Well part two of one. Maybe Rei should have expected this HAHAhAH.
Rei's memory
Usagi stared out into the pouring rain, she smiled softly.
"Rei?"
"Yah Usagi"
The miko moved sit closer to her friend she smiled warmly at her. Usagi leaned forward to hug her knees to her chest.
"Do you ever think of just letting go?"
Rei blinked not quite sure she was being asked what she was being ask, she furrowed her brow in concern.
"Usagi... your not asking me if... no... never." Rei's voice wavered "Usagi?"
Usagi turned her head to look at her friend. Rei noted that Usagi's eyes were no longer their usual beautiful cerulean, but a monotonous storm gray. Usagi smiled but it didn't quite reach her eyes.
"Yah Rei"
Rei's amethyst eyes were clouded over with concern.
"Usagi Do you ever think about suicide?"
Usagi turned back to the rain.
"No..." Rei leaned forward from where she had seated her self against the wall; to look at Usagi's face; the blond looked to be struggling with her answer "yes..." she corrected the previous statement.
Rei leaned back against the wall; eyes wide with shock, she blinked several times her mind going a mile a minute trying to figure out what to say next.
"Why?" that was all she could come up with, 'Why?', maybe she could change her friends reason for why.
"I...Hnn..." Usagi leaned her head back against the oak planked wall.
"Usagi?"
"Why can't I just be normal?" Usagi tilled her head back down and stood from her sitting position, she moved over to the open door and just stood there staring out at the rain.
"Rei do you ever go to bed wishing that maybe, just maybe you wont wake up in the morning?" Rei stood from her sitting position and followed her friend.
"Usagi... I..." Rei averted her eyes finding the floor momentarily interesting before glancing up at her friend's turned back.
"Yes"
"Why? Rei you have every thing going for you." Rei moved to touch her friend but pulled back the moment the blonde's words registered, letting it fall to her side, head down cast.
"Because...Usagi... I don't know...Because I'm tired, I'm just so tired of every thing... some times." She had started out strong but by the end was only whispering. She closed her eyes for a moment; she snapped her eyes open when she felt a hand on her shoulder reassuring her.
Rei looked up into Usagi's still storm blue eyes.
"I'm tired too, Rei, I'm just so tired sometimes, that I just want to let go, to just not wake up one morning. Sometimes everything is just too much. And I don't want to be me anymore. I don't want to be any one."
Rei felt tears begin to burn at the back of her eyes, listening to Usagi speak so evenly about killing herself.
"I'm just so tired, too, of the fighting everything" Usagi turned back to watch the rain.
That was it the damn broke and in a flood of tears Rei flung her arms around Usagi, pressing her head into the blonde's back.
Okay now I am that evil. This is it until I get some nice reviews. I have low expectations so three will do. What kind of cross do you want? Tell me and you can vote more than once so... you can just review the same review how many time you want... but... well if there are more individual reviews for something else... ill go with that.
Th.. Tha. That's all Folks.
Every thing belongs to there respective owners. So...twitch...twitch...SHOVE OFF YOU DAMN SUITS. GRRRRR!!!!!!
Rei's memory
Usagi stared out into the pouring rain, she smiled softly.
"Rei?"
"Yah Usagi"
The miko moved sit closer to her friend she smiled warmly at her. Usagi leaned forward to hug her knees to her chest.
"Do you ever think of just letting go?"
Rei blinked not quite sure she was being asked what she was being ask, she furrowed her brow in concern.
"Usagi... your not asking me if... no... never." Rei's voice wavered "Usagi?"
Usagi turned her head to look at her friend. Rei noted that Usagi's eyes were no longer their usual beautiful cerulean, but a monotonous storm gray. Usagi smiled but it didn't quite reach her eyes.
"Yah Rei"
Rei's amethyst eyes were clouded over with concern.
"Usagi Do you ever think about suicide?"
Usagi turned back to the rain.
"No..." Rei leaned forward from where she had seated her self against the wall; to look at Usagi's face; the blond looked to be struggling with her answer "yes..." she corrected the previous statement.
Rei leaned back against the wall; eyes wide with shock, she blinked several times her mind going a mile a minute trying to figure out what to say next.
"Why?" that was all she could come up with, 'Why?', maybe she could change her friends reason for why.
"I...Hnn..." Usagi leaned her head back against the oak planked wall.
"Usagi?"
"Why can't I just be normal?" Usagi tilled her head back down and stood from her sitting position, she moved over to the open door and just stood there staring out at the rain.
"Rei do you ever go to bed wishing that maybe, just maybe you wont wake up in the morning?" Rei stood from her sitting position and followed her friend.
"Usagi... I..." Rei averted her eyes finding the floor momentarily interesting before glancing up at her friend's turned back.
"Yes"
"Why? Rei you have every thing going for you." Rei moved to touch her friend but pulled back the moment the blonde's words registered, letting it fall to her side, head down cast.
"Because...Usagi... I don't know...Because I'm tired, I'm just so tired of every thing... some times." She had started out strong but by the end was only whispering. She closed her eyes for a moment; she snapped her eyes open when she felt a hand on her shoulder reassuring her.
Rei looked up into Usagi's still storm blue eyes.
"I'm tired too, Rei, I'm just so tired sometimes, that I just want to let go, to just not wake up one morning. Sometimes everything is just too much. And I don't want to be me anymore. I don't want to be any one."
Rei felt tears begin to burn at the back of her eyes, listening to Usagi speak so evenly about killing herself.
"I'm just so tired, too, of the fighting everything" Usagi turned back to watch the rain.
That was it the damn broke and in a flood of tears Rei flung her arms around Usagi, pressing her head into the blonde's back.
Okay now I am that evil. This is it until I get some nice reviews. I have low expectations so three will do. What kind of cross do you want? Tell me and you can vote more than once so... you can just review the same review how many time you want... but... well if there are more individual reviews for something else... ill go with that.
Th.. Tha. That's all Folks.
Every thing belongs to there respective owners. So...twitch...twitch...SHOVE OFF YOU DAMN SUITS. GRRRRR!!!!!!