Chapter 13
Spike walks for miles then turns to go home. He must make Buffy to see how much he loves her. Spike runs back to the house and up the long drive just in time to see Buffy carrying her bags out to a car. He walks over to her and asks for a moment of her time. She follows him into the living room of the house. Buffy stands with her back against the wall. Spike stands in front of her with his hands in his pockets. He looks up at her and tries to say what is in his heart.
"Buffy I know that all the attention, I get is odd but I usually have bodyguards with me but this time I thought that the mall would be safe. I mean other actors go there so I thought it would be ok. I guess I was seriously wrong, for this I apologize. I can't tell you how sorry I am but if I say it a thousand times it want matter if you believe it."
Buffy slides down the wall. "Spike I see you as a man that I love not a big star, so when I can't go out with you I don't understand why I can't be with the man I love. If I stay is this the life I will lead? If it is then I don't think I can." Buffy looks at Spike standing alone in his own house, he looked pained and she hated that she was the cause of it.
"Spike I want you to be William Marsters great guy, the man I love not Spike the famous star." She says crying for them both. Spike goes and sits next to her on the floor he reaches for her hands and when she doesn't pull away he begins is answer.
"I know it's hard to understand, I know I been trying for years. I can't promise only good times but I can promise you my heart, soul, and my body. I am William when I with you luv, and I love every minuet with you. Please try to see things thru my eyes for a minute; I have to have guards around my house and them with me when I go out. That is why I love to drive to my own jobs, so I can be me once in awhile. The very people who made me famous are the ones I'm being protected from. How weird is that?" Spike turns so he is facing her. He gets up off the floor and starts pacing.
"Buffy if you will give me a chance to prove that life with me will be nice and also normal. Then I will keep you safe in my world. I chose to be the public person not you so; if you will stay then together we can make it thru our lives struggles together." Buffy watches Spike walk to the front door a point at it.
"I promise this to you I will keep my other life out there it stops here at this front door. I am yours and I want you to mine." Spike slowly inches his way to Buffy to see her answer, his heart is breaking with every passing moment.
"I'm sorry William" Spike's face falls and tears well up in his crystal blue eyes. Buffy takes his hand and places one finger under his chin. "Let me finish ok. I'm sorry for the way I acted but I am so scared of all this fame and your fans are brutal. I was really scared when all those girls kick and hit me just to get close to you. You have to make sure this never and I mean never happens again." Spike shacks his heads so hard that he could give himself brain damage.
Spike takes her in his arms and promises her the moon if she will just stay. He leans forward and kisses her hair. He picks her up and carries to his room her placing her on his bed. Buffy had never seen his room. There were red curtains that were pulled back by black cords around the bed and the sheets and comforter was done in red and black. His bed was huge for just one man; he had candles all round the room. Buffy could see bathroom with a large tub in it. It looked so inviting.
"Why did I know your room would look this way, Huh? Remember the colors idea we spoke of." Buffy says laughing holding her ribs.
"Wait right here I'm going to have your things brought back in." Spike leaves the room. Buffy looks around some more and the whole room was beautiful, from the bed to the wallpaper and the window were done in the same material as the bed curtains.
When Spike came into his room again he instantly becomes hard as a rock. He wanted Buffy to be his bed for a long time now. He slowly walks over too the bed and sits by her.
"May I kiss you Buffy?" he asks while leaning in he whispers "you are the most beautiful women I ever had in my bed."
"Thank you and yes you can kiss me Spike. I would like that very much."
He leans in and kisses her while putting one of his arms around her waist and the other in her hair. They lay down on the bed and he deepens the kiss, they some how move up to the head of the bed. Spike's hands travel over her body like he is reading Braille and she is the answer to all his problems. Buffy sits up blushing, she looks at Spike with embarrassment in her eyes.
Spike is concerned for her and touches your face softly. "Pet what is it? Is something wrong?" She looks at him "It hurts a little; you know mall, girls, wounds."
"I love you so much." Spike says as he pulls her down and lies down to sleep.
