Dearest, Am I Worthy?
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No... please...
This is not what was destine for you
You should've lived.. I should've died...
As the snow filled with your blood,
A new feeling was introduced to me,
The fear of love, hate, and loss
You showed me many things
How to smile,
How to laugh,
How to love
I showed you death
I left you in ruin, depression, and revenge
You left me in a contented happiness I had never known before
I cannot bear to gaze into your beautiful face,
Not the face that has arouse my mind into consciousness
Not the face that opened a new window for me,
And brought me to ease
Vile. Awful.
These are the words I descirbe myself as
And now I have shown you death once again.
Once again, I have shattered your whole world
To leave you petrified, to suffer in the darkness
Horrible. Wicked. Inferior.
I am unworthy of all you gave me
One who has commited such crime,
Should not be allowed to bask in the sun
You should've killed me for your revenge
One who has commited such crime,
Should suffer with the most terrifying torture
The peace I killed for,
Had blinded me into thinking that taking lives was acceptable
Even though I was trying to save them
Your now peaceful face,
Was once uncertain and dejected
You have finally found happiness
I live on though, in honor of you,
And what you did for me
Departed devotion, is what we are,
And shall remain forevermore
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:-) hhmm... you like? I'm not that much in liking this one...