I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering,
splendid,
Tell me, princess, now
when did
You last let your heart
decide
I can open your eyes,
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride
A whole new world
A new fantastic point
of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming
A whole new world
A dazzling place I've
never knew
Unlike when way up here,
Its crystal clear that
now I'm in a whole new world with you.
Later
that night, as promised, Remus Lupin, along with his parents, Alan and
Charlene, arrived at the Dijon doorstep, carrying a homemade mince pie.
It was Mrs. Dijon that answered the door, and ushered them inside. Remus
was an only child, and of course was the same age as Jaimie. He, along
with Jaimie, would be starting his sixth year at Hogwarts. He also was
in Gryffindor, and a very close cousin and friend to Jaimie. Which is why
Dominique despised him as well, though she wasn't fool enough to show it
in front of the parents. Nonetheless, when Mrs. Dijon had told him that
Jaimie was in her room, Dominique followed him, sneering at him along the
way.
When
he had finally lost her at Jaimie's door, Remus, who normally wasn't one
to show anger or loathing for anyone, came in ranting and raving about
Dominique
"I can't
believe her! How could she be like this? I have never done harm to her
in anyway, and still she does this to me. I'm glad she doesn't know that
I'm a-you know. . ." Remus exclaimed.
Jaimie
looked up, her eyes red and watery, her cheeks tear stained.
"James?"
Remus faltered from his raging.
"Remus
. . ." She got up from her position on her bed and hugged Remus, trying
to stifle her tears. Puzzled, never having a girl break down on his shoulder
before, Remus just patted her back awkwardly, and said, rather uncertainly,
"Everything will be fine."
He took
her to her bed, and forced her to sit down, her face buried in her hands.
"What's
wrong? Why're you crying?" Remus asked.
"Damion."
Jaimie said simply.
"Oh.
Honestly, James, don't cry, he's just a guy." Remus sympathized, "He was
an asshole, too."
"He wasn't
always like that! He wasn't always obnoxious. He used to be so nice, and
sweet. But I don't know, he's changed. Ever since last year. I know I shouldn't
be but I miss him. Anyway I don't wanna bother you with my problems." Jaimie
said, with a reassuring smile.
Remus
smiled back. something that always calmed Jaimie down. So, taking a tissue
and wiping her wet eyes and blowing her nose, she said, "Thanks Remy."
"No problem.
Hey if you want, we can go kick his ass or something, we can prank him.
You want?"
Jaimie
laughed at the thought. "No, I don't want that. That's just wrong. But
then again, he called Lily a mudblood. Did I tell you that?" She looked
up at Remus who had gone to her dresser and looked at a couple of pictures
atop it. He held a picture of Damion and Jaimie together, but instead
of doing something couple-ish, the photographic Damion was trying to snog
the photographic Jaimie, but she was trying to get away from him. He chuckled
to himself, and put back the picture grabbing another frame, one with Jaimie
and Lily, and a group of other friends who were posing for Remus.
"Feh.
Huh? What did you say, sorry I wasn't paying attention." Remus apologized.
"Thanks."
Jaimie said, sarcastically.
"Sorry,
I'm just looking at your pictures. Even in photographs your friends never
quit."
"Yeah,
You should hear them talk about you guys." Jaimie put a voice on, "Oh,
did you see James looking at me he so likes me! Oh look Sirius, he's so
sexy. Oh My god there's Remus, HI REMUS! It's enough to drive anyone
up the wall." She said shaking her head. Anyway, Damion called Lily a mudblood.
He's never called her that before. It's like, the Malfoy gene is catching
up to him."
"He called
Lily a mudblood?!" Remus repeated, outraged.
"Yep,
I was so ready to slap him. He's never minded before. He was always so
friendly to her. But now . . . It's like he's a whole other person."
"Hmm,
you don't say." Remus said, pensively.
"Anyway
do your friends know?" He said, pointing to another picture of Jaimie's
friends, Lily and Jaimie seemed to have walked away from their photogenic
friends.
"Nope.
But I expect they'll be in a right state. According to them we were the
'perfect match.' Did you know that it was actually Rita that made me go
out with Damion?"
"Really."
He was looking at a picture of Rita who was now making smooching faces
at him.
"Mm hmm,
at that point I'd already had the biggest crush on Sirius- Oh!" She placed
a hand over her mouth, appalled that she had let slip that piece of information
to a boy, and one of Sirius' best friends no less.
