted himself off of her. He sat on the side of the bed appearing to be in deep contemplation. Katerina sat up directly behind him and put a hand on his shoulder.
"What's wrong?" she asked, concerned.
"Don't." he said his voice sounded so cold, as if she had thoroughly upset him.
"But..."
"Just don't." he said firmly.
Hook could not believe what he had said. He tried with all his might to convince himself that the words weren't true but he could not find anything to explain them. He did love her. It was true and it made his head hurt just to think about it. How could I've let this happen, he thought angrily. Her hand slid down his back. His first reaction in his mind told him to lean toward it so instead he moved away from it. Hook stood up and began to get dressed. I can beat this, he thought; I will not have some girl take control of me. When he finished he walked heavy- footed towards the door.
Katerina wrapped herself in a sheet and ran after him. "Wait."
"Leave me alone." He said and with that he slammed the door behind him.
Katerina staggered toward the bed. She collapsed on top of it, not caring that the sheet slid off her otherwise naked form. This confused her. He did love her that much was certain for she heard it in his voice when he said it. But his actions suggested otherwise. Sometimes with him, she felt like she was the most precious thing on earth. But at this time she felt like another crew-member he just happened to be fucking. She rolled over onto her stomach and buried her face in her hands. He had said what she had been trying to say all along. Only now, when she was ready to confess and not be ashamed of it, he scorned it. He had left her all alone for the second time they had made love together. The realization hit her like a punch in the face and she wept.
Chapter 12 Third person POV
Hook turned abruptly toward a voice so similar to Katerinas', but it couldn't have been her. After all she had been taken home. Or had she? His eyes widened when he realized he was not hearing things. There, lounging on his bed, was Katerina smiling innocently and some what seductively at him. All at once his heart seemed to erupt with emotions; the sadness was gone and replaced by a strong sense of happiness, desire, and anger. He was debating on whether he should just go to the bed and take her or yell at her. And in the end he chose the latter of the two, for two reasons. One: she had disobeyed his orders to stay put in the forest and, Two: he did not like the insatiable hunger he always had for her, he did not like his weakness when it came to her. He thought that if he made love to her and was done with it the lustful feelings would go away, but they in fact became stronger and more intense especially when she shied away from him.
Katerina stood up and stared at Hook, confused. She had thought he would be happy. Had she been mistaken? A pit began to form in her stomach for she knew that if she had her heart would break any moment.
"What did I tell you to do?" asked Hook in a deadly voice, taking a step toward her.
"Stay put." She whispered, the pit growing larger in her stomach.
"Exactly." He hissed. Katerina stared at him perplexed and a bit angry. She had to make her feelings known before he said another word.
"But I was just..." she burst out but was cut off.
"You don't seem to understand the rules of my ship, Katerina." He continued his voice a steady, harsh whisper.
"But I do. I was trying..." she tried to say but was cut off again.
"Apparently you don't. Didn't I express that I am your captain and you are to follow my orders?"
Katerina stared at him, appalled by his behavior. How dare he treat me like this after what just happened. She seemed ready to put up a good argument but resigned, begrudgingly.
"Yes."
"Well then, pray tell, what the hell were you thinking?" he said, taking another step closer making their distance from each other at arms length.
"I didn't want Peter to find me, if he won." She replied back coldly.
"It is not for you to decide who wins or loses." He said returning her icy glare.
"I wasn't. I simply did it..."
"Simply to embarrass me by showing you don't have to obey orders. You..." he said, his voice rising rapidly in volume, when she cut him off.
"I DID IT FOR YOU, OK?" she yelled at him and then overwhelmed by anger she struck out at him. Since it was blind fury she only got one good slap across his face before he had gotten hold of both her hands and held them firm. On any other occasion Hook would've fought back but her answer had baffled him and for a moment he wondered if he had heard her correctly. Katerina stared up at Hook anger burning in her eyes when she spoke again.
"I thought maybe you would want me to stay so I left, so Peter could not take me home. But now I see that maybe I was mistaken." And that was it. Katerina had said the fatal words aloud. She looked down sadly. Hook stared at her, as if he was seeing a new Katerina, it seemed so alien to him to watch her be so sad. He watched a tear fall down her face and knew that he had caused her sadness, with his stupid arrogance. He let go of her wrists and dragged his finger down her cheek tracing the path of the tear. She looked up and immediately into his eyes without flinching, she never did.
