Ch. 10
Tell me doctor...how bad is it?
" Naru-ni..."
"Hmm? Nani Sesu-chan?"
"How come there's a wire in you?"
"Because the mean big boobed hag wants to kill me and they're drying all my blood out as a experiment-and"
"NARUTO DON'T SAY THAT!!" Sakura scolded at him for telling a lie and scaring the little girl.
"Waaah!! I don't want Naru-ni to die!!!" little Setsuna cried.
"Look what you did!" Sakura said, as Tsudande came in, "ah! Godame- Sama, good morning."
"Good morning, but it is sad that I must ask everyone to leave... I must talk to Naruto alone." She said rather seriously everyone seemed to sensed the serious and started to leave, but little Setsuna gave a frown and looked on the verge to cry, Naruto noticing, smiled at her,
"I was only joking, the big boob lady wont hurt me... I promise, after I'll go buy ramen with all the five of us." He said, making her smile and run out of the room.
They were the only ones in the room.
"What made you think I needed guarding, and a tube stuck in my arm?" Naruto asked
"Naruto... you never faint unless you've been in battle, you don't look like you have..."
"Ahh... you think I weakened cause of the separation." Naruto asked her as he looked down. She opened her mouth to speak but he kept going,
"It... it hurts..." he said as pain grew in his eyes, "I've changed so much... I have killed so much and I've forgot what kind of peace I long for was now... the peace that I have here, my home, the thing I most longed for is making me sick...I can't breathe here... I haven't gotten any weaker I only wished it was."
"Naruto, I don't sense chakara off you... your empty, I don't think you can be a shinobi anymore you knew that there would be the possibility of you losing all your chakara after the separation."
"I knew but its not like it did..." Naruto looked up at her, she had a face that had no clue what he was talking about.
"When I left I was also looking for a way to get Kyubi in another body... but the body doesn't just form out of no where... we had to do certain things..."
"We?"
"...Me... and him" Naruto said fizzing the word, "him", "we had to do certain things... Tsudande... I think I did something really bad... and this is bigger then a prank." Naruto said looking up at her. His eyes had fear in them.
"Naruto tell me what you did," she asked him in a serious tone she looked at him with seriousness in her eyes, with an eyebrow up.
Naruto looked at her and crunched up, putting his hands to cover his face.
"I –I –I've had betrayed Konoha" he spoke in pain, stuttering, tears flowing out of his eyes, Tsudande now drew closer to him.
"I-I-I h-have betrayed you... and the third and the fourth... a-and I have betrayed the people who root for me... this village... this country... this nation I have betrayed myself!" Naruto shouted by the end with anger to him self.
"Naruto... what have you done?" Tsudande asked.
"I –I needed a body... I needed it!!! I DIDN'T MEAN TO KILL THEM!!! NOT ALL OF THEM I NEEDED IT!!"
"NARUTO!" she grasped Naruto's shoulders "TELL ME NARUTO SO WE CAN HELP YOU!"
"I broke the...code... I am like him... Orochimaru... I am like him... I-" then with that the door blasted open, the other Naruto came in, he grabbed Tsudande's hand and dragged her out of the room. Tsudande longed to stay in Naruto's room, but the force of the drag was too strong, he pulled her out and banged her against the wall, her eyes were in shock, the red haired Naruto's eyes, were fear full, bloody red with such hate in them.
"DON'T EVER REMIND HIM... OF THE PAIN HE HAD TO GO THREW EVER AGAIN!!! IF YOU DO-I WILL KILL YOU." She looked in his eyes; fear took over her... she was scared, his eyes reminded her of the blood, she feared so much. She knees shock, and became weak and gave in. but his grip on her was strong and it kept her up, "UNDERSTAND!?" Fear had chocked Tsudande and she couldn't give an answer, "ANSWER ME DO YOU UNDERSTA-!"