"Ahh."
Remus smiled insidiously at her, then his smile dropped and turned to a
smirk and he then added, "Actually, I already knew that." He shrugged and
then proceeded to look out of her window, which opened out to their backyard.
"How?
You don't suppose he knows do you? If he doesn't, promise not to tell!"
Jaimie pleaded frantically.
"It was
pretty obvious. And I won't tell, but I think he likes you too." He said,
knowingly.
"You
really think so?" Jaimie said uncertainly. Lily had said the same thing,
but hearing it from one of his best friends was all the more convincing.
Remus
nodded his head, and Jaimie giggled excitedly.
"Actually,
to tell you the truth, he was one of the reasons why I started avoiding
you. Because you were always together pranking people."
"What?
You were afraid we'd prank you?" Remus asked, baffled.
Jaimie
smiled sheepishly at him.
"I'd
never do that to you. Neither would Sirius or James, for that matter. He
would never let anything happen to you, especially since you are one of
the most popular people at school." Remus smirked.
"Shut
up! I hate it when people say that."
Remus
finished his inspection of her room, before going back to her bed, and
plopping down upon it. Jaimie opened her mouth to say something, but shut
it again. Noticing this, Remus asked, "Something you want to say?"
Jaimie
paused, then said, "As a matter of fact, I do. Sirius, James and Peter
know your secret don't they."
Remus'
eyes widened for a second, before returning to normal size. His face suddenly
became solemn, and his hand stroked his chin. Finally, after a nerve-racking
minute to Jaimie, he said, wearily, "Yes."
"How'd
they find out, you didn't tell them did you?" She asked, a hint of worry
in her voice.
"No,
they found out on their own." Remus looked as if he wanted to say more,
but apparently decided against it, and Jaimie didn't pursue the subject
any further, however, she felt immense grief and sorrow for her dearest
cousin and then said, "I'm sorry, Remy." She leaned toward him, and gave
him a large hug. She lay her head on his shoulder, and gave a big sigh.
They stayed this way for a long time, Jaimie on the verge of crying once
more.
"I'm
sorry," She repeated, "Its all my fault."
"No it
wasn't!" Remus replied. "It wasn't your fault, but the bloody bastard who'd
bitten me."
"Yes
it was. If you never came, I would've been bitten, and you wouldn't be
the werewolf."
"Don't
say that, it wasn't your fault, and things wouldn't be better if you'd
been bitten."
"I'm
sorry anyway . . . I'm sorry for everything!" She felt the tears fall down
her cheek, and disappear into Remus' robes.
Remus
put his arms around her and hugged her tightly.
"Its
ok, I don't blame you in the slightest." He whispered.
"Remus,
you're more of a sibling to me than Dominique. I never want to lose you."
"I know."
He replied, his voice full of warmth. Of course he knew this already. He
loved Jaimie as if she were his own sister, and he knew she loved him as
well. And they both knew that they would go to any lengths to save the
other.
She pulled
away from him, and he offered her his sleeve, which she declined, using
her own. When she had done that, she looked up at Remus, who was smiling
benignly, and Jaimie returned the smile almost too happily.
But before
Jaimie or Remus could say any more, Mrs. Dijon's voice called from
below, beckoning them to dinner. So, drying her watery eyes on her sleeve,
she stood upon the floor, reached the door, and turned the handle, letting
Remus out before she herself went out in the hall. Dominique had
already reached the last stair, as Remus and Jaimie appeared at the landing.
They walked downstairs, and turned left going into the dining room where
Jaimie's and Remus' parents had sat around the table already, Mr. and Mrs.
Dijon sitting at the opposite ends of the table, Aunt Charlene and Uncle
Alan sitting on one side, Dominique and two empty seats on the other.
Jaime
and Remus walked in, amid Mr. and Mrs. Lupin's cries of joy. Dominique
smirked evilly from her unnoticed spot. Jaimie looked nervously over at
her sister, and gave a weak smile to her aunt and uncle.
"Your
looking more and more like Belle everyday." Aunt Charlene said, pinching
Jaimie's cheek. The others at the table laughed, and Jaimie glanced at
Dominique, whose eyes were glinting maliciously. Oh god, this is going
to be a story to tell, why couldn't I have come here before Dominique!
