Dear Diary, October 3rd

I've been led to finding something very scary and disturbing tonight...I'll tell you what that is later..First, I say what happened at "Club Dread":

Ok, so I had to get all dressed-up for the lame-ass party, but wore my swim-suit under my dress, just in case and I brought my skateboard with, keeping it in the car...Freddy told me on the phone that we could either go swimming or skateboard,

Like I thought.It was really boring, as boring as school today...Then when the parents went out for drinks, Freddy and I went outside to the skateboard ramp...We are both pretty good at tricks on the skateboard, Freddy was the one who got me mine, so he taught me all these really cool tricks..We were seeing who could do the best tricks..It was my turn..And I fell.

I got pretty scraped up: My knees and elbows..I was wearing my swim-suit..Hell, do you think I could wear a dress skateboarding? I would of wiped out long before I did...So, Freddy came down and sat next to me..Seeing if I was ok, I was..We started laughing about how funny it was when I fell...Then It happened:

We just sat there, looking into each other's eyes...And kissed. I could tell we both wanted it and were looking forward to that kiss for a
long time...It felt didn't feel weird, like I thought it would..I mean Freddy had always been like a brother to me and saying that right now sounds wrong, but it's true...That's when I was led to my conclusion...My very, very scary conclusion: I have a crush on him.

I have a crush on Jones! It may sound weird...But, now I just realized It's true...Freddy and I decided to forget that moment..Like we had
those two times in fifth grade.

I'm at home now and I am never going to tell anyone my secret..Well, maybe, the girls in the band..But, no one else.

Many Moochas, Katie