COMPLETED - for now - Still pondering if I'm going to leave it here or continue -PLEASE READ AND REVIEW - I would like to hear your thoughts
Disclaimer - I own none of them, except Pacifica and Owen
Chp 29
Lex tried calling her earlier but no answer, it took him a long time to make up his mind to go to the house and see her, it almost gave him chills thinking that this felt too familiar. He stood at the steps then slowly made his way to the door there was no answer and when he looked inside there seemed to be nothing inside all her things were gone. Lex was stumped, where did she go and why didn't any one tell him? Lex pulled out his cell phone as he was getting back into the Porsche. Clark answered the phone, not wanting it to maybe wake his parents if they were sleeping. "Clark, where is she?" is all Lex asked "She gone" Clark answered. "Where did so go" Lex needed to know "I don't know, she never told me" with that Clark hung up. The Porsche squealed it's tires as it came to a halt in front of the mansions doors. Lex stormed into the mansion and yelled for every one to leave and not return 'til tomorrow evening. The night staff couldn't remember when the last time they saw Lex so angry, but they weren't going to wait around to find out. He rushed to the liquor cabinet and poured himself a drink brought it up to his lips, but in complete angry he threw it against the wall. Then poured himself another full glass of Scotch, started a roaring fire and turned on the stereo
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
He sat there staring at the fire, thinking how'd he never hear her sweet words for him, how's she blush and got warm from his touch, how stupid he was to fuck it up twice and still never really tell her that he loves her, how he really feels for her and thought that even despite all his "destiny path" she never once judged him and never condemned him for any of his actions. The more he thought about it the more pissed off he got. She wondered what was taking any staff so long to answer the door, she looked into her purse to see if she still had a key to the kitchen door, she did and she used it. The house was eerie empty and cold except for blaring music coming from the study, she opened the door, no lights were on, the only light was that coming from the fire and the lyrics of Hoobastank were playing
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
There Lex sat on the leather couch, the Scotch clinched into his hands and pressed against this head as it was bowed down facing the ground, elbows must be leaving red marks on this knees, by now. Lex didn't hear her come in and she sat down on the table in front of him, it wasn't until she grabbed the Scotch out of his hands that he knew he wasn't alone he looked up at her as he took a sip of his drink, placed it on a coaster then picked up the stereo remote and turned down the song.
He opened his mouth to speak to her and she took her finger and placed it on his lips and motioned for him not to talk, she took his hands into hers and entwined their fingers, she looked at him.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
Then placed her forehead against his, so badly they wanted to kiss each other but neither one did "Hi" she said softly to him, he returned her hi "How you doing?" she asked "I've seen better days" he answered "Same here, have to change that" she said then there was a long silent moment before she said "I can honestly say that I understand but at the same time I don't, I can't believe that you would do something so rash to me, that you didn't have faith and trust in our love" she paused and still wouldn't let him speak
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
"Of all people, you'd think that you'd be the one to understand what it is like to lose your memories, look what your father did to you, so in the turn I don't understand how you could have done this to me" she took another pause. The words to the song seemed to be saying the words he wanted too. "There's nothing that I can say to ever make you believe how much I regard and how sorry I am for what I did" he feel silent, not knowing what more to say, thinking that his words would sound so empty to her and there would no reason why they shouldn't "You literally went into my head and stopped me from having memories, why?" she asked, almost afraid of his answer, but needed one as well. "We feel apart, and I know that we were great together, that you are great for me and I wanted you back, but was too afraid that you wouldn't and I was just too stupid to tell you the truth" and he stopped, parted their heads and looked up to her.
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
"Coz I was stupid and scared to say that I love you and that I wanted us to be back, coz I have that pride and stubbornness" he never broke eye contact and still held onto her hands as if for dear life. "You hurt me Lex, more then once, we could have been great together, but you should have let it play out it's own course" she answered "We still can" he said. She got up and he followed her she loosened one hand from him and stroked his head down to his neck then brushed his cheek, like she always did, he leaned into her touch wanting to feel more of her "I'm leaving, I don't know when and if I'll return to Smallville" He wanted to tell her that he'd go with her but again she stopped him from saying any thing. "This is something that I want to do on my own" she broke her other hand from him and "I don't want you to wait for me and I can't guarantee that I'll wait for you" he lost his stomach at her words, and she walked away from him saying "goodbye Lex" and was making her way to the doors. He tried to grab her arm as she walked out but her wrist was small and slipped through his grip
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
As she walked out the big wooden study doors "Good bye, she never says good bye, say's that it feels to formal and forever" he thought, he picked up the Scotch gulped down the rest down and threw the glass into the fireplace. She ran back in and he heard her just as she was two steps away from him, he spun around on his heel and had just enough time to catch her as she threw her arms around him and brought him into a deep kiss, they held each other tightly. "Don't get any idea's, I'm still leaving" she said when they parted, and Lex had his award winning smirk, "I know that smirk, Lex"
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
He kissed her again and started wanting more, she broke the kiss when she needed air "I'll really miss you, Lex" then kissed him once again, squeezed his ass cheek and said "See you soon Sweetness" and there it was, her terms of endearment and with that all Lex's questions where answered.