She thought desperately.
Finally,
when she was released from the fawning clutches of Aunt Charlene, she retreated
to her seat beside Remus, who patted her arm apologetically.
With
that, Mr. Dijon said, "Ok, let's eat." And soon platters of chicken, mashed
potatoes, corn and roast beef were being passed around the table. The adults
were having fun talking about the new hairdo, or else talking about the
Quidditch World Cup. Remus would sometimes answer a question or two whether
he liked to fly, and he would nod politely, but besides that, neither Jaimie,
Remus or Dominique talked much, except when addressed. When dessert was
being passed around, still the talk between the grown-ups had not wavered,
until a voice from the fireplace called out Jaimie's name. Puzzled, Jaimie,
pulling Remus along, went to check who the caller was, though she didn't
have to. She recognized that drawled, bored voice anywhere.
As the
fireplace came into view, the flames dancing merrily in the grate, Jaimie
took note of the head of her ex-boyfriend, sitting quite placidly among
the flames.
"Damion?
How'd you get the right fireplace?" Jaimie asked, with Remus in tow.
"I had
to talk to you . . . alone. What's he doing here?" He diverted,
noticing Remus in the corner, his arms folded across his chest, looking
very formidable indeed.
"He's
my cousin, if you must know, and I already said all I need to say to you
this afternoon, so good bye." She walked away, taking Remus' arm and walking
back to the dining room. As she was about to go out of the living room
hall, she chanced a glance back, and noticed that the flames no longer
had a head in them.
She asked
permission to be excused and ran up the stairs, Remus following close behind
her, and they ran into Jaimie's room, shutting the door where she promptly
started grumbling about Damion.
"I can't
believe him! He actually had the nerve to call upon me! And he was being
a total-" She cast about for a word.
"Dick?"
Remus supplied.
"Yeah,
and he was completely rude to you! I can't believe him!" Jaimie went on,
especially about how rude he was to Remus.
"It's
alright, honestly, I don't mind. He doesn't know we're cousins, he probably
thought we were an item." He replied with a shrug.
"If my
friends heard that , I think that they would excommunicate me." She said,
giggling.
"What?
They fancy me?" He said, as if it were the most ludicrous idea in
world.
"Yeah,
didn't you see my picture? They were posing for you. Well I should say,
your actually one of many boys they fancy. They're quite girlie. They'll
like anything that's got a hot dog between the legs-"
"Jaimie!"
Remus interjected, startled.
"What?"
Jaimie laughed, "Its true! But don't tell 'em I said so."
Remus
smiled impishly back at her, before taking a piece of parchment and a quill
and jotting a few things down upon it.
Curious,
Jaimie asked, "What are you doing?"
"Writing,"
Was the simple reply.
"Obviously."
Jaimie said.
She got
up and tried to look over his shoulder at what he was doing. But he covered
it with his arm and said, "Nope, I'll show you when I'm done."
She started
pushing his arm away, but he was too strong and lifted her up around the
waste and hung her over his shoulder, carrying her to the other side of
the room, Jaimie squealing and laughing against him.
"Remy!
Uh, Remy your so mean!" She cried, trying hard not to laugh.
When
he put her down and ran back to his parchment and quill, she pretended
to be angry, "Ugh," She cried in mock disgust, "Just because your taller
and stronger than me, doesn't give you the right to carry me, men." She
crossed her arms in indignation and put her nose in the air.
Preoccupied,
Remus responded, his voice slightly muffled, "Tough luck, dear cousin."
Jaimie
got up and made her way to Remus, her hands outstretched, but Aunt Charlene's
voice boomed up through the landing, beckoning to Remus, Jaimie and Dominique.
Remus,
making sure to pocket the parchment with his writing upon it, hurried to
the door, letting Jaimie out first this time, saying in a very silky voice,
"Ladies first." He bowed her out.
"Shut
up, Remy." She ordered him lightly.
"Why
miss, why so angry?"
Jaimie
stuck her tongue out at him.
They
trooped down the stairs, Dominique receiving a large hug from Aunt Charlene
and Uncle Alan. Jaimie smiled sneakily down on Dominique, before Aunt Charlene
took her in a bear hug as well. Remus received a hug from Mrs. Dijon and
a hearty pat from Mr. Dijon. And with a last hug from Remus to Jaimie,
and very reluctantly, Remus to Dominique, the Lupin's left.