"I wanted to tell you..." she began but was cut off when Hook abruptly kissed her. She immediately forgot her anger and returned his kiss hungrily. All at once a strange elation took hold of Hook. She was going to stay with him, she was not going home, and she knew the real him and still returned his kiss. His tongue did not have to coax her mouth open and soon their tongues met and fought again in their ongoing battle of submission. He stepped forward making her step back ward, but she barely realized this as the kiss grew deeper. She moaned into his lips, making his tongue swirl around hers just so he could get that intoxicating sound to emit from her throat once more, and it did. He took another step forward. She stumbled backward, careful not to break the kiss in the process. His hand came up and cradled her head while his fingers encircled themselves in her hair. Another step forward, she stumbled and the back of her knees buckled against the side of the bed making her fall on top of it. The kiss broke but the mounted desire was there in full force.
Hook laid himself slowly on top of her, feeling her breasts crush against his chest; her heart seemed to be racing, but then again so was his. This time he went for the throat. He brushed his lips slowly across the delicate skin of her neck, opening and closing them to give a massaging effect. She moaned softly and almost laughed for his moustache and goatee did tickle in certain places. Soon he began to go lower down her neck line until he was stopped by the first button of her shirt, his shirt, just above her breasts. He stopped, looked down at her, and lifted up his hook as if to question whether he should use it or not.
"Don't." she said. "I really don't want to have to keep borrowing clothes from you."
Hook smirked at her as if it was meant to be comical, then without a word of warning he slashed through the shirt, exposing her bare stomach and, still fully intact, bra. Katerina rolled her eyes playfully at his impatience. She decided to match it, when she reached out and pulled his shirt apart. Black buttons went in all directions. Hook's sly smirk deepened as his arousal became quite evident. He bucked his hips ever so slightly so she could feel it rub against her. Her body shuddered from the contact only making her want him more. The warning against him was still ever present in her mind but she couldn't have cared less at this point.
Katerina moved her body upwards onto the bed more making Hook's face align with her stomach which bothered him little. He kissed along her soft skin and left faint hints of kisses around her belly button. When he came around to the left side of her stomach he bit her mildly. She gasped at the suddenness and began to breathe a bit heavier when he started to suck on the skin hard and surprisingly this did not hurt her at all. His hook dragged down the other side of her stomach, arousingly dangerous with every inch it crept.
Her hands dug through his hair in a strange rhythm as his tongue circled around her skin. She was amazed at how fast it happened. But when she was with Hook everything they did seemed to happen quite fast. Their relationship, if you could call it that, had been so strange. It was like they were either fighting each other, or others, or fucking. She loved the latter and hated the former, but in her minds eye she knew that without the fighting there would be none of the latter happening either. Although her mind had been wiped clean of almost all coherent thought from the moment he touched her, she still had something to tell him. It was right there on the tip of her tongue, but whenever she opened her mouth to say it he would steal the words away with a kiss.
Hook could not recall when he had ever felt as wonderful then when he was alone with Katerina, but at the same time it made him uneasy. He knew that every fight they ever had had been of his creation and every time they kissed it was him to start it. He truly did not know what he felt for her. Sometimes he hated her, sometimes her wanted her, and sometimes he...sometimes he... Hook's thoughts were lost as Katerina pulled his face towards hers and kissed him passionately.
Katerina pushed her chest into him as she reached around to unhook her bra and soon after he felt her bare nipples brush against his chest. He growled into the kiss and grabbed her wrist directing her hand down to his belt buckle. It was the technical buckle she hated. She tried as hard as she could to unclasp it but eventually she became so frustrated that she grabbed Hook's right arm and slid his hook hard against the belt. It slid open easily. Hook smiled into her lips finding her frustration amusing. She threw the belt across the room then unbuttoned his pants within the next second.
Hook broke away from the kiss and looked down at her. She truly was a beautiful girl and he found himself thinking, how could I have compared her to Wendy. His eyes left her face and roamed down past her naked chest to her pants. It was now her turn.
"Here," he said, "Let me show you how it's done." and with that he had the belt off within seconds without having to use his hook. Katerina rolled her eyes.
"Show off." She replied, jokingly. Hook removed her pants slowly letting his hand slide gracefully down her thigh to her calf, then the next thing she felt was his finger slid slowly across her nether lips tracing their opening as her pants, his pants, made a clatter on the floor. She moaned low in her throat and closed her eyes praying that he would take her soon. His fingers were wet from her, but he did not wish to take her that way and plus he wanted some pleasure for himself.
Katerina reached down and touched him for the first time. It was a bit bigger then she had expected and she found herself thinking, that was inside me? She was perplexed by the thought. Her finger brushed down across its length making him shudder. She looked at his face, wondering if she had gone too far but his eyes were closed so she went on. Her finger came back up and then she stopped not knowing what else to do. She was about to retract her hand when his left hand came down and opened her palm. She watched what he was doing and soon it became quite clear what he wanted her to do. He manipulated her hand to encircle itself around him and then moved it slowly up and down.
