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Dear Severus,
How hard could one letter be? I sit here at my desk thinking about you. I wish you could hold me right now. I wish that I felt safe and wanted but you made that clear to me when you pushed me out of your life. I remember when I started to care for you, it was the night I saw you in my nightmare; I know I never told you about it, but he was trying to kill you. He almost did but then you said that you would bring me to him. I saw that I never told you but I did, that's why I let you bring me; I trusted you. I found a way to beat him before you brought me as well. I know you didn't want to but I let you. That was 3 months ago since the fall of Tom Riddle; I made him fall, I made him shiver, I made him die. I love the way it felt to have him begging for his life and I sucked all the life and magic out of him. As I killed his soul and how I watched him fall, I can't tell you how much I enjoyed that. I know I am not Dark and evil as he was but sometimes I have the thoughts. Who would of thought saying 'die' in Parsletounge made it so easy with a wand pointed at him. That's a laugh; he died with one word. Not even a moment worth of breath and he died.
I know we've been over this hundreds of times but how can I stop saying this? It's the only thing that feels real anymore. You pushed me away my love, I don't understand why but you did. We made love; I know we did 'cause you told me then you loved me. That was only a month ago and then two weeks ago you pushed me away, I can't stop the tears that are in my eyes. I just don't understand. I started to feel sick for the last week or so, I went up to Mme. Pomfrey, she told me what was wrong and well I don't feel that bad about it. I am going to have a baby in 8 months; I have a part of you growing inside of me. I know you don't feel happy now and you probably never will, but I still have a part of you and a part of me. Don't worry you won't have to see it for I am out of school for good tomorrow and I am leaving; I don't want to be found so I won't be. I know I can hide, I found a way, but can you do me one favor, keep Hedwig for me for she will be the only one who can find me when I want to be found.
Yours forever no matter whatHarry Potter
Severus folded up the letter, that was 3 years ago to this date and still no word from Harry Potter. No Word on how his son or daughter was doing. Nothing, though he was the one who pushed Harry away, he did it for his own good. For how can Harry want to be with him? Severus looked at his desk, and for the third time since he had gotten the letter, he wrote Harry back.
Potter,
Why am I not surprised you ran away, you get everything you want and I guess it wasn't good enough now was it?
Snape
He gave Hedwig the letter and sent her off, although she would just fly around the castle and come back he still had to try, in truth he did love Harry very much so, but he was a student and needed to get on with his life not sticking around an old washed up Death Eater. He waited for Hedwig to come back but she didn't. She went out, stupid bird probably getting a mouse or something.
Four hours later Hedwig came back, but with something else on her claw. Snape, not sure of what to make of it, took it off and read the letter.
Severus,
No I didn't run away I lived and still am living although you would like to know where I am I think that could just wait. Your son's name is Jameson Jade Evans just to let you know he has black hair, greenish black eyes and my mother's nose I think from what I can tell of pictures. He was born on Feb. 9 2001 at 5 in the morning.
Harry Potter
For the first time in 31 years, Snape cried.
Thanks to Menecarkawan who is helping on hopfully continue to so do. you should read he story And the there was harry
Dear Severus,
How hard could one letter be? I sit here at my desk thinking about you. I wish you could hold me right now. I wish that I felt safe and wanted but you made that clear to me when you pushed me out of your life. I remember when I started to care for you, it was the night I saw you in my nightmare; I know I never told you about it, but he was trying to kill you. He almost did but then you said that you would bring me to him. I saw that I never told you but I did, that's why I let you bring me; I trusted you. I found a way to beat him before you brought me as well. I know you didn't want to but I let you. That was 3 months ago since the fall of Tom Riddle; I made him fall, I made him shiver, I made him die. I love the way it felt to have him begging for his life and I sucked all the life and magic out of him. As I killed his soul and how I watched him fall, I can't tell you how much I enjoyed that. I know I am not Dark and evil as he was but sometimes I have the thoughts. Who would of thought saying 'die' in Parsletounge made it so easy with a wand pointed at him. That's a laugh; he died with one word. Not even a moment worth of breath and he died.
I know we've been over this hundreds of times but how can I stop saying this? It's the only thing that feels real anymore. You pushed me away my love, I don't understand why but you did. We made love; I know we did 'cause you told me then you loved me. That was only a month ago and then two weeks ago you pushed me away, I can't stop the tears that are in my eyes. I just don't understand. I started to feel sick for the last week or so, I went up to Mme. Pomfrey, she told me what was wrong and well I don't feel that bad about it. I am going to have a baby in 8 months; I have a part of you growing inside of me. I know you don't feel happy now and you probably never will, but I still have a part of you and a part of me. Don't worry you won't have to see it for I am out of school for good tomorrow and I am leaving; I don't want to be found so I won't be. I know I can hide, I found a way, but can you do me one favor, keep Hedwig for me for she will be the only one who can find me when I want to be found.
Yours forever no matter whatHarry Potter
Severus folded up the letter, that was 3 years ago to this date and still no word from Harry Potter. No Word on how his son or daughter was doing. Nothing, though he was the one who pushed Harry away, he did it for his own good. For how can Harry want to be with him? Severus looked at his desk, and for the third time since he had gotten the letter, he wrote Harry back.
Potter,
Why am I not surprised you ran away, you get everything you want and I guess it wasn't good enough now was it?
Snape
He gave Hedwig the letter and sent her off, although she would just fly around the castle and come back he still had to try, in truth he did love Harry very much so, but he was a student and needed to get on with his life not sticking around an old washed up Death Eater. He waited for Hedwig to come back but she didn't. She went out, stupid bird probably getting a mouse or something.
Four hours later Hedwig came back, but with something else on her claw. Snape, not sure of what to make of it, took it off and read the letter.
Severus,
No I didn't run away I lived and still am living although you would like to know where I am I think that could just wait. Your son's name is Jameson Jade Evans just to let you know he has black hair, greenish black eyes and my mother's nose I think from what I can tell of pictures. He was born on Feb. 9 2001 at 5 in the morning.
Harry Potter
For the first time in 31 years, Snape cried.