Disclaimer: I do not own Trigun or any of the characters of this awesome show. If I did, everything would be different.
A/N: This is the chapter where it becomes mostly R rated...you'll have to read and find out why. The next chapter will be mostly R rated as well and other select chapters. Thanks to everyone who has reviewed so far and has read this story. Thanks for bearing with me! Enjoy!
Meryl dropped her head in her hands and cried, bearing the guilt of hurting the man who had loved her and whom she loved. She couldn't help but question in her mind whether or not she had made the right decision by saying yes to Knives' proposal and leaving Vash out in the cold.
Of course I made the right decision; after all, Knives did say that he loves me, but he was never there for me before. Is all this a lie? Vash chose to stay with Wolfwood over me, but is that really a good reason for leaving him? Damnit, life is so fucking confusing.
She knew deep down in her heart that she had made the right decision, but her subconscious voice in the back of her head continually told her that she was making a mistake. Was she?
The water had stopped running in the bathroom and the shower curtain could be heard opening. Knives emerged from the steam filled bathroom, hearing Meryl's sobs and rushing to her side to console her.
"Meryl, what's wrong?" asked Knives soothingly.
"He sounded so hurt and angry," whispered Meryl between sobs.
"He'll get over it."
"Knives, Vash loved me, and he is angry now, and hurt as well. I hate hurting people."
"Vash will move on. Don't cry, he probably has someone else. You don't need him." Knives took Meryl into his arms and held her as she slowly stopped sobbing.
"You're right," said Meryl, looking up into Knives' soft blue eyes.
"I am?" asked Knives, staring into Meryl's cool grey eyes.
"Yes, because Vash is probably with someone else and happy. And now, I'm happy and, hell, I'm getting married!"
Knives lifted Meryl out of the chair she was sitting in and sat her down on the bed, kissing her passionately, unbuttoning her blouse and laying her on her back. Meryl grabbed the back of Knives' neck and ran her fingers roughly through his short blonde hair.
"I love you Knives," whispered Meryl, sweet ecstasy filling her voice.
"I love you too Meryl," said Knives, yanking at the buttons on Meryl's slacks and pulling them off of her, leaving her in her bra and thong.
Meryl moved her hands slowly down Knives' back and pulled the towel from around his waist, leaving him naked on top of her. Knives slipped his hand into Meryl's thong and gently removed it, tossing it aside and working her bra off.
Meryl let out a gasp of pleasure as Knives slowly lowered himself on top of her and gently pushed himself into her. Her eyes rolled into the back of her head as Knives slowly went in and out, gently kissing her neck and massaging her breasts with his calloused hands. He moaned as he gently pulled out of her and moved slowly back, massaging Meryl's thighs as he began to enter her again with his tongue, moaning more with pleasure.
Meryl gripped the bed posts and moaned louder than before, eyes still rolling into the back of her head. She grabbed Knives by his short hair and lifted him off of her, staring into his pleasure filled eyes.
"Anything wrong?" he whispered, gasping for air.
"It's my turn," whispered Meryl sitting up and pulling Knives to her, rolling him over onto his back.
Meryl closed her eyes and gently rubbed Knives' stomach, going down onto his erection with her mouth. Knives moaned and ran his fingers through Meryl's short black hair, sighing with pleasure. She teased him, massaging him with her tongue, up and down, driving him mad.
Knives pulled Meryl off of him by her hair and pulled her on top of him, rolling over and rapidly moving in and out of her, pushing harder and faster than before. Meryl screamed out and stared up at Knives, sweet ecstasy filling her eyes.
"Oh God!" she yelled, wrapping her arms around Knives' neck, gasping for air. "Harder Knives. Fuck me harder."
Knives moved in and out faster and harder at Meryl's request, making her scream louder than before and giving him a much larger erection than before. He thrust himself harder into her, faster and faster, making the bed move with them. Meryl's body conformed to his motions as he arched his back, adjusting himself into a different position. Meryl opened her eyes and stared into Knives' soft blue ecstasy filled eyes as he ejaculated inside of her, slowly lying back on the bed, allowing Knives to pull out of her.
Knives rolled over onto his back and stared at the ceiling, gasping for air and glancing at Meryl out of the corner of his eye, watching as she slowly slipped into sleep. Knives closed his eyes and slowly found himself drifting into a much needed sleep, thinking quietly to himself as he did.
Damn, I love that girl...
A/N: Okay, so I'm not that good at writing sex scenes, but this is my first fic. Hopefully next chapter will turn out better than this one...it's kinda hard to type this kind of scene with your parents constantly walking in and out. Anyways please review!