Hardest thing to do Chapter 5: Singing English Class, a school of rock fanfic

Disclaimer: not mine though…. As always not mine

Author's note: my first school of rock fic… so any mistakes please bear with me. This is a you/freddy fic.

Summary: after six months being together, you finally realize that you need to let go of Freddy even though you love him. Will Freddy accept the fact you are gone or will he do anything to be with you?

This chappie is dedicated to my friend Nathalie…

Hardest thing to do Chapter 4 "Singing English class"

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"Class listen up! Although this is an English class. I would like to make an exemption. Because it is already Friday I want you guys to sing" Your teacher said and saw the confusions in your and your classmates' eyes. So she explained further " Since you love music why don't we sing today"

The class lit up so the teacher continue, "so who would want to go first, right here in front?" Seeing no one raising his or her hands your teacher chooses you.

"ok, (You), why don't you go first?" your teacher said. You slowly stood up and walked in front. The teacher settled at the back for you to have the class' whole attention. You called Lawrence for him to play piano. You whispered something to him then Lawrence nodded.

You are now ready to sing but still you are nervous because Freddy is staring intently to you. In your mind, this song is dedicated to him. So you started to sing:

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...

Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The class is now all yours, they are starting to feel your song.

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all

So many emotions are now building up in you, anger, love, hatred and regret.

Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser too
I swore I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

You know Freddy was starting to get uneasy because he feels the same way too.

(The trouble with) Martha and Alicia joined in, although they are only their seats.

Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

Lawrence perfectly playing the piano that makes the whole class listening with emotions.

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride

(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control
(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all

You sing wholeheartedly and sincere because this is for you, for Freddy and to the Love you pushed away.

(The trouble with love is) Oh, yeah
(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)

You finished. The whole class clapped their hands. You looked at Freddy who clapped the most. Proud ness can be seen in his eyes. And you start walking back to your seat.

"Bravo, my dear so who wants to be the second?" the teacher asked.

Freddy suddenly stood up walked to Zach and whispered something. Then you saw them together walks towards in front.

Zach get his electric guitar then prepared. Freddy stood up in front and waited for Zach. Then Zach nodded indicating that he is ready. Freddy looked at you then started singing:

I just don't understand
Why you're running from a good man baby
Why you wanna turn your back on love
Why you've already given up

See I know you've been hurt before
But I swear I'll give you so much more
I swear I'll never let you down
Cause I swear it's you that I adore
And I can't help myself babe
Cause I think about you constantly
and my heart gets no rest over you

While hearing him sing, you knew this was for you. So you just bowed your head and prevent yourself from crying.

"Did you heard that, (You)… he's obviously not over you" you hear Katie whispers to you. Making you feel guilty. But you just ignored her.

I'll be taking up your time
Until the day I make you realize
That for your there could be no one else
I just gotta have you for myself
Baby I would take good care of you
No matter what it is you're going through
I'll be there for you when you're in need
Baby believe in me
If love was a crime
Then punish me
I would die for you
Cause I don't want to live without you
Oh what can I do?

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Cause I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Why do you keep us apart
Why won't you give up your heart
You know that we're meant to be together
Why do you push me away
All that I want is to give you love
Forever and ever and ever and ever

You can call me selfish
But all I want is your love
You can call me hopeless (hopeless)
Because I'm hopelessly in love
You can call me unperfect
But who's perfect?
Tell me what do I gotta do
To prove that I'm the only one for you

Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you
Selfishly I'm in love with you
Cause I've searched my soul
and know that it's you..

To prove that I'm the only one for you
So what's wrong with being selfish, selfish, selfish, selfish...
So what's wrong with being selfish...

He finishes it. The whole class stands up and clap their hands but you, you just remain seated like you were frozen in your chair. You saw Zach hug Freddy. Then he looks at you, then you started to notice that he's now close to tears. You looked away because of guilt. Because deep down inside, you know you're the reason of his tears.

"Very good, Mr. Jones so who's next?" the teacher asked again.

"No! Ms. Walters please could I suggest that (you) and Freddy have a duet?" Zach suddenly said. That makes your heart beat faster you suddenly stared at Zach. While Zach has this silly grin on his face.

"Yeah, please Ms. Walters let them sing. You don't know how great they sing together." Katie agreed.

Intrigued, the teacher suddenly said, "Ms. (You) can you?"

You're just about to say no but suddenly Freddy lend you his right hand indicating you to do it. His eyes meet yours. Eyes you couldn't deny so eventually you said yes. While holding his hand, you two walked in front. Lawrence is now with Zach along with Katie who's now holding her bass guitar. Freddy whispered something to Zach then Zach whispered it to Katie and Lawrence. Zach strung the first string then Lawrence started playing the piano then Katie. You recognized that song it was your favorite song.

Oh God you thought as Freddy started his verse

Moon so bright, night so fine

Keep your heart here with mine

Life's a dream we are dreaming

You looked at him staring at him longingly and sing:

Race the moon, catch the wind

Ride the night to the end

Sieze the day, stand up for the light

Then Freddy sings with you holding your hand tightly.

…I want to spend my lifetime loving you

If that is all in life I ever do

You were there singing with him. Like it was only you and Freddy seizing the moment. You didn't notice that the whole class are now grinning and smiling to each other.

"Look at them" Alicia said

"they are perfect!" Tomika exclaimed. Ignoring Summer's staring cold eyes.

"Yes, they were. Hope that they will be together again" Katie said as she eyed for Zach "and mine too" she sighed.

…I will want nothing else to see me through

If I can spend my lifetime loving you

The song ended beautifully that you wouldn't miss that there was already a tears falling from your eyes. Freddy saw it too so he gently brushes your tears. You looked at him and you finally realize something.

You love him and you can't deny it.

Oblivious to your surroundings Freddy said "(you), I love you! I don't care if I take a lifetime loving you. as long as I know that you were mine"

You're speechless. Suddenly he hugged you and said "I love you! please take me back"

And your answer is?

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Ok a little cliffy I guess!!. That's it did you like Freddy sings? Hope you like it as much I enjoyed writing this chappie. Please review!!

"The trouble with Love is" your song is actually sung by Kelly Clarkson.

"Selfish" Freddy's song is sung by N'sync

The song you and Freddy sings was actually "I want to spend my lifetime loving you" by Tina Arena and Marc Anthony. I love this song because my crush sings it to the whole class the other day!!

THANK YOU!! For the reviews.

Wyverna: I'm so sorry I thought I did…*smacks my head to the computer* bad Arien… if you want I will give you my favorite teddy bear Freddy. But I doubt you will get it from me *grins*. Thank you for supporting me even though I ignored you the last time worry not my dear I will mention you in every chapters I will post just keep on reviewing ok… thanks!!

Jessica: here have whole chocolate *gives a chocolate*

And to others please don't be mad at me… I love you all!!

Larien