"KYUBI-STOP!" Naruto said as he clutched this arm, he had plucked the I.V out of his arm, and it was bleeding, "please... Kyubi... no more screaming... I still here them... screaming in my head, in my soul wanting to be free... they don't want to go away..." Naruto said shaking as his eyes, had heavy tears daring to pour out. Kyubi let go of Tsudande, and walked to Naruto. Tsudande now saw that, The Kyubi was much more Masculine, then Naruto, and a bit taller; Naruto was lean and sickly looking. He held Naruto in his arms now, Naruto was shivering. He carried him into the room quickly and closed the door. Tsudande was left against the wall, his bloody eyes remained in her head.
"Do you really want to know what happened?" a voice came from behind the wall. Tsudande turned around. It was to her surprise Gaara. Tsudande rose shill shaking.
"Oh course, I want to know what had happened in ten years... why he's changed so..."
"Changed? I beg to differ. I don't think he has changed I think he has taken his mask off, and is facing that the life he lead, wearing a mask, he cant go back too... its simply that, I have not lived a life with a mask, but a blindfold. Know this, we are monsters from the other realm, but we took have feelings and emotions." Gaara spoke then he walked towards the door, opened and went in. Tsudande looked up, then their two Genins came by, and saw that the Hokage was on the floor and hurried to her,
"Hokage-samma what's wrong?" one of them asked her, with deepness.
"Nothing... "She said as she stood up. "be in mind... only the people who came with them are to go into that room..." she said, then she said, "and the hidden 12..." she said. And she walked away.
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"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING!!"
"I don't wan to be alone anymore... they have no reason to hate me now... I didn't do anything wrong... why?"
Kyubi looked at Naruto, he was still weak, and he had gone through so much mental stress. Kyubi sighed as he let Naruto sink in his arms to cry, he cried so much now, he was so frail. Kyubi knew why but he always denied it... cause of his pride, a demon should not show his feelings. It was forhibited, him being tamed was a bad thing enough but to show emotions to it... the others are weak, he thought.
"Naruto..." Kyubi said gently as he set his down on to the bed "I have never been kind to you... I did curse your life... for that I am sorry, but I have also suffered as much as you." He said as he looked at Naruto, he was now under his covers over his head.
"Its true you did have to do all those bad things just to be free, there's nothing wrong with that and trust me there is nothing wrong..." Kyubi sighed with depression and frustration. And sat down at the end of Naruto's bed, with his back faced toward him. He sighed again with frustration and put his hand threw his hair then rubbed the back of his neck.
"Naruto... you have to tell her soon... you keeping it inside... its just no good."
Naruto refused to reply again.
"Naruto..." but then a door opened Gaara entered his eyes piercing a hole threw everywhere he looked.
"Gaara... what are you doing here?" Kyubi asked "shouldn't you be with Kasuma?"
"Yea... but then I wanted to tell you something..."
"Me?" Kyubi asked, it was rare for Gaara to talk, let alone talk to Kyubi. Gaara nodded. Kyubi looked at Naruto, but he still stubbornly was under his covers, Kyubi smiled, he knew that he wanted to know what Gaara had to say to him. He can feel his hunger for the gossip.
"Sure... I'll be out." He looked at Gaara, as he poofed out of the room; he then looked at Naruto, then also poofed out the room. Naruto slowly pulled his covers down enough to show his eyes, then soon, there was knocking on the door, and two old faces popped into the room.
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"Must be serious for you to start a conversation with me." Kyubi said, they were the top of the hospital roof.
"It is..." Gaara said as he looked at Kyubi, but Kyubi looked not so caring. He leaned on the rail of the roof. As he folded his arms and closed his eyes.
"The ambushers... they had more effect on Kasuma then we thought." Gaara said, then the word of their teammate his eyes shut wide open and looked at Gaara.
"What do you mean..."
"Here spell is starting to warn out. And by the sky its sunny... but in a few days you know rain is going to hit."
"Its summer... you don't know when rain might hit... how bad is it?"
"It starting to turn bad, her seal is unraveling, this morning she got a tree on fire." Kyubi looked at Gaara, they were stuck with no answer.
"There is no way we could as Naruto to perform a jitsu... you have to do it, you are the main owner of the scrolls."
"True... but I can't do it alone..."
