*AN: Why hello there! Fancy meeting you here! ^.^ Ohoo, and the drama continues! Arigoto minna for all of your reviews!!! They're much appreciated! Keep them coming! Has this love of shadows finally shattered? Find out in Chapter 14! Now, this chapter is a song fic/chapter! I came up with this song and it was so similar to the plot of the story that I decided to put it in this chapter! ^-^ Let me know if you like it! R&R onegai!*

Angel's Song: Not Perfect

Lyrics by: Sakura NightStar ^_-

Chapter 14- Bleeding Sorrows

*Why are you here when you don't exist? When you're not real?* Those words rang in Angel's head as she lay wide awake in bed staring at the ceiling. Tears stained her cheeks and blood smeared her porcelain skin. Both physical and emotional pain plagued her. Not real. Those words had been spoken about her many, many times. What did that mean? Not real......An invisible knife stabbed her heart as she remembered the distressed look on Yami's face when his terrified friends scrambled from the apartment......because of her......

I'm not good enough

No matter what I do

I'm just not human enough for you.

I try so hard

Cuz I'm just so in love with you

But you don't seem to see.....

Her heart ached and her head pounded and thoughts and fears swam through her mind. Was he always this way? Stressed out and angry? No. No, he wasn't always like that. She had seen him happy. Heard him laugh, seen him smile, amusement and laughter dancing in his bold violet eyes. But....there were many, many times where he was distressed and angry. Why? Because of what? The invisible knife slashed her heart once more. She knew the answer. It was because of her.....new tears threatened to cascade down her already stained cheeks, but she fought against them. Concentrating and getting a grip on herself, she pushed her body to a sitting position. Her aching back screamed in protest but she ignored it. Swinging her legs over the side of the bed and setting them on the cool floor, she stood in determination.

I'm leaving now

Goodbye forever

I'm sorry I ruined your life.

I tried so hard

But I'm just not good enough

I tried, but I'm not perfect

I'm sorry I'm not perfect....

The door to Yami's room silently cracked open and a slip of a figure swept into the room. Angel's sorrowful eyes beheld the sleeping pharaoh. His bare, muscular chest rose and fell with his steady breathing. The sheets were twisted and tangled as if he had been entirely restless before finally wearing himself out and drifting off to sleep. She griped them in her small fist momentarily, she had slept in this bed. With him. His strong arms wrapped around her and the warmth of his skin against hers. The memory almost brought a smile to her face if not for the other. The one where he told everyone he felt nothing for her....

Notice me! Believe in me! Love me....

These words I scream!

Your deaf ears never hear!

I'm not real, I'm not human, I'm not perfect....

Without thinking, she reached forward and softly brushed a lock of blond bangs out of the pharaoh's closed eyes and gently caressed his face. His brow crinkled and he cringed from her icy touch. *Besides.....I'm not in love with her...* The tears that had threatening to shed, now tumbled down her cheeks. She quickly pulled away then slowly and shakily brought her hand up before her to be viewed before her eyes. *-you're some kind of monster!* She trembled horribly as she stared at it like it was a rotting corpse. Then, tears constantly pouring down her cheeks, she spun on her heel and darted from the room. Her chest was pained by the shattering of her heart with each step and her wings slowly emerged from her back.

Yami's violet eyes flew open and he bolted upright, instantly awake. Something was happening, something not good. He could feel it tugging at his heart. he looked over just in time to see a strand of blood tipped hair disappear through the doorway and the door was swept shut. His heart glazed over in the frigid ice of fear. *NO!* his mind screamed. He flung the sheets away from him and jumped from the bed throwing himself at the door.

"Angel!" he cried practically pulling the door off its hinges and hurling himself out. "Angel, no!" He sprinted as fast as he could through the kitchen, around the table and out the balcony. But he was too late.

I'm leaving now!

Goodbye forever!

I'm sorry I ruined your life!

.....I tried so hard...

But I'm just not good enough

I know now I'm not human

God, I'm sorry, I'm not perfect......

Lightning streaked across the sky and thunder bellowed its sorrowful song through the night. Rain fell to the earth in sheets and the wind whipped and howled in fury. Angel had leapt off the balcony in attempt to fly away. She soared high in the sky, but the wind began to throw her around like a rag doll. Panic consumed Yami as he watched helplessly. *NO!* his mind screamed * Come back! I need you!* He leaned as far as he could over the balcony without falling, his one arm outstretched as if to grab her and pull her back into his arms.

"ANGEL!!!!" he screamed desperately as he watched her lose control, and fall.....

*AN: Dun dun dun! Ohoo the drama! Is it killin' ya? Well, is it? ^.^ As I said before, yes this was a song fic/chapter. I hope you like it! Remember to R&R and tell me what you think!!!!! Until the next chapter! Ja matta ne!*