Judgment Day

"Nick, where are you going? The gates are over here!"

"Oh sorry, I saw that bright shiny light again."

"I told you stay away from the light!"

"Yea and you also said I would get a cookie, did I? NO! Why should I believe you?"

I tried to kill the pain
but only brought more
I lay dying
and I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

"Because I'm the only hope you have left of getting back to Sara."

"Oh" Nick walked along side the voice, which had now become a figure dressed in white and was glowing. "Where exactly am I going?"

"Purgatory Nick, to be judged by God."

My God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

"I get to meet god?"

"No, you'll be speaking with his secretary." Nice, I die and I don't even get to meet the guy.

"If I die and go to heaven will I still be able to remember Sara?"

"Sure"

Do you remember me
lost for so long
will you be on the other side
or will you forget me
I'm dying praying bleeding and screaming
am I too lost to be saved
am I too lost?

They approached big golden gates. They were glowing, and Nick was still wearing a hospital gown. "Hey do you think I change my clothes?"

"No Nick, now let's go."

My God my tourniquet
return to me salvation
my God my tourniquet
return to me salvation

my wounds cry for the grave
my soul cries for deliverance
will I be denied Christ
tourniquet
my suicide

The gates opened and he walked inside.

* ~ Reality ~ *

Sara was lying next to Nick on his bed as best she could crying and whispering softly.

" Now I lay me down to sleep,

I pray the Lord my soul to keep,

For in the morn I shall not wake,

I pray the Lord my soul to take"

She closed her eyes and fell asleep.