Chapter 2

Spike pulls back and looks Buffy in the eye. "Did you hear me pet?"

"Yeah, I don't care I just want to be close to you for tonight. Can we do that?" Buffy says as her heart is about to explode. She is finally ok with her decision.

"I think I can do that. How about we go to that room you got me, what do you say." Spike takes her hand and starts to walk to his room. As they approach the room Buffy turns around and says "I'm married to but for one night can we be two people who want some warmth from each other?"

He leans in and touches her lips with his whispering "anything you want luv." They both walk to the room, and as they enter Buffy says "no names just feelings tonight, you can handle that can't you."

"Yea luv I can go for that idea. Just some comfort sex, perfect." Spike says sadly. He had hoped they could be friends because he really liked talking to her.

Buffy's point view

Buffy walked to the bed thinking not to give in to her heart. If there was such a thing as love at first sight she was there. As she slowly took his hand she spoke the hardest words she could to say to take the sting away. She was doing this to save her marriage but deep down she knew it was over. She pushed that thought back and took his hand leading him to the bed.

"Make love to me tonight make us forget that there is life beyond that door," as she points to the door. She lays down taking his hand and placing it on her heart.

"Luv, are you sure you want to do this? I don't know your story but I trust that you do know what is about to happen." Spike says trying to give her an out. Buffy just pulls him down to the bed and reaches up to kiss him. When they kiss she feels like she has just touched a live wire. She pulls back and slides her hand down his chest. Pulling his shirt over his head she now knows that this is what she wants. Spike reaches for her and as they kiss his hands introduces themselves to her body. They pull their own clothes off and when Buffy looks at him she is in shocked, Angel was not that big not at all not even close. He slowly caresses her and before she can think he is at her opening, she looks him in the eye as he pushes into her. He lets her get her wits before moving.

"You're so bloody tight. Oh bloody hell this is heaven." He says as a whisper. Buffy feels like she is stretching in so many new ways. His words spoken so soft and tender pushes her over the edge.

"Oh, my God, don't stop please take me to the top again. Come with me lover, YES, YES oh that feels so good." She screams as another organism starts.

When he has felt his release, he falls down besides her grasping for air. When she kisses his chest to leave him there, he takes her hand and says "Where you going? We just have begun to forget the pain."

"I thought you would want me to leave now."

"This is the first time you have had a one night stand, I had a few. I don't want this to be one of them." He says with tears in his eyes. She stays and they helped each other to forget all night and most of the next day.

Spike point of view

As they walk Spike thinks that he hopes Dru finds out about tonight so he for once can let her feel the pain. Buffy turns and says something he agrees to whatever she says. The next thing he remembers is a pain in his chest from the words that she just said. Buffy walks to the bed and he follows, then she places his hand on her heart. Her heart is going a mile a minute. He looked her in the eyes and fell hopeless in love. He hopes to postpone her leaving until he could sweep her off feet. She took his shirt off and he felt a strange tingle down his back. Spike took off the rest of his clothes trying to look at her the whole time. As he leans over her and kissed her she willing open her thighs so he can climb over her to the treasure she was willing giving him. As he slides into, her he can feel that she never been with a bloke his size, he waits for her to get the feel before he starts.

"You're' so bloody tight. Oh bloody hell this is heaven." He says, he thinks now she was the one to match him. He had once heard that there was one who fit you like a bloody puzzle, it so she is it.

Spike closed his eyes to get a moment of rest when he felt her kiss. He reaches for her and said the first thing he thought. "Where are you going? We just have begun to forget the pain."

She tells him that she thought this is how it worked. "This is your first time to have a one night stand, I had a few. I don't want this to be one of them." He says as tears come to his eyes. (God I a ponce she will leave for sure now.) He thinks to himself. He is surprised when she kisses him. The things he did to her would make Superman tired. He fell to sleep with her in his arms, and for once he was truly happy. His last thought was to ask her name when he woke up.