"I'll help" Gaara said.
"No... our chakara is totally of balance there is nothing similar to our chaka-"
"I don't think that's the reason." Gaara said with a bit of anger in his voice "why do I keep getting the feeling you are taking her away from me?"
"She's not an object... and she was never yours to begin with so I would be saying anything nor thinking it. It is true your chakara is totally different from mine, if the spell goes wrong it is fatal to her you know that."
Silence came over them.
"I 'll speak with Kasuma... it is for her to decide." Kyubi said as he walked away from the scene and left Gaara to himself.
When Kyubi got to Naruto's room, he noticed that there was others in the room. He couldn't go in, he didn't want Naruto to put him in a position of awkwardness. So rather going he transported him self near by the balcony of his room by the window.
He ears dropped.
"Naruto you've grown so much..."
"Ha! The power of ramen can do this Iruka- sensei!" Naruto said, then other man spoke,
"Naruto I've got you a gift since you're not a minor now you can read this... I got volume one for you... this book is made for people like us." Kakashi said.
"People like us??" Naruto asked. He has noticed that both had aged within the decade he had been gone. Iruka was starting to get his wrinkles, but not so visible. His ponytail had still been in the length he had seen so many years ago, his eyes had become wiser looking, more ancient. Kakashi on the other Naruto couldn't tell, it was rare... or he had never seen his teacher's true face. The most he saw was both his eyes. But he knew by the way their sprits shined they have aged... they all did.
"What do you mean people like... us?" Naruto stressed the word "us". Kakashi replied by an unseen smile. Naruto smiled along and grabbed the book that was offered and set it down on his lap. Then gave his big smile.
Kyubi grunted silently, he was putting his mask back on again. He had to do so.... Or the people will worry or people will wonder why... Kyubi knew that Naruto didn't want that. So when he was with people he was close too he put on his mask... the only ones who knew his true nature were few.
There was talking in the room, about how much Naruto had grown, but nothing was mentioned about where he was the last ten years nor anything about the present. Then soon the left. Kyubi heard a voice.
"Come in... aren't you board?" he asked him
Kyubi came in from the window, "no... I never knew eavesdropping is so fun." He said sarcastically. He said as he walked towards the bed and reached for the orange book titled,
" ICHA ICAH PARADISE" he raised an eyebrow, then placed the book down and sat on the edge of the bed. He had his head down sat there saying nothing. Naurto crept to his side he peered at his side.
"What?" Kyubi said as he looked over the corner of his eyes. "Tell me what he told you." Naruto said with determination in his eyes to find out the conversation between the two demons.
"Nothing much... he told me not to tell you though..." Kyubi said.
"You know I'll find out..."
"Yea I know you'll find out so I'll tell you anyways." Kyubi said, as he chuckled as he looked at Naruto's face bloom with happiness.
"Remember as we were coming to Konoha... we met exorcist."
" Yea I remember. What has something happened to Kasuma?"
"HA...you fast on this one... her seal is fading I can believe its cracking your seal... it's a bit hard to believe. That exorcist in the black mask... he is pretty good to wear off your seal."
"So how bad is she?" Naruto asked him.
"Not too bad but that's only the beginning you know that... the seal is starting to break instead of fade so, it we reconstruct it we could do it but...?"
"But what?" Naruto said.
"Nothing... just go back to sleep." He said as he left.
Then Naruto wondered what he might have wanted to say....
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Haha nothing makes sense huh!! But in the next chapters eEEEvvvEEerrrYYYTHiNG will be reviled.... Including Naruto's past and everyone else's thing... and I mean next four to five chapter will be full of Naruto goodness... so!!! KEEP READING AND REVIEWING!! I am starting on a picture of my 40 t h review... if I get to forty reviews I will TRY my hardest to make a tribute of my thanks to my readers, supporters, and flamers and email it to them... or something... well keep reading!! And I know about the names spelled wrong... its sad, I found a site which got all the names down I promise to memorize all there correctly spelled names... ARIIGATO MINA!! P.s. longest chapter yet to come!!!