He continued to guide her for awhile until he became so caught up in the feeling that his actions became lazy, so he let her take over. She watched his face while she stroked him. It was a stern yet oddly sensual mask. His expression remained neutral maybe even cross looking, eyes were closed, and his forehead knotted in concentration. She smiled to herself, sort of reveling in the affects she was having on him. His mouth would curve every once in a while into that small smirk he was so famous for.
At one point she got so wrapped up in the feeling of it all that she closed her eyes. She didn't quite understand how this was affecting her since she was not the one being touched, but it seemed to be a different kind of feeling. Hook moaned low in his throat as he neared closer to his goal and opened his eyes. They fixated on Katerina, her eyes closed. She looked so innocent and suddenly he wanted to give her pleasure as well. His hand snaked across her skin and cupped her breast. Her eyes wrenched open at this surprising contact. He stared back at her through half closed eyes and smirked at her.
Hook began to massage her breast slowly making her shiver. He felt himself grow dangerously close to his goal. But he did not want to finish like that. He knew he'd be able to do it again but he felt it would be unfair to her. So for the first time in his life he was unselfish.
Hook released her breast and came down to silence her hand that was now practically pounding against him.
"That's enough." He said, his voice deep and a bit husky. She looked back at him confused. Katerina hid a slight disappointment as well. Had she done it wrong? Hook smiled back at her and then he touched her.
Katerina groaned loudly when his finger shot inside her. She had not been expecting the feeling that followed. Her hips rose beneath his fingers making colors explode inside her eye lids. He worked her for a while at a medium rhythm. Her lips parted emitting a sigh when something started building inside her again. Just when she felt as if she could control it no longer he stopped.
Katerina's eyes opened and she groaned at him, irritation written all over her face. Hook gave a low laugh.
"Selfish are we." He said the smirk seemed tattooed on his face at this point. She nodded and then yanked him on top of her again. He fell against her, unprepared for her unexpected action. Without even a word she took possession of his mouth. He was definitely not complaining in fact this turned him on even more. Katerina could not believe what she was doing, but she knew why, Hook brought it out in her. She had never been teased sexually before and that seemed to be Hook's game in its entirety. She found she didn't much like it either.
Hook did not waste time with the formalities at that point his body was practically begging for release. He drove into her quickly and this time he did not go slowly. She practically slammed her hips into him in return. He growled loudly and continued pumping into her harder then she had ever felt, but this time it was different. She was not a virgin this time and nothing about what he was doing to her hurt at all. Release was coming very close for both of them. They seemed to be trying to kiss each other but every time they got close one would moan or the other would drop their head back in exultation, not being able to help the reaction. Katerina found her release first, and she practically yelled into his mouth, just before her head fell back. She bit her lip to stifle the next sound to come from her. Hook rode her for only a few more second before her sounds of pleasure brought him his release as well. His head fell into the crook of her neck, his lips very close to her ear. He moaned into the skin of her nape.
"I love you." He said through jagged breathes. And that was it, he had said it. He had finally admitted his true feelings without even meaning to say them. Katerina's eyes shot open and her mouth dropped and a small smile threatened to take her over. Was this it? Had she been wrong about him?
Probably not. For when she looked at him again, she noticed he no longer looked as he had two seconds ago when he said it. Hook wrenched his head from her neck, avoiding her eyes, and lifted himself off of her. He sat on the side of the bed appearing to be in deep contemplation. Katerina sat up directly behind him and put a hand on his shoulder.
"What's wrong?" she asked, concerned.
"Don't." he said his voice sounded so cold, as if she had thoroughly upset him.
"But..."
"Just don't." he said firmly.
Hook could not believe what he had said. He tried with all his might to convince himself that the words weren't true but he could not find anything to explain them. He did love her. It was true and it made his head hurt just to think about it. How could I've let this happen, he thought angrily. Her hand slid down his back. His first reaction in his mind told him to lean toward it so instead he moved away from it. Hook stood up and began to get dressed. I can beat this, he thought; I will not have some girl take control of me. When he finished he walked heavy- footed towards the door.
Katerina wrapped herself in a sheet and ran after him. "Wait."
"Leave me alone." He said and with that he slammed the door behind him.
Katerina staggered toward the bed. She collapsed on top of it, not caring that the sheet slid off her otherwise naked form. This confused her. He did love her that much was certain for she heard it in his voice when he said it. But his actions suggested otherwise. Sometimes with him, she felt like she was the most precious thing on earth. But at this time she felt like another crew-member he just happened to be fucking. She rolled over onto her stomach and buried her face in her hands. He had said what she had been trying to say all along. Only now, when she was ready to confess and not be ashamed of it, he scorned it. He had left her all alone for the second time they had made love together. The realization hit her like a punch in the face and she wept.