Disclaimer/Author Notes: blame exams and me finishing them early for this drabble, I am not will not EVER be J.K Rowling ta to all, oh and please don't forget to review this and feel free to read any of my other stories well.. Onto the drabble.
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To say I am normal is a joke in itself. I was never normal and never will be. I was cast aside by those I thought were friends when I left to go somewhere other to where they were going. I was a nightmare apparently and now I'm just a, I don't know. They call me a know-it-all but am I truly one of those? I may be bossy but I just don't understand.

I went back to the muggle world last summer and all I wanted to do while I was there was come back. Back to a world filled with pain and agony for some and fun and laughter for others. It is neither for me just my home. It's not because he's here honestly get your mind out of the gutter and stop looking at me like that.

I am not normal and okay I relent! I am normal and I am in deep like with HIM. No I will not say his name you've probably already figured it out already anyway so what is the point? I miss him so much I want to scream. Scream from the highest of rooftops, scream until my voice grows sore and silent. I want him to know but he never will you know in deep like me back but, I guess if my friendship towards him melts away I will forever be thankful I knew and fell for a funny, loving, over the top boy who made me laugh and made me cry, he made me yell and he made me feel something I never thought I'd ever feel but then again I do think too much don't I?