ESSENCE OF INSPIRATION
A/n - Hello all you beautiful readers! This is my first fic… So be easy on me okay! *smiles* You don't know how happy I am to finally put this fic up! I have been writing and writing… Thanks to all the people who have WAITED soooo long J A special thanks to my good friend Shana, I luv ya much girly! Thanks for helping me with this fic! Okay, enough of me……… *giggles*
Disclaimer- I do not own anything! Everything (Mostly) is owned by the greatest Meg Cabot!
Suze POV --
WHY DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO SUCK! How come I was the "chosen" one. I never asked to be the mediator. I never asked for all this crazy s**t and drama in my life. The beach is the only place I can get away from my hectic life , to watch the sunset and relax. Even though they still find me there….the ghosts that is.
So I was sitting there all alone thinking to myself why my life seems to be getting worse and worse. Life seemed much easier before I discovered my so called "gift". So much has been going on that I can't seem to explain in words… Its just too hard to explain much at all. Underneath it all, I try to find time to myself, and not have to worry about some ghost's big whiney problem. I am literally getting sick of it. Especially after what happened last April. Shivers run down my body as memories flood my head…Here is how the oh soOo great beginning went down…
*****Flash back*****
"Jesse…" I stated in a soft whisper as Jesse stopped kissing me abruptly and lifted his head so I looked strait into his deep brown eyes. His gentle touch was all I needed that very moment. We had been together in the cemetery that night enjoying much of each others company, and often engaging in some occasional, and definitely enjoyable lip action.
"Querida, are you okay?" Jesse asked with such a sweet concern.
I felt as though we finally understood each other, and I hoped he felt as much about me as I did about him. I felt like opening all my thoughts and feelings I have kept inside about him and just spilling everything.
"Yes I am fine but, please, tell me if this is true, do you Lov.."
I turned my head to see, none other than Adam, standing there looking pretty angry, plus totally ruining my special moment with Jesse.
"Suze! I have been looking all over for you! Where have you been? Cee Cee is having a freaking Aneurysm because you left the Cannoli table 'unattended'!" adding a quite funny finger gesture quoting what obviously Cee had been saying.
" And, were you just talking to that tree right there? I think you need serious help if you say yes Simon.."
"No bozo I was not talking to the tree! I just need.. umm.. A few minutes alone, is that okay with you? I said.
" Geez, ok, Just make sure you get back to your station before Cee Cee goes Freddy vs. Jason on me AND you ok?"
"Ok Adam…" I said with a half smirk half smile on my face as I watched him leave the cemetery and take the path back up towards the festival area.
I glanced over my shoulder to see Jesse's slight glimmer fading as he whispered quite sexily into my ear with a quick peck on the cheek, "Talk to you in a while Susannah" and dematerialized.
" I love you too Jesse" I said, but he was already gone.
What I didn't know was that, that was just the beginning of my crumbling life's story.
A/n - Hello all you beautiful readers! This is my first fic… So be easy on me okay! *smiles* You don't know how happy I am to finally put this fic up! I have been writing and writing… Thanks to all the people who have WAITED soooo long J A special thanks to my good friend Shana, I luv ya much girly! Thanks for helping me with this fic! Okay, enough of me……… *giggles*
Disclaimer- I do not own anything! Everything (Mostly) is owned by the greatest Meg Cabot!
Suze POV --
WHY DOES MY LIFE HAVE TO SUCK! How come I was the "chosen" one. I never asked to be the mediator. I never asked for all this crazy s**t and drama in my life. The beach is the only place I can get away from my hectic life , to watch the sunset and relax. Even though they still find me there….the ghosts that is.
So I was sitting there all alone thinking to myself why my life seems to be getting worse and worse. Life seemed much easier before I discovered my so called "gift". So much has been going on that I can't seem to explain in words… Its just too hard to explain much at all. Underneath it all, I try to find time to myself, and not have to worry about some ghost's big whiney problem. I am literally getting sick of it. Especially after what happened last April. Shivers run down my body as memories flood my head…Here is how the oh soOo great beginning went down…
*****Flash back*****
"Jesse…" I stated in a soft whisper as Jesse stopped kissing me abruptly and lifted his head so I looked strait into his deep brown eyes. His gentle touch was all I needed that very moment. We had been together in the cemetery that night enjoying much of each others company, and often engaging in some occasional, and definitely enjoyable lip action.
"Querida, are you okay?" Jesse asked with such a sweet concern.
I felt as though we finally understood each other, and I hoped he felt as much about me as I did about him. I felt like opening all my thoughts and feelings I have kept inside about him and just spilling everything.
"Yes I am fine but, please, tell me if this is true, do you Lov.."
I turned my head to see, none other than Adam, standing there looking pretty angry, plus totally ruining my special moment with Jesse.
"Suze! I have been looking all over for you! Where have you been? Cee Cee is having a freaking Aneurysm because you left the Cannoli table 'unattended'!" adding a quite funny finger gesture quoting what obviously Cee had been saying.
" And, were you just talking to that tree right there? I think you need serious help if you say yes Simon.."
"No bozo I was not talking to the tree! I just need.. umm.. A few minutes alone, is that okay with you? I said.
" Geez, ok, Just make sure you get back to your station before Cee Cee goes Freddy vs. Jason on me AND you ok?"
"Ok Adam…" I said with a half smirk half smile on my face as I watched him leave the cemetery and take the path back up towards the festival area.
I glanced over my shoulder to see Jesse's slight glimmer fading as he whispered quite sexily into my ear with a quick peck on the cheek, "Talk to you in a while Susannah" and dematerialized.
" I love you too Jesse" I said, but he was already gone.
What I didn't know was that, that was just the beginning of my crumbling life's story.