Last part of Break Up. This is the first story I finish, so I'm happy. Shu-chan's last toughts of when Yuki broke up with him. We all know they'll live happily ever after, but Shu didn't know it then. Anyway, enjoy.
Disclaimer: I didn't create these characters. Maki Murakami did. And I'm grateful for that.
Time keeps passing by.
Nothing has changed, you know?
The same feelings are there.
How have I survive this far, I don't know.
I read something you wrote the other day.
Suddenly I felt really angry.
I wanted to throw everything that reminded me of you.
Of course I didn't.
There are so many things, and after a moment, anger left and sadness came back.
I felt some tears sliding quietly down my face.
I didn't even try to stop them, I just felt so tired.
I got sick, did you know that?
I have eaten practically nothing in two weeks.
I keep telling Hiro it's because I got sick.
But we both know depression has something to do with it.
He's so worried about me; I feel a little bad for making him worry.
Except when he tries to make me eat like I used to.
I'm not feeling well yet!
Physically I mean.
I still believe that time will make me feel better about you.
I don't know why, if it hasn't helped yet.
This afternoon as I tried to compose something a really sad melody came up.
I started crying.
Yes, again.
Then Hiro told me dinner was ready.
He didn't saw me cry, 'cause I turned my back on him and dried my tears.
I put away my keyboard and left the room.
I don't feel like composing now, maybe another day.
From now on I'm going to do my best so I won't disappoint my friends.
And maybe, just maybe
You will see me for all what I'm worth
And come back into my life.
Hope dies last, right?