Author's Note- The song in this part is Jamie Walter's "Hold On" ten points to anyone who remembers who he is, ten more for what decade, and twenty for which show he was on.

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suflowerXD- I'd say Remy is around 22-25.

Kitty Pryde2- Avec is with, Pourquoi- Why?, Mon Dieu- My God, Je compris- I understand. And you're not making yourself look like an idiot. I just need to start putting a translating thingy at the bottom, and I will, after this chappie.

UndyingImmortal- Thanks, hope you like this one too.

Valley-Gurl101- Yep, I'm definitely getting a big head. I'll still be posting on AFF too, just not as much as here.

Somekindafreaky- Yep, it was a little hint, and the lemon follows. Enjoy.

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Morning

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Fingers trace your every outline

Paint a picture with my hands

Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm

Change the weather still together when it ends

That may be all I need

In darkness she is all I see

Come and rest your bones with me

Driving slow on Sunday morning

And I never want to leave

-Maroon 5

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Kitty awoke with a start and was surprised when a hand gently soothed her hair back and a soft voice murmured "Shh..." She looked up and saw Remy sitting beside her. Her eyes widened in confusion.

"What-?" she asked.

"It be t'ree, petite," he said with a gentle smile. "Remy know dat you have de bad dream around den."

"I just can't forget. I've been trying so hard..."

He ran a hand through her hair again. "Remy knows, chére. Mais, be honest, do y' really want ta forget?"

"I just want to not feel. To not close my eyes and see it. To not be the only one..." He pulled her into his arms and rocked her gently, whispering soothing nonsense to calm her.

"It be okay, ma belle," he said finally. He stretched out beside her, running a hand soothingly up her arm. "You'll see, chat."

"I miss them."

"Je sais." He kissed her on the forehead. "Get a little sleep, you'll feel better in de mornin'." She snuggled up to him and soon he could hear her breathing even out. "You're gettin' in over yer head," he murmured to himself as he held her close and started to drift off to sleep himself.

The next morning

Kitty awoke curled under Remy's chin half on his chest. She laid there for a few moments just soaking in his warmth and listening to the strong steady sound of his heart beating. She sighed happily and snuggling even closer. Outside she could hear the sound of rain beating against the window and on the roof. She felt Remy's hand move restlessly through her hair and realized that the Cajun was also awake.

"Morning," she murmured sitting up.

He looked up at her with a half-grin propping himself up on his eyebrows. "Bon matin." She stood and stretched before going into her bathroom. She brushed her teeth and hair before coming back surprised that he was still sitting on her bed watching her. "Ready fo' breakfast?"

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"I don't wanna see you ever sad

And everything that I've got you can have

When it's all too much

You need some human touch

To see that it's really not so bad"

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She sat down again beside him and, gathering her courage leaned over and kissed him softly. He grinned laying back so he could reach out and hold her to him. Kitty moved even closer, straddling his legs. He ran his hands over her back before firmly cupping her buttocks pulling her lower body flush to his. She let out a startled gasp pulling away from his mouth when she felt his manhood pressing into a very sensitive place.

"Remy," she murmured huskily.

"Do y' know how sexy you sound like dat?" he purred nuzzling her neck. His breath tickled her and she shivered. "Je te veux, ma chérie." She sighed leaning further into him, unconsciously grinding herself against him. "Merde, petite." She suddenly pulled away slightly her eyes going wide. "Kitty, if we don' stop now Remy don't know if he can stop. Compris?"

"Yes." She sat up still straddling him and gently chewed on her bottom lip. "Remy... I..."

"Oui?"

"I want you. You've been so good to me since... that happened." He smiled at her.

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"Did you call on every saint you know

But still you feel like you're on your own

Can you see through your tears

I will always be here

And you're not out there all alone"

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"Kit, y' need ta be completely sure, after a certain point it'll be really hard for me ta stop." The fact that he spoke in the first person strengthened what he had said.