Jaimie
traipsed back up to her room and shut the door. Leaving the rest of the
family to their own devices. She lay on her bed, thinking about Damion,
his unkind words about Lily, and then to Sirius. Her heart skipped a beat.
Even
when I'm thinking of him, he still gives me goose bumps. She folded
her arms and began rubbing her upper arm, something she did whenever she
was under pressure. She reminisced about how lovely he smelled, and his
dark eyes, that were always lit with laughter. She quickly lost herself
in a daydream, and didn't even notice a tawny owl swoop in through her
open window, a letter clutched in its beak. The owl dropped the letter
in her face, before landing on the bed next to her. Surprised, Jaimie took
the paper, and unfolded it, and her heart rate shot up when she read who
it was from.
Dear Jaimie,
How are you? How's your arm? Anyway, I didn't know any other way to get this to you, and I didn't know if I could talk to you by floo powder so I just wrote you a note, thinking that my owl could find you. Anyway, I'm just writing to you to ask if you can come to the fireplace in your house. Do you think you can? If so at what time? I think that we can talk then.
Sirius Jaimie hurriedly took a quill and a blank piece of parchment, and jotted down an answer, careful not to sound as if a desperate, barely single person. When she was done writing her answer, she reread it to see if something was wrong. Dear Sirius,
I am fine, thank you for asking. The bruise isn't so bad, I've covered it with a bracelet to keep the folks from asking. Anyway, as to a meeting at the fireplace, I'd love to. And it might be a little safer to call on me at around nine-ish. Less chance of being interrupted. Well, I can't wait!
Jaimie
Finally satisfied,
she rolled up the parchment, and tied it to the owl's scaly leg, before
watching it fly out of the the open window. She watched as the owl became
a tiny pinprick in the sky, subconsciously letting out a dreamy sigh. In
spite of her mood, she smiled, hardly waiting for the moment that she would
see Sirius face to face again.
And so,
she sat idly in her room, trying and failing to do something that could
preoccupy her until her meeting with Sirius. She actually amused herself
with looking at all her photographs, and discarding those which involved
Damion. And then, she fell upon a picture she had not seen in ages.
It was
a photograph of herself and Remus at a birthday party. They both wore party
hats, and were dressed to match, with a pair of red overalls, and a short
sleeved shirts which had golden snitches and ordinary objects turning into
other things. She gazed at it, nostalgia filling her heart. She was captivated
at how young she looked. She noticed that one of her teeth were missing,
as well as Remus, and they could not have been older than age five. This
was before he turned into a werewolf. He looked so happy and carefree.
I'm so sorry, Remus, It's all my fault. She stared at the smiling and
waving face of a five-year-old Remus, eyes filled with so much mirth and
happiness, and herself. And despite her feelings of elation at meeting
Sirius, a tear fell from her eye, and landed upon the glass of the picture
frame, so that her photo-face was slightly augmented.
Realizing
what she had done, she quickly swiped at her eyes, trying to prevent more
tears from spilling, and hurriedly dried the glass. She gave a sigh and
placed the picture on her bedside table, placing it in front of her alarm
clock, so that when she awoke to its sound the next day, she would see
her and Remus' younger faces gleaming happily at her.
When
she had found something to sustain her, nine o'clock didn't seem such a
long time. So finally, when it was five 'til nine, she peeked carefully
out in the hallway to make sure no one would see her going down the stairs
and meet with Sirius. When the coast was clear, she opened the door a bit
wider and tiptoed out and down the stairs to the fireplace. She walked
into the living room to find that Sirius' head was sitting, much like Damion's
had, among the flames, looking very curiously around the living room. Surprised
that Sirius was already there, at what she thought was five minutes 'til,
she suddenly burst into speech.
"Oh my
goodness, was I late? I thought if I had come a bit earlier I would've
made it." She said, breathlessly.
"You're
not late, I'm just early." Sirius said, a hint of amusement in his voice.
"Oh.
Well, we're here, what did you need to talk about?" She asked as casually
as possible.
"Don't
be silly, your coming to my house. come on, take some floo powder and come
on in. Its "12 Grimmauld Place." He said, as if it was alright for Jaimie
to go on nighttime strolls with a very handsome and capable boy.
But not
wanting to sound lame in front of one of the coolest boys ever, Jaimie
hesitated, looking slightly dumbfounded, before saying, "At this time?"
