Never Again
Sometimes, I lay awake in the moonlit night. And I think the unthinkable. I think about my love for you. About everything we had. I think about our love. Our heated moments in that tower .I remember the blood that spilled from my swollen lips. And the marks along your back. The long scratches that bled. I would lick the sweetness of it. Taste it. Savor it. I loved the way my name echoed off the walls, it was from you, from the deep recesses of your heart. And in most lustful moments, when you would bruise me. Hurt me. But I loved it. Oh how I loved it.
No one knew. I craved the danger. I could leave my world of following rules and I'd break them in one night I'd break them all. You'd leave and I'd be begging for more. I'd cry when you'd leave. I spent my nights in that tower. I swear I could have filled it with my tears if only you hadn't come back. You broke me. You let me free. I felt it every time you thrust into me. I would scream your name in lust in passion and in love. In the beginning it was innocent. It fulfilled my needs and yours I assumed. But eventually it wasn't enough. We would make love to each other in the most passionate ways, and it made me more whole then I ever thought possible. I wanted to be with you forever. I remember it like it was yesterday. And when I had no tears to cry, I'd lay awake and think of you. For there was nothing that meant more to me then you. And you stayed one night. You stayed even when we weren't making-love. And you'd hold me. And I'd cry again. I had so many tears to cry. And I'd ask you why we couldn't be together and you'd never answer. For if you did you feared there would never be away. I cherished those moments with you. I loved you, you made me live. You made me see for I was blind before you. I knew you weren't evil. For you were only trapped in evils grip. And one day, I saw a tear in your eye. All at once I ceased my crying. And I held you, I rocked you. I knew we would never be together. But I dreamed. Dreams were how I lived. I could have sworn you were a dream. But you continued to come to the tower. And I continued to love you more.
Until one day you didn't come. And I died that day. I'll never know why you didn't come. Until, the letter informed me of my worst fears. And I didn't see you after that. I never saw you again. And then I knew. You gave me life and then you tore it away......And I knew that I would never truly live again.
Sometimes, I lay awake in the moonlit night. And I think the unthinkable. I think about my love for you. About everything we had. I think about our love. Our heated moments in that tower .I remember the blood that spilled from my swollen lips. And the marks along your back. The long scratches that bled. I would lick the sweetness of it. Taste it. Savor it. I loved the way my name echoed off the walls, it was from you, from the deep recesses of your heart. And in most lustful moments, when you would bruise me. Hurt me. But I loved it. Oh how I loved it.
No one knew. I craved the danger. I could leave my world of following rules and I'd break them in one night I'd break them all. You'd leave and I'd be begging for more. I'd cry when you'd leave. I spent my nights in that tower. I swear I could have filled it with my tears if only you hadn't come back. You broke me. You let me free. I felt it every time you thrust into me. I would scream your name in lust in passion and in love. In the beginning it was innocent. It fulfilled my needs and yours I assumed. But eventually it wasn't enough. We would make love to each other in the most passionate ways, and it made me more whole then I ever thought possible. I wanted to be with you forever. I remember it like it was yesterday. And when I had no tears to cry, I'd lay awake and think of you. For there was nothing that meant more to me then you. And you stayed one night. You stayed even when we weren't making-love. And you'd hold me. And I'd cry again. I had so many tears to cry. And I'd ask you why we couldn't be together and you'd never answer. For if you did you feared there would never be away. I cherished those moments with you. I loved you, you made me live. You made me see for I was blind before you. I knew you weren't evil. For you were only trapped in evils grip. And one day, I saw a tear in your eye. All at once I ceased my crying. And I held you, I rocked you. I knew we would never be together. But I dreamed. Dreams were how I lived. I could have sworn you were a dream. But you continued to come to the tower. And I continued to love you more.
Until one day you didn't come. And I died that day. I'll never know why you didn't come. Until, the letter informed me of my worst fears. And I didn't see you after that. I never saw you again. And then I knew. You gave me life and then you tore it away......And I knew that I would never truly live again.