Dear Diary, September 30th
God..I feel so sorry for Freddy...I'll tell you what happened:
So, he wasn't at school of band practice today again..Everyone was starting to get worried, Eleni and Marta still wouldn't say anything, so Summer, who was moody today, sent me over to Freddy's...Eleni or
Marta, told me to go and see him too, so I went.
When I got to Freddy's house, he answered the door, looking all dazed and confused...He let me in and when I got into his living room, I realized why he was acting all weird...He was drunk!
When I asked him if he was drunk, he said he wasn't drunk, he was wasted...I was worried that his parents would see him like this and told him to try and sober up because he would be in deep trouble if
his parents found him like this..That is when I found out that his parents are getting a divorce..He hadn't seen them since last week,
when they left, yelling at each other..He then said that they fought all the time and I would of heard them because they yelled so loud..When I said that I was sorry, he got really mad and ran over to a bottle of vodka, which he had been drinking out of, and was getting ready to throw it at the nearest mirror.
I jumped in front of him, and said not to throw it, but he did anyway's...The bottle hit the mirror, and it shattered, both the mirror and bottle...I stupidly turned around to watch it and a huge piece of glass flew at me, cutting my face from my eye to the middle of my cheek...I started crying, because it stung so much and I felt so terrible for Freddy, Marta and Eleni for what their family was going through...Freddy sober up right there or something, because he ran and got me a washcloth...He held it to my cut, and actually started to tearup...He hugged me and blood from my cut mixed with my tears, it tasted terrible...Freddy and I kissed and I was numb from the pain of my cut then.
So, on Friday, Freddy and I are going out...I think we're actually like girlfriend/boyfriend now...I care deeply for everyone in the band and have since like fifth grade...But, with Freddy I think that is deeper.
The cut didn't need stitches and is scabbed up already...I going to go to sleep now, I'm really tiered...I can't wait till tomorrow, where Freddy is back at practice...It will be like a reunion or something...Us band members have never been apart for that long..Funny, huh?
Many Moochas, Katie