Story: I Never Wanted To Be

Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Jackie)

Rating: R

Disclaimer: See chapter 1

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(A/N Everyone is probably wondering, where the hell did she get the

idea for Hermione being a whore? She's a bookworm!! Let me say this, I'm

a bookworm, too... But my dad died when I was 5, and I found him dead...

When you're like me, you don't want your kids (I don't have any, but I'm

saying future) to go through that sort of pain. I'm sort of putting

myself in Hermione's roll, and my ex boyfriend, Bret, in Harry's. My

feelings are all the same as Hermione's, but I'm not a whore. Okay? J

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Chapter 2

"Harry, I never wanted to be a whore. Really, I didn't. But... After

getting great compliments of sex things, the thought just came to mind.

You know how my dad died when I was three... I never wanted my kids to

get close to their father and then wake up one day, getting ready to go

to church, then find him laying dead in the bathroom hallway!"

"I understand that, but... Why in your right mind would you do that?"

"Because I don't want a man close to my heart," she said softly, and

got up. "I'm sorry. I think I need a--"

"No, you're not leaving," Harry said, and got up, standing in front of

her. He looked down into her eyes.

She looked up at him. All she could see was pain, hurt, and the one

thing she didn't want to see in them at all: Love. "Please, let me go,"

she begged quietly.

"I'll talk to this Amiee person, Mione. If you don't want to be a

bloody whore, then you're not going to be. You're pregnant, and I swear

on Merlin's grave I'll help you raise this kid, and you don't need to be

having sex while you are. But just tell me, why don't you want a man

close to your heart? Or your child's for that matter," he said.

"Because, Harry... I don't want to have to lose you, too. If this was

your kid, I wouldn't want him to find you dead. We've been through..."

"Mione, first off, I never said me, though I would love to be in that

role of being your lover, because I... Well, now isn't the time for

that. I've lost my father and mother, too. But you don't see me off

being a whore, do you?"

Hermione smiled slightly. "You're better at handling things than I

am," she said softly.

"No, I just use my mind to think things through, Mione. Usually you

do, too. But in this case, you didn't. Now let's go and talk to this

Amiee lady, and get you out of being a whore... For now at least. If

you have to go through five more years, then so be it. After that---"

"I'm through, because I love you," she said, and kissed him

passionately.

"I love you, too," he said.

EPILOGUE

Hermione had to go on being a whore for five more years after Haylei

Neycole POTTER was born. Her and Harry wed at the age of 24, a month

after little Haylei came to life. Haylei never figured out about her

mother's past, and luckily she never had to go through what both of her

parents went through.

THE END!!

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(A/N There you go. That's "I Never Wanted To Be". Short, I know... But

I need to work more on "Who's Is It?", because that's the story I've

been working on the longest... This is just a little something that came

into mind, you know... Hope you all liked it!! J)

(P.S. Sorry that this chapter is so short. Not a very good way to end

it, huh? J)