A/N: A Gravitation fanfic from Shuichi's POV, if you don't get it is based on when Yuki broke up with him.
Disclaimer: I don't own this characters. Maki Murakami does.
It's not good.
Why can't you love me back? Why did you say those words? Where you pretending since the beginning?
You said you don't want to hurt me, and that's why you are leaving...
How can you say you are protecting me? You are breaking my heart! After all I've done for you!
And all you do is keep hurting me.
Haven't you noticed how happy I'm when you are around?
No matter how many times you called me 'baka', I never thought you mean it.
So... were you deceiving me? Everytime we kissed, we're you acting?
And I didn't even cry, I didn't yelled. I just stared at the clouds and gave you a sad smile.
I wanted so badly to scream, to tell you everything that was in my mind.
But there's no use now, is there?
We are from different worlds. I thought we we're meant for each other, but I guess I was wrong.
So I'm doing the best thing I do: Writing for you. Even if you think I have 'zero talent'
I wonder if people who listen to my words will think the same.
I wonder if you'll ever know these words are for you. Probably you won't even listen to them.
Pain. This is the only way I can express it.
And you would never know.
And as people listen and get the wrong feeling of pure love
As I cry my heart out in here, where will you be?
Drowning yourself in work? Giving your attention and health to an empty computer?
Everyone praises you, but now I know the 'real' you.
A lonely actor pretending in life, a person too scared to search for love again...
At least I gave you light again. Even if it was just for a little while.