"Sure
why not? It'll be fun, no interruptions." He said, "Besides, Sirius wants
you to be with him, pweeeease?" He gave her a very persuasive expression,
and unable to refuse, Jaimie consented, and threw the green powder into
the flames where Sirius' head had recently been.
She stepped
amid the once orange now green flames and cried, "12 Grimmauld Place!"
Before she was sent spinning away from her living room, feeling slightly
disinclined to leave the safety of her house.
Finally
when she had stopped spinning, she felt herself being propelled forward,
but for the third time today, she was caught by Sirius, who smiled winningly
down at her, and all her worries had vanished from her mind as his lovely
scent filled her nostrils, and she felt a tad self-conscious that her trip
to his house by floo powder was not a very clean one.
Sirius
helped her gain her balance, and promptly brushed a hand through his well
kept, dark hair. His dark eyes once more glinting with a mischievous light.
Jaimie preoccupied herself from staring avidly at every inch of Sirius
by brushing nonexistent particles from her shirt and jeans. Finally, when
she could find not one other bit of clothing that needed dusting and looked
at Sirius who gave her a knee weakening smirk. Promptly, he took her hand
and steered her out of what seemed to be the dining room. When they had
reached double french doors, he pulled down the handle and pushed the door
open quietly, so that he did not wake anyone. He looked back at her and
smiled again, place a finger to his lips and motioned for her to be quiet.
So, her hands still held lightly in his, they crept out of the dining room,
and into a hallway. And it wasn't very comforting.
Placed
on plaques high above their heads, were house-elf heads. And under them,
were sleeping paintings of what seemed to be the Black's ancestors. They
reached the bottom of a stairway, but he did not lead her up it, but instead
kept going, toward the front door. He turned the handle very slowly once
more, as if afraid that the tiniest squeak would awaken the whole neighborhood.
He pushed
open the door and held it open for Jaimie to go through, all the while
still not letting go of her hand. When he shut the door, he turned to Jaimie,
who smiled at him, and said, "Sorry about that. The folks can even hear
the drop of a pin so we had to be careful. Didn't want anyone to follow
us."
"Follow
us where?" Jaimie asked, slightly curious.
"Just
around. This is really the only time that I can't be disturbed. Come one,"
He walked forward, still clutching Jaimie's hand and said, "I know a place."
So, walking
away from the safety of Sirius' front door, He led her down their neat
path and turned left, his pace quickening with excitement, which was so
infectious that Jaimie was getting very anxious to get where he intended
them to go. They walked farther on, occasionally turning a corner or crossing
the street, Jaimie now completely excited that she started jumping around
Sirius, who would laugh and vaguely answer her inquiries as to where they
were going.
"Just
a little farther." He half soothed, half teased, and when he did say this,
she would playfully slap his arm.
Finally,
when they were at the corner about fifteen minutes from where they were
originally, he stopped, and turned around to face Jaimie with a smile.
"Are
we there yet?" She asked hopefully.
"Not
quite, but I want you to close your eyes."
"Why?"
Jaimie asked, a bit alarmed.
"You'll
see." He walked around her, Jaimie frozen in place as he place both his
hands lightly over her eyes.
"Sirius-"
She began.
"Shh
. . . just trust me." He said, and for an unknown reason (which in retrospect
was very foolish) she did.
So they
walked forward this way, though their going was slow. Sirius, who was a
full head taller than Jaimie, pressed his lean body close to her, so that
Jaimie could feel his breathing and his heart beating. Sirius looked lovingly
down at her, and unknown to Jaimie, smelled her hair.
"Are
we there yet?" She asked once more.
"Almost."
He answered.
After
two minutes, Sirius once more stopped, and said, "We're here."
Sirius
slowly pulled his hands away from her eyes and let her see what was in
front of her. She was a little disappointed to see that it was a- "A park?"
"Yeah,
come on."
He vaulted
over the almost falling fence gate and jumped down on the other side. Doing
the same, Jaimie climbed carefully over the fence and jumped into the arms
of Sirius. Their faces were both inches from each other. Jaimie biting
her lips, almost expectantly, before Sirius let go and walked to the play
area where there stood two swings, a teeter totter and various other playground
equipment.
Sirius
ran ahead, and grabbed hold of the monkey bars, pulling his body up, and
doing a back flip easily.
