Dear Diary, October 5th
I said that today I would let out all of what I feel ....It might be hard or easy, but I'm going to..Ok, I'll start:
I'm in love. I love Freddy...I didn't think I did or could, but It's true...When I first told Freddy that I loved him, I didn't regret that I had said it...But, now I do..He doesn't love me...I knew it by how he
reacted to what I had said...And now I just want to forget how I feel.
But, you know something? I can't..I've been trying to forget how I feel and go back to the way I use to see Freddy, I have been trying since last night...I just can't! It's too damn hard! I already love him too much...And that is what is breaking my heart..I need to forget..But I can't! I can't! I can't! I Can't! God! I'm crying now...
I can actually feel some kind of emptiness in my heart...I need him..I really, really do..But, he doesn't need me, so, I'll have to get over that fact...I have to..I need to..Just...I can't talk about this anymore..It's hurting me too much..I just..I just really do love him.
Many..Moochas, Katie
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Dear Summer,
Tink...This is Spazzy...I royally screwed up..I messed it all up, as you might already know. She told me that she loves me, and I just sat there staring like a total and complete idiot.
I didn't know what to say, Sum...I was going to say it, I was going to say that I love her too, but..It is true, I really do love her...I've never felt this way about any person before in my entire life! I ruinedit! I ruined our chance together!
Don't hate me, please, Tinkerbell...Just try and talk to Katie for me..I don't think I can talk to her right now, without choking on my words and probably breaking her heart again...Just think about it.
Love (But not in that way),
Spazzy McGee
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Dear Freddy,
I'd help you, really I would, but...I think you should try and do it...If you really do love Katie, I think you should tell her that...So, go with my decision, do it on Monday during band practice...I wish you all the luck...I really hope you can do it.
Love (But not in that way, I'M WITH ZACK NOW!!!),
Tinkerbell
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A/N: OMG!!!! I'm so touched! I have 101 reviews!!! I went from 53 to 101 in not even half a day!!! I would like to thank everyone who have review who had reviews so far, I am just saying their names:
Nanners-77 = reviewed 5 times
sweetfiregirl = reviewed 2 times
iluvmyface = reviewed 4 times
JustVisitingUKgirl = reviewed 2 times
writerdude3000 = reviewed 1 time
erikim92 = reviewed 2 times
I REALLY, REALLY want to thank these people...
tmrwspromise = reviewed 8 times
Xo Miss Riley Xo: reviewed 9 times
Crazy Chica 91: reviewed 10 times
Swimmerkitti: reviewed 11 times
And last but not least, the reviewer who had reviewed the most times for me:
mellowyellow36 = reviewed 42 times!!!!!!!!!
Thanks you sooooooooo much to those of you who have reviewed for my story! I am soooo sorry if I forgot any names!!! I'll update again later today...I'll tell you one thing: I am going to add as many more chapter as I am capable to add.
Much much much much luv, xobadrhymer03
I said that today I would let out all of what I feel ....It might be hard or easy, but I'm going to..Ok, I'll start:
I'm in love. I love Freddy...I didn't think I did or could, but It's true...When I first told Freddy that I loved him, I didn't regret that I had said it...But, now I do..He doesn't love me...I knew it by how he
reacted to what I had said...And now I just want to forget how I feel.
But, you know something? I can't..I've been trying to forget how I feel and go back to the way I use to see Freddy, I have been trying since last night...I just can't! It's too damn hard! I already love him too much...And that is what is breaking my heart..I need to forget..But I can't! I can't! I can't! I Can't! God! I'm crying now...
I can actually feel some kind of emptiness in my heart...I need him..I really, really do..But, he doesn't need me, so, I'll have to get over that fact...I have to..I need to..Just...I can't talk about this anymore..It's hurting me too much..I just..I just really do love him.
Many..Moochas, Katie
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Dear Summer,
Tink...This is Spazzy...I royally screwed up..I messed it all up, as you might already know. She told me that she loves me, and I just sat there staring like a total and complete idiot.
I didn't know what to say, Sum...I was going to say it, I was going to say that I love her too, but..It is true, I really do love her...I've never felt this way about any person before in my entire life! I ruinedit! I ruined our chance together!
Don't hate me, please, Tinkerbell...Just try and talk to Katie for me..I don't think I can talk to her right now, without choking on my words and probably breaking her heart again...Just think about it.
Love (But not in that way),
Spazzy McGee
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Dear Freddy,
I'd help you, really I would, but...I think you should try and do it...If you really do love Katie, I think you should tell her that...So, go with my decision, do it on Monday during band practice...I wish you all the luck...I really hope you can do it.
Love (But not in that way, I'M WITH ZACK NOW!!!),
Tinkerbell
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A/N: OMG!!!! I'm so touched! I have 101 reviews!!! I went from 53 to 101 in not even half a day!!! I would like to thank everyone who have review who had reviews so far, I am just saying their names:
Nanners-77 = reviewed 5 times
sweetfiregirl = reviewed 2 times
iluvmyface = reviewed 4 times
JustVisitingUKgirl = reviewed 2 times
writerdude3000 = reviewed 1 time
erikim92 = reviewed 2 times
I REALLY, REALLY want to thank these people...
tmrwspromise = reviewed 8 times
Xo Miss Riley Xo: reviewed 9 times
Crazy Chica 91: reviewed 10 times
Swimmerkitti: reviewed 11 times
And last but not least, the reviewer who had reviewed the most times for me:
mellowyellow36 = reviewed 42 times!!!!!!!!!
Thanks you sooooooooo much to those of you who have reviewed for my story! I am soooo sorry if I forgot any names!!! I'll update again later today...I'll tell you one thing: I am going to add as many more chapter as I am capable to add.
Much much much much luv, xobadrhymer03