Dear Diary, October 4th
Oh! I..I..I'm so goddamn pissed right now!! Well, I better tell you what happened tonight..I'll start with the happy beginning:
Well, Zack picked Summer up and Freddy picked me up...Freddy and I went to this restaurant, where you get food like you do at a take-out
restaurant, but eat like your in a regular restaurant...So, we went to "Ynettes" this local Mexican place..We ate quesadillas and nachos, with Coke to drink..After dinner, we started walking to the movie theater...It started raining.
You see, I love the rain! So, I told Freddy that and we kissed, It was magical..Well, after that, I started spinning around in circles, until I got dizzy and fell right into a deep rain-puddle, Freddy dropped into it right next to me. I told him that I loved the rain again, he said he knew and the...And then, I said something I never though I would say..I said I love you...Freddy's eyes practically popped out of their sockets when I said that...I really couldn't believe I said that..I just thought that I was in a daze or something and just said it...But, then I realized that what I said was true..I really am in love with Freddy.
I asked Freddy if he loved me, he stuttered out something, then just stopped and looked up into the sky..I knew what I said was stupid..I shouldn't of said that to him, I know he doesn't feel the same way that I do...I don't think Freddy Jones is actually capable of loving a girl..Well, maybe for one night, which I heard he had done at least five to ten times with all these slutty, popular girls for God know what reasons..Well, I do know, but Freddy say that he hate anybody who spends more time on their hair and make-up than their grades...What the hell? I don't know why he said that, I made no frigging sense then and doesn't now either.
Ok, back to the "love" thing...I got up and ran off, leaving Freddy laying in that rain puddle....I came home, crying my eyes out and started writing in this journal...I'm still crying now...I don't think I can express my real emotions and feelings to this diary, right now...I will tomorrow...I need to get it all out.
Many Moochas, Katie
Oh! I..I..I'm so goddamn pissed right now!! Well, I better tell you what happened tonight..I'll start with the happy beginning:
Well, Zack picked Summer up and Freddy picked me up...Freddy and I went to this restaurant, where you get food like you do at a take-out
restaurant, but eat like your in a regular restaurant...So, we went to "Ynettes" this local Mexican place..We ate quesadillas and nachos, with Coke to drink..After dinner, we started walking to the movie theater...It started raining.
You see, I love the rain! So, I told Freddy that and we kissed, It was magical..Well, after that, I started spinning around in circles, until I got dizzy and fell right into a deep rain-puddle, Freddy dropped into it right next to me. I told him that I loved the rain again, he said he knew and the...And then, I said something I never though I would say..I said I love you...Freddy's eyes practically popped out of their sockets when I said that...I really couldn't believe I said that..I just thought that I was in a daze or something and just said it...But, then I realized that what I said was true..I really am in love with Freddy.
I asked Freddy if he loved me, he stuttered out something, then just stopped and looked up into the sky..I knew what I said was stupid..I shouldn't of said that to him, I know he doesn't feel the same way that I do...I don't think Freddy Jones is actually capable of loving a girl..Well, maybe for one night, which I heard he had done at least five to ten times with all these slutty, popular girls for God know what reasons..Well, I do know, but Freddy say that he hate anybody who spends more time on their hair and make-up than their grades...What the hell? I don't know why he said that, I made no frigging sense then and doesn't now either.
Ok, back to the "love" thing...I got up and ran off, leaving Freddy laying in that rain puddle....I came home, crying my eyes out and started writing in this journal...I'm still crying now...I don't think I can express my real emotions and feelings to this diary, right now...I will tomorrow...I need to get it all out.
Many Moochas, Katie