Tell me doctor...how bad is it?
" Naru-ni..."
"Hmm? Nani Sesu-chan?"
"How come there's a wire in you?"
"Because the mean big boobed hag wants to kill me and they're drying all my blood out as a experiment-and"
"NARUTO DON'T SAY THAT!!" Sakura scolded at him for telling a lie and scaring the little girl.
"Waaah!! I don't want Naru-ni to die!!!" little Setsuna cried.
"Look what you did!" Sakura said, as Tsudande came in, "ah! Godame- Sama, good morning."
"Good morning, but it is sad that I must ask everyone to leave... I must talk to Naruto alone." She said rather seriously everyone seemed to sensed the serious and started to leave, but little Setsuna gave a frown and looked on the verge to cry, Naruto noticing, smiled at her,
"I was only joking, the big boob lady wont hurt me... I promise, after I'll go buy ramen with all the five of us." He said, making her smile and run out of the room.
They were the only ones in the room.
"What made you think I needed guarding, and a tube stuck in my arm?" Naruto asked
"Naruto... you never faint unless you've been in battle, you don't look like you have..."
"Ahh... you think I weakened cause of the separation." Naruto asked her as he looked down. She opened her mouth to speak but he kept going,
"It... it hurts..." he said as pain grew in his eyes, "I've changed so much... I have killed so much and I've forgot what kind of peace I long for was now... the peace that I have here, my home, the thing I most longed for is making me sick...I can't breathe here... I haven't gotten any weaker I only wished it was."
"Naruto, I don't sense chakara off you... your empty, I don't think you can be a shinobi anymore you knew that there would be the possibility of you losing all your chakara after the separation."
"I knew but its not like it did..." Naruto looked up at her, she had a face that had no clue what he was talking about.
"When I left I was also looking for a way to get Kyubi in another body... but the body doesn't just form out of no where... we had to do certain things..."
"We?"
"...Me... and him" Naruto said fizzing the word, "him", "we had to do certain things... Tsudande... I think I did something really bad... and this is bigger then a prank." Naruto said looking up at her. His eyes had fear in them.
"Naruto tell me what you did," she asked him in a serious tone she looked at him with seriousness in her eyes, with an eyebrow up.
Naruto looked at her and crunched up, putting his hands to cover his face.
"I –I –I've had betrayed Konoha" he spoke in pain, stuttering, tears flowing out of his eyes, Tsudande now drew closer to him.
"I-I-I h-have betrayed you... and the third and the fourth... a-and I have betrayed the people who root for me... this village... this country... this nation I have betrayed myself!" Naruto shouted by the end with anger to him self.
"Naruto... what have you done?" Tsudande asked.
"I –I needed a body... I needed it!!! I DIDN'T MEAN TO KILL THEM!!! NOT ALL OF THEM I NEEDED IT!!"
"NARUTO!" she grasped Naruto's shoulders "TELL ME NARUTO SO WE CAN HELP YOU!"
"I broke the...code... I am like him... Orochimaru... I am like him... I-" then with that the door blasted open, the other Naruto came in, he grabbed Tsudande's hand and dragged her out of the room. Tsudande longed to stay in Naruto's room, but the force of the drag was too strong, he pulled her out and banged her against the wall, her eyes were in shock, the red haired Naruto's eyes, were fear full, bloody red with such hate in them.
"DON'T EVER REMIND HIM... OF THE PAIN HE HAD TO GO THREW EVER AGAIN!!! IF YOU DO-I WILL KILL YOU." She looked in his eyes; fear took over her... she was scared, his eyes reminded her of the blood, she feared so much. She knees shock, and became weak and gave in. but his grip on her was strong and it kept her up, "UNDERSTAND!?" Fear had chocked Tsudande and she couldn't give an answer, "ANSWER ME DO YOU UNDERSTA-!"