Jaimie
watched him as he ran to and fro, trying each thing at least once. She
noticed he avoided the swings, and said, "I haven't been in a park for
years. Brings back memories."
Sirius
just let out a bark-like laugh that echoed throughout the empty playground.
"Shh,
Sirius, people can hear us." Jaimie said, as she looked up at Sirius, who
had now climbed up to the very top of the jungle gym and started beating
upon his chest, comically.
Jaimie
couldn't help laughing, as Sirius jumped down from his perch. He walked
over to her, and took her in his arms and said, "What, Miss, may I ask
is so funny?"
"You
are!" She cried.
Pretending
to look affronted, he said, "Moi? I have never heard of anything so preposterous."
"Uh huh,
yeah right. Sirius Black is synonymous with preposterous." She said, trying
and failing to look seriously at him.
Sirius
smiled at her, and caught Jaimie off guard, for the next second, she was
on the ground, trying to fight against Sirius, who was tickling her madly.
"Siri-Sirius"
She gasped between her fits of laughter.
"What?
Can't understand you!" He replied, pinning Jaimie so she could not get
away.
"S-stop!"
She managed.
He consented,
and Jaimie gasped for breath. He got off of her, and held out a hand to
help her up. She took it, and stood up, dusting off her back.
"That's
not fair, you cheated." She accused, pretending to be angry.
"I would
never cheat." He replied.
"Yeah,
you wouldn't." She feigned, catching Sirius off guard before she jumped
on him and started tickling him.
He managed
to get Jaimie off, and ran toward the other direction. Jaimie cried, "Hey
no fair! Your stronger than me!"
"Bleh!"
He stuck his tongue at her, childishly.
Jaimie
turned the other way and started to walk the other way. Giving in, Sirius
walked over to her, and tested, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to insult you."
But still
she did not respond. Finally, deciding that her anger was real he walked
up to her and attempted to give her a hug, when she turned around and rub
his head hard, messing his hair.
"Hey
look who cheated now!" Sirius, called, laughing.
"Bleh!"
It was Jaimie's turn to be childish. She ran away from Sirius, who caught
her in no time, and overbalancing, they fell down, Sirius breaking her
fall.
Both
panting, Jaimie lay on top of Sirius, a little worried if he was alright.
"Are you okay?" She brushed away a lock of hair from his face, " Did I
hurt you? I'm sorry."
Sirius
smiled wryly up at her and said, "I don't mind." He gave her an impish
grin and she pulled herself off of him, disgusted.
"Your
such a pervert!" She teased.
She looked
about for something to do, and noticed the swings that were untouched,
and ran toward it, calling after Sirius, "C'mon, let's have a race, see
who gets the highest faster!"
She planted
herself on the swing, and waited as Sirius walked casually over to her,
and instead of sitting down on the extra swing, went behind her and pushed.
"This
is okay too." Jaimie said, enjoy the wind ripple her hair, and blow lightly
across her face as she swung back and forth, feeling Sirius' hands push
her firmly forward.
"Which
do you prefer, night or day." Jaimie asked suddenly.
"I'm
not partial to either one. And you?"
"Night."
"Hmm,
why?"
"Because,
its the only time where I can be alone, and not have Dominique or my parents
or Damion grill me. And I love the stars. They're so beautiful, you can
just look at them without feeling pressure to be something."
"True."
Sirius replied, as he grabbed the chains and stopped her from swinging
further. He placed his face right next to hers and whispered in her ear,
"You know, there's supposed to be a meteor shower soon, wanna see it with
me?"
"Is that
an invitation?"
"Of course."
"Then
yes."
Sirius
smiled, and began to push her again, and watched as Jaimie closed her eyes,
and enjoyed the quiet.
After a few minutes, Jaimie had an idea, and planted her feet firmly into
the sand to keep herself from going further. Jaimie stood up and
faced Sirius, who looked politely puzzled at her. She walked around the
swing, and took his hands his hers, and said, "Let's dance."
She placed
his right hand firmly in hers, and his left hand on her hips, placing her
left hand on his neck, and began to lead him in circles, the moon, a brilliant
scythe in the sky, lighting their way.
Now Jaimie
wasn't the best dancer, but dancing came naturally to her, and she had
no problem leading Sirius around, in fact, it was actually nice to finally
be the leader for a change.