"I understand."

"And?"

"Make love to me."

"Dat would be my pleasure," he murmured with a lazy, sexy smile. "We need protection, dough."

"I've been on the pill pretty much since I got here."

He ran his hands up her legs before lifting her nightgown off of her. He felt her tremble and laid a soft, gentle kiss to her forehead trying to calm her. "Dis goes as slow as y' want, chére."

"I-I know, Rem."

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"Hold on, 'till you feel a little stronger

Hold on to me

Hold on, everything's gonna be alright

Just hold on to me tonight"

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Remy smiled down at her and lowered his head and his lips found hers. Kitty shivered feeling his bare chest brushing her breasts. "Remy..." He grinned and trailed kisses down her neck slowly. His teeth nipped gently at her shoulders as he continued his way down. His mouth finally reached its goal and his tongue circled her breast slowly. Kitty gasped arching herself into his mouth.

Remy grinned widely, pleased by her reaction. "You have no idea of how amazingly beautiful y' really are." She blushed.

"I'm not... I'm small."

"Non, yer petite, your body is perfect. An' y' fit perfectly inta Remy's hands... and mouth." His mouth covered her breast once more, suckling and teasing the soft flesh into a hard peak.

"Remy," she breathed moving under him restlessly. "That feels..." she trailed off with a gasp as he gently nipped her.

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"Anything that hurts you, hurts me too

I'm not gonna let your world turn blue

Will you take my hand

And feel how close I am

There ain't nothin' I won't do for you"

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"Keep goin'?"

"Please." He smiled kissing her fiercely. Kitty's hands roamed over his chest and he groaned. Her hands ran lower cupping him through his boxers.

"Mon Dieu," he groaned outloud. "Kitty."

"I'm sorry."

"Chat, y' definitely don' have ta apologize." His mouth found hers again, caressing, and tasting as his hand ran lightly over her thighs before finding the juncture of her thighs. Kitty gave a small whimper when one of his fingers slid into her. Remy's mouth moved down to her earlobe then her neck as his hand began to start a slow rhythm. She started to move against him and he added another finger. A few more moments and he added yet another finger, trying to prepare her as much as he could.

He pulled away his hand as she gasped and moaned. Remy watched his new lover's face as she experienced her first orgasm. He ripped off his boxers, and positioned himself as her body was still coming down from the natural high.

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"Hold on, 'till you feel a little stronger

Hold on to me

Hold on, everything's gonna be alright

Just hold on to me tonight"

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He slid slowly into her, his one hand had to pin Kitty's hips in place as the other continued caressing her. He reached her virgin barrier and broke through quickly, filling her completely. He saw a single tear run down Kitty's face and felt his own heart break a little. He knew, at that moment, that he would do anything to keep this girl from crying.

"Shh..." he murmured trying his hardest to stay still as her body began to accommodate him. "Ah'm sorry, petite chére."

"I'm okay," Kitty whispered. Remy kissed her again and began to move. This time Kitty's pleasure overrode the remaining pain. She wrapped her legs around his and began to move against him

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"I know the world

Can drive you to your knees

But when you need to cry, baby

Cry to me"

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"Ma chérie," he groaned finding himself close to the edge. "Kitty, y' feel so good." Her only response was a soft mewing noise as the younger girl arched further into him.

Suddenly Kitty gasped and threw her head back. "Remy... God..." He allowed himself his own release as she clenched around him. Crying out her name he spilled himself into her. He looked down into her eyes and kissed her softly. The two stayed in the same position trembling and breathing hard for a few moments. Remy rolled off of her pulled her so she was lying on his chest.

"God, chére," he murmured.

"Remy," Kitty whispered raising her head to meet his dazed, red on black eyes. "I... love you."

He smiled and kissed her lips softly.

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"Hold on, 'till you feel a little stronger

Hold on to me

Hold on, everything's gonna be alright

Just hold on to me tonight"

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