"KYUBI-STOP!" Naruto said as he clutched this arm, he had plucked the I.V out of his arm, and it was bleeding, "please... Kyubi... no more screaming... I still here them... screaming in my head, in my soul wanting to be free... they don't want to go away..." Naruto said shaking as his eyes, had heavy tears daring to pour out. Kyubi let go of Tsudande, and walked to Naruto. Tsudande now saw that, The Kyubi was much more Masculine, then Naruto, and a bit taller; Naruto was lean and sickly looking. He held Naruto in his arms now, Naruto was shivering. He carried him into the room quickly and closed the door. Tsudande was left against the wall, his bloody eyes remained in her head.
"Do you really want to know what happened?" a voice came from behind the wall. Tsudande turned around. It was to her surprise Gaara. Tsudande rose shill shaking.
"Oh course, I want to know what had happened in ten years... why he's changed so..."
"Changed? I beg to differ. I don't think he has changed I think he has taken his mask off, and is facing that the life he lead, wearing a mask, he cant go back too... its simply that, I have not lived a life with a mask, but a blindfold. Know this, we are monsters from the other realm, but we took have feelings and emotions." Gaara spoke then he walked towards the door, opened and went in. Tsudande looked up, then their two Genins came by, and saw that the Hokage was on the floor and hurried to her,
"Hokage-samma what's wrong?" one of them asked her, with deepness.
"Nothing... "She said as she stood up. "be in mind... only the people who came with them are to go into that room..." she said, then she said, "and the hidden 12..." she said. And she walked away.
=-====-=
"WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING!!"
"I don't wan to be alone anymore... they have no reason to hate me now... I didn't do anything wrong... why?"
Kyubi looked at Naruto, he was still weak, and he had gone through so much mental stress. Kyubi sighed as he let Naruto sink in his arms to cry, he cried so much now, he was so frail. Kyubi knew why but he always denied it... cause of his pride, a demon should not show his feelings. It was forhibited, him being tamed was a bad thing enough but to show emotions to it... the others are weak, he thought.
"Naruto..." Kyubi said gently as he set his down on to the bed "I have never been kind to you... I did curse your life... for that I am sorry, but I have also suffered as much as you." He said as he looked at Naruto, he was now under his covers over his head.
"Its true you did have to do all those bad things just to be free, there's nothing wrong with that and trust me there is nothing wrong..." Kyubi sighed with depression and frustration. And sat down at the end of Naruto's bed, with his back faced toward him. He sighed again with frustration and put his hand threw his hair then rubbed the back of his neck.
"Naruto... you have to tell her soon... you keeping it inside... its just no good."
Naruto refused to reply again.
"Naruto..." but then a door opened Gaara entered his eyes piercing a hole threw everywhere he looked.
"Gaara... what are you doing here?" Kyubi asked "shouldn't you be with Kasuma?"
"Yea... but then I wanted to tell you something..."
"Me?" Kyubi asked, it was rare for Gaara to talk, let alone talk to Kyubi. Gaara nodded. Kyubi looked at Naruto, but he still stubbornly was under his covers, Kyubi smiled, he knew that he wanted to know what Gaara had to say to him. He can feel his hunger for the gossip.
"Sure... I'll be out." He looked at Gaara, as he poofed out of the room; he then looked at Naruto, then also poofed out the room. Naruto slowly pulled his covers down enough to show his eyes, then soon, there was knocking on the door, and two old faces popped into the room.
-=-=-
"Must be serious for you to start a conversation with me." Kyubi said, they were the top of the hospital roof.
"It is..." Gaara said as he looked at Kyubi, but Kyubi looked not so caring. He leaned on the rail of the roof. As he folded his arms and closed his eyes.
"The ambushers... they had more effect on Kasuma then we thought." Gaara said, then the word of their teammate his eyes shut wide open and looked at Gaara.
"What do you mean..."
"Here spell is starting to warn out. And by the sky its sunny... but in a few days you know rain is going to hit."
"Its summer... you don't know when rain might hit... how bad is it?"
"It starting to turn bad, her seal is unraveling, this morning she got a tree on fire." Kyubi looked at Gaara, they were stuck with no answer.
"There is no way we could as Naruto to perform a jitsu... you have to do it, you are the main owner of the scrolls."
"True... but I can't do it alone..."
