Last chapter for now! I'll come back tonight maybe to update again. Or on
Friday
Chapter 26: When you kiss me
As the night carried on it got more fun. We all spent the whole night dancing. And I had to admit, being here with James wasn't all that bad. He was a complete gentleman. He never ran out of topics to talk about. Not to mention he was a great dancer. But I wasn't about to announce that to everyone.
I almost felt...regret? Sadness? It's a complicated feeling. I couldn't help but feel sorry that I always rejected him and no I find out he is actually quite a catch. But then again I feel sad that I know I'm never going to be with him. I couldn't just act like that to Jacque...I was brought up better than that.
I wish there were a book to life. With all the life's answers in it. It was make everything so much easier on me. I need a guide to help me get threw this tough time.
It seemed as if my life was passing by me tonight. I couldn't help but feel proud of myself. I was proud of all that I accomplished. I was proud of what great friends I chose. All night I was thinking about all my years at Hogwarts while I was dancing with James. I always found myself thinking of memories about him. Even if they were annoying memories that I wanted to throw into a garbage disposal and never think about again, I was thinking about them. Correction, I was thinking about James. Non-stop, flat out, thinking about him. I guess I never noticed how incredibly attractive and sweet he could be. I wish I wasn't so confused or else I might be with him.
I always thought it was simple to make choices. Do I want to wear my black shoes or my white shoes? Chicken or Steak? Hippogriffs or Giant Squid? Pink or green? Jacque or James? But I think the hardest choice is choosing between your heart, and your brain. I wish I could easily say heart, but for some reason, my gut tells me brain.
"This will be our last song for tonight," I heard the band say. The started the last song.
"You coming Lil?" James asked taking my hand.
I stared into his hazel eyes and I thought I was going to burst into tears, yet again. Why must this always happen. I need some sort of sign...any thing to tell me what to do. And I don't mean Sirius locking me in a closet with James until we snogged for at least an hour. I need a true sign from Heaven to help me make it through this roller coaster.
"Yeah," I replied weakly.
James took my hand ever so delicately and led me to the dance floor. I heard the band play a familiar muggle tune that I had heard several times on the radio.
This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love.
"Are you okay Lily?" James asked staring at me with concern all over his gorgeous face.
I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders The world just goes away.
"Do you ever think of the future?" I asked weakly.
"All the time."
"What do you see in it?"
"I see happiness, dark times, living to be nice and old." He smiled, "Lots more."
Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me And when you're with me The world just goes away
"James," I started, "I'm sorry for ever being rude to you. I'm sorry for being such a git all these years."
"Don't apologize." He replied.
"No, I want to."
"There's no need to. Because I wouldn't trade all my seven years at Hogwarts for anything. I love it just the way it is." He leaned in a gave me a soft kiss, yet it was so powerful I felt sparks all throughout my body.
The way you hold me The way you show me that you adore me- Oh, when you kiss me.
I felt safe in James' arms. I didn't want that wonderful feeling to ever go away. Unfortunately, I felt as if it was slipping from my grasp because I had to go with my damn brain.
You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun
I can see the two of us together I know I'm going to be with you forever Love couldn't be any better.
Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me And when you're with me The world just goes away
I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders The world just goes away
Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me And when you're with me The world just goes away
And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me.
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Chapter 26: When you kiss me
As the night carried on it got more fun. We all spent the whole night dancing. And I had to admit, being here with James wasn't all that bad. He was a complete gentleman. He never ran out of topics to talk about. Not to mention he was a great dancer. But I wasn't about to announce that to everyone.
I almost felt...regret? Sadness? It's a complicated feeling. I couldn't help but feel sorry that I always rejected him and no I find out he is actually quite a catch. But then again I feel sad that I know I'm never going to be with him. I couldn't just act like that to Jacque...I was brought up better than that.
I wish there were a book to life. With all the life's answers in it. It was make everything so much easier on me. I need a guide to help me get threw this tough time.
It seemed as if my life was passing by me tonight. I couldn't help but feel proud of myself. I was proud of all that I accomplished. I was proud of what great friends I chose. All night I was thinking about all my years at Hogwarts while I was dancing with James. I always found myself thinking of memories about him. Even if they were annoying memories that I wanted to throw into a garbage disposal and never think about again, I was thinking about them. Correction, I was thinking about James. Non-stop, flat out, thinking about him. I guess I never noticed how incredibly attractive and sweet he could be. I wish I wasn't so confused or else I might be with him.
I always thought it was simple to make choices. Do I want to wear my black shoes or my white shoes? Chicken or Steak? Hippogriffs or Giant Squid? Pink or green? Jacque or James? But I think the hardest choice is choosing between your heart, and your brain. I wish I could easily say heart, but for some reason, my gut tells me brain.
"This will be our last song for tonight," I heard the band say. The started the last song.
"You coming Lil?" James asked taking my hand.
I stared into his hazel eyes and I thought I was going to burst into tears, yet again. Why must this always happen. I need some sort of sign...any thing to tell me what to do. And I don't mean Sirius locking me in a closet with James until we snogged for at least an hour. I need a true sign from Heaven to help me make it through this roller coaster.
"Yeah," I replied weakly.
James took my hand ever so delicately and led me to the dance floor. I heard the band play a familiar muggle tune that I had heard several times on the radio.
This could be it, I think I'm in love It's love this time It just seems to fit, I think I'm in love.
"Are you okay Lily?" James asked staring at me with concern all over his gorgeous face.
I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders The world just goes away.
"Do you ever think of the future?" I asked weakly.
"All the time."
"What do you see in it?"
"I see happiness, dark times, living to be nice and old." He smiled, "Lots more."
Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me And when you're with me The world just goes away
"James," I started, "I'm sorry for ever being rude to you. I'm sorry for being such a git all these years."
"Don't apologize." He replied.
"No, I want to."
"There's no need to. Because I wouldn't trade all my seven years at Hogwarts for anything. I love it just the way it is." He leaned in a gave me a soft kiss, yet it was so powerful I felt sparks all throughout my body.
The way you hold me The way you show me that you adore me- Oh, when you kiss me.
I felt safe in James' arms. I didn't want that wonderful feeling to ever go away. Unfortunately, I felt as if it was slipping from my grasp because I had to go with my damn brain.
You are the one, I think I'm in love Life has begun
I can see the two of us together I know I'm going to be with you forever Love couldn't be any better.
Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me And when you're with me The world just goes away
I can see you with me when I'm older All my lonely nights are finally over You took the weight of the world off my shoulders The world just goes away
Oh, when you kiss me I know you miss me And when you're with me The world just goes away
And when you kiss me I know you miss me Oh, the world just goes away When you kiss me.
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