Disclaimer - I own none of them, except Pacifica and Owen
Chp 29
Lex tried calling her earlier but no answer, it took him a long time to make up his mind to go to the house and see her, it almost gave him chills thinking that this felt too familiar. He stood at the steps then slowly made his way to the door there was no answer and when he looked inside there seemed to be nothing inside all her things were gone. Lex was stumped, where did she go and why didn't any one tell him? Lex pulled out his cell phone as he was getting back into the Porsche. Clark answered the phone, not wanting it to maybe wake his parents if they were sleeping. "Clark, where is she?" is all Lex asked "She gone" Clark answered. "Where did so go" Lex needed to know "I don't know, she never told me" with that Clark hung up. The Porsche squealed it's tires as it came to a halt in front of the mansions doors. Lex stormed into the mansion and yelled for every one to leave and not return 'til tomorrow evening. The night staff couldn't remember when the last time they saw Lex so angry, but they weren't going to wait around to find out. He rushed to the liquor cabinet and poured himself a drink brought it up to his lips, but in complete angry he threw it against the wall. Then poured himself another full glass of Scotch, started a roaring fire and turned on the stereo
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
He sat there staring at the fire, thinking how'd he never hear her sweet words for him, how's she blush and got warm from his touch, how stupid he was to fuck it up twice and still never really tell her that he loves her, how he really feels for her and thought that even despite all his "destiny path" she never once judged him and never condemned him for any of his actions. The more he thought about it the more pissed off he got. She wondered what was taking any staff so long to answer the door, she looked into her purse to see if she still had a key to the kitchen door, she did and she used it. The house was eerie empty and cold except for blaring music coming from the study, she opened the door, no lights were on, the only light was that coming from the fire and the lyrics of Hoobastank were playing
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
There Lex sat on the leather couch, the Scotch clinched into his hands and pressed against this head as it was bowed down facing the ground, elbows must be leaving red marks on this knees, by now. Lex didn't hear her come in and she sat down on the table in front of him, it wasn't until she grabbed the Scotch out of his hands that he knew he wasn't alone he looked up at her as he took a sip of his drink, placed it on a coaster then picked up the stereo remote and turned down the song.
He opened his mouth to speak to her and she took her finger and placed it on his lips and motioned for him not to talk, she took his hands into hers and entwined their fingers, she looked at him.
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear
Then placed her forehead against his, so badly they wanted to kiss each other but neither one did "Hi" she said softly to him, he returned her hi "How you doing?" she asked "I've seen better days" he answered "Same here, have to change that" she said then there was a long silent moment before she said "I can honestly say that I understand but at the same time I don't, I can't believe that you would do something so rash to me, that you didn't have faith and trust in our love" she paused and still wouldn't let him speak
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]
"Of all people, you'd think that you'd be the one to understand what it is like to lose your memories, look what your father did to you, so in the turn I don't understand how you could have done this to me" she took another pause. The words to the song seemed to be saying the words he wanted too. "There's nothing that I can say to ever make you believe how much I regard and how sorry I am for what I did" he feel silent, not knowing what more to say, thinking that his words would sound so empty to her and there would no reason why they shouldn't "You literally went into my head and stopped me from having memories, why?" she asked, almost afraid of his answer, but needed one as well. "We feel apart, and I know that we were great together, that you are great for me and I wanted you back, but was too afraid that you wouldn't and I was just too stupid to tell you the truth" and he stopped, parted their heads and looked up to her.
I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know
"Coz I was stupid and scared to say that I love you and that I wanted us to be back, coz I have that pride and stubbornness" he never broke eye contact and still held onto her hands as if for dear life. "You hurt me Lex, more then once, we could have been great together, but you should have let it play out it's own course" she answered "We still can" he said. She got up and he followed her she loosened one hand from him and stroked his head down to his neck then brushed his cheek, like she always did, he leaned into her touch wanting to feel more of her "I'm leaving, I don't know when and if I'll return to Smallville" He wanted to tell her that he'd go with her but again she stopped him from saying any thing. "This is something that I want to do on my own" she broke her other hand from him and "I don't want you to wait for me and I can't guarantee that I'll wait for you" he lost his stomach at her words, and she walked away from him saying "goodbye Lex" and was making her way to the doors. He tried to grab her arm as she walked out but her wrist was small and slipped through his grip
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
As she walked out the big wooden study doors "Good bye, she never says good bye, say's that it feels to formal and forever" he thought, he picked up the Scotch gulped down the rest down and threw the glass into the fireplace. She ran back in and he heard her just as she was two steps away from him, he spun around on his heel and had just enough time to catch her as she threw her arms around him and brought him into a deep kiss, they held each other tightly. "Don't get any idea's, I'm still leaving" she said when they parted, and Lex had his award winning smirk, "I know that smirk, Lex"
I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you
He kissed her again and started wanting more, she broke the kiss when she needed air "I'll really miss you, Lex" then kissed him once again, squeezed his ass cheek and said "See you soon Sweetness" and there it was, her terms of endearment and with that all Lex's questions where answered.