Late Night Love: Heart's Desire
Author: Stephie P. a.k.a thesilentsenshi/kirameki
Contact: thesilentsenshihotmail.com; http:thesilentsenshi.livejournal.com
Pairings: Legolas/Erestor
Rating: R/NC-17
Summary: Erestor is haunted by his night with Legolas. The prince wants to continue their affair. When insomnia hits once again, will Erestor be able to fight his desires. Does he even want to? Sequel to Late Night Library Tryst.
Disclaimer: The lovely elves don't belong to me, though I wish they did.
Warnings: None really. Unless you consider slash bad...
Notes: Part six.
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Part VI. Indecision

Erestor hurried to his chambers and quickly shut the door behind him. He was breathing heavily from the run and his heart was racing. 'How could I have been so careless? And why is Legolas being so stubborn about this? Why can't he just leave me be? It's hard enough having to see him knowing I'll never have him. Must he make things even harder?

He took a deep breath. Erestor rummaged in his pockets, his searching hands closing around the smooth stone. He pulled it out and gazed at the blue gem longingly.

'What is the significance of it?' Erestor found himself wondering. He didn't know why, but for some reason he sensed there was more to this stone than he had first realized. It's unique shape tickling the edge of his memory.

He rubbed the smoothly polished stone and traced it's slightly rounded edges. What was it about this stone... It seemed familiar. Almost plain but for it's unique blue color, and yet not so. He had grown attached to it over the week it had been in his possession. It had a simple beauty that simply was. 'Like that of it's original owner.' Erestor thought with longing.

Unbidden images of the golden prince surfaced in his mind's eye. What he wouldn't give to know that body once again. The soft skin and silken hair, luscious lips and gentle caresses. Erestor's breath hitched as he vividly recalled his excursion with Legolas in the library. He had never felt that way before and the prince had ensnared his once hardened heart in that single night of bliss.

Noone had ever handed over such trust in him or given him such a sense of security before. Even though the prince had been far from submissive in their love play, he had allowed Erestor to take him. This had meant a lot to the advisor, since his past, and admittedly few,, partners had not been open to a reversal in their roles. In a way the prince had taken his virginity. A rather odd thought when applied to an elder elf like him.

Erestor had to grin at the somewhat absurd notion. He was far from an innocent. Though the much younger prince seemed to put even his own experience to shame.

Erestor could no longer ignore his feelings. They felt like they would soon overwhelm him. He couldn't believe the prince was so adamant about seeing him. His resolve to avoid the prince was slowly, but surely, chipping away.

He froze at a sudden knocking on his chamber door. He quickly hid the stone pendant in the folds of his robes. He stood up gracefully and swiftly crossed the room. He opened the door a crack to peer cautiously out of it.

Sighing in relief when his eyes met those of his Lord and friend, he opened the door wide, allowing entrance.

"Lord Elrond," He nodded in greeting.

"Erestor." Elrond smiled, placing down a tray containing a steaming mug of soothing herbal tea. Elrond looked his advisor over and smiled wider. "You are looking much improved."

Erestor nodded, taking the tea gratefully. "What brings you here, my lord?"

"I just thought I'd check up on you, see if you needed anything before I retired."

Erestor shook his head gently. "No thank you. I am feeling much better now. I think I just needed a day of rest.

"Hmm..." Elrond took a seat on the edge of Erestor's bed and beckoned to his friend to do likewise. Erestor did as he was bid and looked slightly alarmed.

"Was there... another reason for your being here?" Erestor asked nervously.

Elrond smiled reassuringly. "Actually there was. Erestor... Prince Legolas was searching for you today. He looked rather forlorn when he was unsuccessful."

"He...He did?" Erestor squeaked out.

Elrond fixed his unwavering gaze on the flustered advisor. "Aye. Did he manage to track you down?"

Erestor gulped and broke his gaze from Elrond's, casting his eyes down in shame. He nodded reluctantly.

"And...?" Elrond urged.

Erestor shook his head his cheeks flushing red. "I... I turned him away."

Elrond sighed in frustrated exasperation. Erestor might be a renown loremaster, knowledgeable advisor, and most trusted friend, but when it came to matters of the heart Imladris' chief counsellor was sorely lacking.

"Erestor. You need to stop avoiding him. You won't be able to forever. And he won't hurt you. I can guarantee this."

"You can? How...?" Erestor asked hesitantly.

"I spoke with him. He is honest. You need not fear any deception. His heart is true." Elrond assured.

"Really? What did he say?" Erestor asked curiously.

"I cannot tell you. He spoke to me in trust and I will not betray his confidence. I urge you. Speak to him. All will become clear."

Erestor nodded his understanding. Elrond stood up. "I must be leaving now. I expect you will be able to return to work tomorrow."

"Aye." Erestor agreed.

"Remember what I said. You need to speak with him." Before Erestor could even respond, Elrond had swept from the room.

Erestor lay back on his bed and sighed. What was he to do? He was more confused now than ever. Elrond apparently knew what the prince wanted to tell him. Was he saying the prince would let him down gently? Or, dare he even hope, admit that he held some affection for him?

His mind still in turmoil, Erestor dozed off fitfully.

tbc...
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I'm back. Sorry the chapter's so short. It was longer, but I had to split it up in order to get it posted tonight. I figure you don't mind so long as I promise to have the rest up tomorrow? XD
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Review Responces:

Fuji: Technicalities indeed. XD Don't worry, not long now though. =)

mysticheero: Elrond is just there to give them a little nudge in the right direction so to speak. He wants his friend to be happy. =) Legolas... threatening... didn't intend to come off that way. =x Hmm.. It's more he's extremely agravated and frustrated and Erestor running off certainly didn't improve his mood any. XD

NarielSkye: Really? They aren't? How are they usually portrayed? --; Don't worry. Next chapter they get their wake up call. And I had a lovely time at the wedding. Thank you. =3

Min: Isn't he? Yes, I like the kind Elrond as well. He plays the perfect mediator. =3 The trip was nice and I got about 3 chapters ready. XD