Circuit
after circuit, Sirius looked down upon their feet, trying to get the hang
of the dance, and when he did, he looked happily at Jaimie, who smiled
back. After a few minutes, Sirius had mastered the step and began doing
intricate moves. Then, their dance suddenly became a game, and he spun
her around and around until they had gotten dizzy, and they both let go
of each other, falling lightly on the soft grass, gazing up at the stars.
They both giggled madly, and when their mirth subsided, Jaimie gazed up
at the stars pensively, thinking of nothing in particular, enjoying the
company of Sirius and relaxing at the fact that she was with whom she so
longed to be with. After a few minutes however, the grass beneath her head
suddenly became and uncomfortable, and started shift to get into a better
position.
Noticing
this, Sirius turned to her and said, "C'mon, lie down on my chest, its
more comfortable."
"No its
alright-" She began.
Interrupting
her he said, "No its okay, come on, I won't bite." He said, bracingly.
Reluctantly,
Jaimie relaxed her head on his chest, and put her left arm under her head
to ease the burden a bit, but instead, he took her hand in his and held
it there, gently stroking her soft skin with his thumb. Relaxed, and at
peace, she gave a sigh and looked up at the crescent moon, and suddenly
remembered Remus. Her gut filled with guilt, and suddenly remembered that
Sirius knew that he was a werewolf too. She looked up at Sirius, who looked
down at her too, and she said, "I wish we can stay here forever."
"Yeah.
. . " Sirius agreed.
Jaimie
paused, debating to herself whether to proceed, then decided it was better,
"So, You know about Remus' secret?"
Sirius
paused, pondering if she knew, and then said cautiously, "What are you
talking about?"
"About
his monthly trip to his sick mother's?" She said, hinting.
Realizing
that she knew too, he proceeded, "Yeah."
"How'd
you find out?"
"Well,
we just noticed a whole bunch of coincidences."
"Like
how he was sick during the full moon?"
"Yes,
and when he faced the boggart in Defense, it turned into the moon, remember?"
"Yeah."
Jaimie reminisced the situation.
"How
long have you known?" Sirius asked her.
Jaimie
paused, not wanting to give out too much information on the moment. "Since
he was first bitten."
"Oh.
You guys are close aren't you?"
"Yeah,
he's like the brother I never had. How about you, barely five years, and
you guys already have nicknames."
Sirius
laughed softly. His left hand had now found their perch on her head, as
he smoothed her hair back. Jaimie felt relaxed as he stroked her gently.
Sirius smiled inwardly, the weight of her head on his chest seemed enough
to for him. And he sat happily, thinking of nothing in particular, and
gazing absently at the stars. Jaimie closed her eyes peacefully, and listened
to Sirius' heart beat under her, and never felt safer in her entire life.
She really did feel like she could stay this way forever . . . Suddenly,
as if she was stung by a bee, Jaimie sat bolt upright, and cried, "Oh my
goodness, how long have we been out here?"
"Not
long enough." Sirius said regretfully, sitting up too.
Jaimie
raised her left hand and peered down at her watch, it read '1:34'.
Jaimie stood up, Sirius following suit, and said, "We'd better go, its
half past one."
"I didn't
think we stayed out here for that long." Sirius added, getting up as well.
"Yeah,
it was so fun." She laughed.
Sirius
agreed. He walked over to the broken down fence and climbed over, catching
Jaimie once more when it was her turn. Instead of pulling away quickly,
they stayed in each other's arms, Jaimie finding warmth in Sirius' dark
eyes, something that always wasn't there to begin with. She closed her
eyes, and he did too. She felt her forehead touched his, anticipating the
feeling of his lips, but then a little nugget of guilt crept into
her mind and instead placed her hands on his chest, and said, "I can't.
It's too soon. I'm sorry." She apologized to him, before pulling away,
the mood ruined.
The look
of disappointment on his face was pronounced only for a second. His face
became solemn, and he nodded, saying, "Its alright. Don't worry about it."
He took
her hand, and headed home. Jaimie, a boiling pot of emotions, gripping
his hand as they walked back to his house.
A/N: The ending is a bit weak, but . . . i couldn't think of anything. Thanks to those who read, and to those who reviewed, I love you! ;)
Special thanks to Mishi6 for correcting me w/ the scythe/sickle thing ^_^
