Caught off guard

All worked up

The air is a dark and cold as night

Let me go, I'm not done

I swear I'll take just one lifetime.

I wasn't expecting it. The curse hit me square in the chest, I could still hear Harry screaming my name as I fell. Things held me back I struggled but they held on.

And I, I won't lie

I won't sin.

Maybe I don't want to go.

Can't you wait?

Maybe I don't want to go.

It can't end like this I don't want to be here. Running at the veil did no good. I'm trapped here now. Harry will never see me again. Why the hell was I so foolish, I let Severus get inside my head, now Harry's alone.

I should have asked, I could have helped

At least a Fing thousand times before.

Will this offer get me in?

or does this prove that they gave more

Doesn't matter what I've done with my life, does it. I don't really think so because it's all over now. I could have done more, should have done more. Now what. There is nothing for me here...I wasn't ready to leave!

And I, I won't lie

I won't sin

Maybe I don't want to go

Can't you wait?

Maybe I don't want to go.

Authors note: This is my first song fic so don't give me a hard don't give me a hard time about it. The song is Letters to God written and preformed by Boxcar Racers, The lead singer is the same guy from Blink 182 so if your ever listen to it that's why they sound the similar.