ML: *still sitting in a corner rocking back and forth murmuring to herself he's not gay*

Inu: Any clue what's wrong with her still?

Kag: Something her sister said to her disturbed her.

Inu: What did she tell her?

Kag: *whispers something in his ear*

Inu: What?

Kag: Yea that's what she said.

Inu: ok it disturbed her that much?

Kag: Yep I guess I'll have to check her reviews for her today *sits at computer for a bit

then comes across a review from some reviewers and rushes to ML showing it to her.*

ML: *instanly brightens up smiling* really? yay

Kag: *walks away shaking her head*

Thank you so much for your replies Psyco Sakura, punkbaby5098, ladyofthedragons1,

and anybody else who says Sess is not gay makes me so much happier I'm feeling so

much happier now and on to the story. Also because I don't do replies to reviews I have

to say thank you to all of you who have reviewed and say they like my story it makes me

so happy that it keeps me writing.

Oh yea just a little reminder that SK won't be writing for awhile due to her being

grounded so you're once again stuck with me as your authoress. Sorry about that :'(

Chapter 11

Loud crashes could be heard in the home of the Lord of the Western Lands as he took his

anger off on the poor defenseless furniture. Rin sat on the steps watching her fatherly

figure in his rage. This use to scare her but no more. She was used to it by now.

Once he was done she signalled to a bunch of the servants who were huddled up in the

corner to clean up the mess as she walkedup to him. "Sesshomaru-sama." she said

hesitently. "Don't worry. You'll find them. You always find what you search for. You

found K-Kagome before, you shall do so again."

He looked down at the small girl his anger leaving him. "She doesn't want to be found

Rin." he said calmly.

Her face fell slightly. "Is it because of Inuyasha?" she asked softly.

He looked at her in surprise. How did she know about that? "Yes it is."

A small tear slipped down her cheek. He was slightly taken back but didn't show it. Why

did she cry?

She looked up at him sadly. "She doesn't belong here. Did you know she's not from here?

She told me once a long time ago." Where was she from though? he thought. "She's not

even from this time. She's from the future." she said answering his unspoken question. "I

didn't really believe her then but Shippo told me she wasn't lying. Her transportation was

an old well but if she can't see her real family that means it doesn't work or was

destroyed." she finished sadly. "I don't cry in pity for her Sesshomaru. I do it for her

losses. Things that should never be taken from someone like friends and family." she

turned to go out to the garden.

Sesshomaru watched her walk away slightly surprised. She was wise for someone so

young. He settled down to think.

What did he care she left? he asked himself. She wasn't anything to him.

*But if she doesn't mean anything to you why did you go after her the first time or for that

matter why did you throw that fit when you found she was gone?* that annoying voice

questioned him.

Why did he lose his cool? He was always able to control himself but this woman

somehow affected him. She could make him angry without really trying and make him

want to smile and laugh. What type of witchcraft was this?

*It's no witchcraft. You care about her maybe even love her.* the voice sang the last part

out

I don't care about her, she's just a mere curiosity. Besides she's a human, I don't care

about her.

*She's not like most humans though. She is brave and strong. She doesn't cower in your

presence. Her kid and companion are demons and she makes a perfect mother. She

tolerates demons in her presence without discrimination. Don't forget her smell.*

Shut up and go away he growled at the voice

*Fine but I'll be back* it said in a sing song voice

Sesshomaru went to his work room to do paperwork

Outside Rin walked to the garden with Jaken. She had grown a lot in the four years she

had been with Sesshomaru. She was older and more mature but still loved gardens and

flowers. Her relationship with Jaken had gotten better now too. They were friends now

though Rin did still have that mischevious streak where she'd play tricks on him.

(A/N ah don't kill me I kinda like toad boy. He's not that bad so I'm making him and Rin

get along. Please don't hurt me *Hides behind the couch to avoid being hit by objects

thrown at her*)

"She left again." she stated to Jaken. He nodded his head to show he knew.

"It was to be expected Rin." he replied

"He was happy with her here, he just showed it differently. I haven't seen him that happy

in a long while." she said sadly

"Yes and he just found her only to lose her again."

"How long has he been looking for her since he found out she disappeared Jaken?"

"Two years. Two very long years."

"He never said what he was really looking for did he? He always said just something."

"He always was fascinated with her Rin. The first time we ran into her began it.

Especially when she freed the tetsuiga. I always wondered what witchcraft she was using

on our lord." he said quietly.

"She probably hasn't realized how he feels or maybe she did and that's why she left."

Jaken didn't say anything so Rin spoke up again. "I remember when she saved me when

Sesshomaru was fighting his half-brother. I ran into the middle of the fight and Inuyasha

released an attack and it came right at me. She threw herself in front of me and got

injured from protecting me. Her friends began to yell at him for his carelessness and they

tried to drag her off to a village to be healed yet she wouldn't go until she was sure I was

ok."

"She's a weird one. I would have left you." he snorted.

She grinned at him. "Would have being the key words. You care to much about me now

to do that or is it your life you care more about." she laughed as he grumbled to himself.

"You know I didn't recognize her at first. I'm surprised Sesshomaru didn't either. This Rin

has to go visit an old friend." she said quietly as she walked back to the castle to find

Sesshomaru. Jaken followed grumbling all the while behind her.

Muahaha this was a short chapter I know. The next one I will try and make longer.Can

any of you guess who Rin's going to visit? Will the voice in Sess's head ever leave him

alone? Ha only when he expresses his feelings. Will that ever happen? Umm I don't know

yet you'll just have to keep coming back to check out on my story. Has Sesshomaru

always had a fascination with a heroine? (SK's influence. BIG WORDS. noooo!!) I think

so but yea this is my story so anyway. Will this sugar high I'm on ever end? These things

and more will be revealed soon. I luv you all your reviews mean a lot to me.

ML

ML: My sister still says Sess's gay. Sick her fan girls.

*MA is attacked by rabid Sess Fan girls*

ML: *laughs loudly* That'll teach you muahahaha

*MA crawls out of the pile of fan girls covered in bruises and a broken limb or two.*

ML: AHH!! How can you still be alive? *attacks MA*

While I'm doing this take the time to review and come back for another chapter soon