"I'll help" Gaara said.
"No... our chakara is totally of balance there is nothing similar to our chaka-"
"I don't think that's the reason." Gaara said with a bit of anger in his voice "why do I keep getting the feeling you are taking her away from me?"
"She's not an object... and she was never yours to begin with so I would be saying anything nor thinking it. It is true your chakara is totally different from mine, if the spell goes wrong it is fatal to her you know that."
Silence came over them.
"I 'll speak with Kasuma... it is for her to decide." Kyubi said as he walked away from the scene and left Gaara to himself.
When Kyubi got to Naruto's room, he noticed that there was others in the room. He couldn't go in, he didn't want Naruto to put him in a position of awkwardness. So rather going he transported him self near by the balcony of his room by the window.
He ears dropped.
"Naruto you've grown so much..."
"Ha! The power of ramen can do this Iruka- sensei!" Naruto said, then other man spoke,
"Naruto I've got you a gift since you're not a minor now you can read this... I got volume one for you... this book is made for people like us." Kakashi said.
"People like us??" Naruto asked. He has noticed that both had aged within the decade he had been gone. Iruka was starting to get his wrinkles, but not so visible. His ponytail had still been in the length he had seen so many years ago, his eyes had become wiser looking, more ancient. Kakashi on the other Naruto couldn't tell, it was rare... or he had never seen his teacher's true face. The most he saw was both his eyes. But he knew by the way their sprits shined they have aged... they all did.
"What do you mean people like... us?" Naruto stressed the word "us". Kakashi replied by an unseen smile. Naruto smiled along and grabbed the book that was offered and set it down on his lap. Then gave his big smile.
Kyubi grunted silently, he was putting his mask back on again. He had to do so.... Or the people will worry or people will wonder why... Kyubi knew that Naruto didn't want that. So when he was with people he was close too he put on his mask... the only ones who knew his true nature were few.
There was talking in the room, about how much Naruto had grown, but nothing was mentioned about where he was the last ten years nor anything about the present. Then soon the left. Kyubi heard a voice.
"Come in... aren't you board?" he asked him
Kyubi came in from the window, "no... I never knew eavesdropping is so fun." He said sarcastically. He said as he walked towards the bed and reached for the orange book titled,
" ICHA ICAH PARADISE" he raised an eyebrow, then placed the book down and sat on the edge of the bed. He had his head down sat there saying nothing. Naurto crept to his side he peered at his side.
"What?" Kyubi said as he looked over the corner of his eyes. "Tell me what he told you." Naruto said with determination in his eyes to find out the conversation between the two demons.
"Nothing much... he told me not to tell you though..." Kyubi said.
"You know I'll find out..."
"Yea I know you'll find out so I'll tell you anyways." Kyubi said, as he chuckled as he looked at Naruto's face bloom with happiness.
"Remember as we were coming to Konoha... we met exorcist."
" Yea I remember. What has something happened to Kasuma?"
"HA...you fast on this one... her seal is fading I can believe its cracking your seal... it's a bit hard to believe. That exorcist in the black mask... he is pretty good to wear off your seal."
"So how bad is she?" Naruto asked him.
"Not too bad but that's only the beginning you know that... the seal is starting to break instead of fade so, it we reconstruct it we could do it but...?"
"But what?" Naruto said.
"Nothing... just go back to sleep." He said as he left.
Then Naruto wondered what he might have wanted to say....
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Haha nothing makes sense huh!! But in the next chapters eEEEvvvEEerrrYYYTHiNG will be reviled.... Including Naruto's past and everyone else's thing... and I mean next four to five chapter will be full of Naruto goodness... so!!! KEEP READING AND REVIEWING!! I am starting on a picture of my 40 t h review... if I get to forty reviews I will TRY my hardest to make a tribute of my thanks to my readers, supporters, and flamers and email it to them... or something... well keep reading!! And I know about the names spelled wrong... its sad, I found a site which got all the names down I promise to memorize all there correctly spelled names... ARIIGATO MINA!! P.s. longest chapter yet to come!!!