Spike walks for miles then turns to go home. He must make Buffy to see how much he loves her. Spike runs back to the house and up the long drive just in time to see Buffy carrying her bags out to a car. He walks over to her and asks for a moment of her time. She follows him into the living room of the house. Buffy stands with her back against the wall. Spike stands in front of her with his hands in his pockets. He looks up at her and tries to say what is in his heart.
"Buffy I know that all the attention, I get is odd but I usually have bodyguards with me but this time I thought that the mall would be safe. I mean other actors go there so I thought it would be ok. I guess I was seriously wrong, for this I apologize. I can't tell you how sorry I am but if I say it a thousand times it want matter if you believe it."
Buffy slides down the wall. "Spike I see you as a man that I love not a big star, so when I can't go out with you I don't understand why I can't be with the man I love. If I stay is this the life I will lead? If it is then I don't think I can." Buffy looks at Spike standing alone in his own house, he looked pained and she hated that she was the cause of it.
"Spike I want you to be William Marsters great guy, the man I love not Spike the famous star." She says crying for them both. Spike goes and sits next to her on the floor he reaches for her hands and when she doesn't pull away he begins is answer.
"I know it's hard to understand, I know I been trying for years. I can't promise only good times but I can promise you my heart, soul, and my body. I am William when I with you luv, and I love every minuet with you. Please try to see things thru my eyes for a minute; I have to have guards around my house and them with me when I go out. That is why I love to drive to my own jobs, so I can be me once in awhile. The very people who made me famous are the ones I'm being protected from. How weird is that?" Spike turns so he is facing her. He gets up off the floor and starts pacing.
"Buffy if you will give me a chance to prove that life with me will be nice and also normal. Then I will keep you safe in my world. I chose to be the public person not you so; if you will stay then together we can make it thru our lives struggles together." Buffy watches Spike walk to the front door a point at it.
"I promise this to you I will keep my other life out there it stops here at this front door. I am yours and I want you to mine." Spike slowly inches his way to Buffy to see her answer, his heart is breaking with every passing moment.
"I'm sorry William" Spike's face falls and tears well up in his crystal blue eyes. Buffy takes his hand and places one finger under his chin. "Let me finish ok. I'm sorry for the way I acted but I am so scared of all this fame and your fans are brutal. I was really scared when all those girls kick and hit me just to get close to you. You have to make sure this never and I mean never happens again." Spike shacks his heads so hard that he could give himself brain damage.
Spike takes her in his arms and promises her the moon if she will just stay. He leans forward and kisses her hair. He picks her up and carries to his room her placing her on his bed. Buffy had never seen his room. There were red curtains that were pulled back by black cords around the bed and the sheets and comforter was done in red and black. His bed was huge for just one man; he had candles all round the room. Buffy could see bathroom with a large tub in it. It looked so inviting.
"Why did I know your room would look this way, Huh? Remember the colors idea we spoke of." Buffy says laughing holding her ribs.
"Wait right here I'm going to have your things brought back in." Spike leaves the room. Buffy looks around some more and the whole room was beautiful, from the bed to the wallpaper and the window were done in the same material as the bed curtains.
When Spike came into his room again he instantly becomes hard as a rock. He wanted Buffy to be his bed for a long time now. He slowly walks over too the bed and sits by her.
"May I kiss you Buffy?" he asks while leaning in he whispers "you are the most beautiful women I ever had in my bed."
"Thank you and yes you can kiss me Spike. I would like that very much."
He leans in and kisses her while putting one of his arms around her waist and the other in her hair. They lay down on the bed and he deepens the kiss, they some how move up to the head of the bed. Spike's hands travel over her body like he is reading Braille and she is the answer to all his problems. Buffy sits up blushing, she looks at Spike with embarrassment in her eyes.
Spike is concerned for her and touches your face softly. "Pet what is it? Is something wrong?" She looks at him "It hurts a little; you know mall, girls, wounds."
"I love you so much." Spike says as he pulls her down and lies down to sleep.