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I got reviews! YEH GO ME! Giggles Thank you to everyone!
And I'm sorry I made you think that there was another chapter up before, but this ones real!
Again thank you to all reviewers! please do forgive me, I wasn't trying to be mean and make you review and leave you on a cliffhanger.
go's and puts Wufei's poka-dotted Nataku back in it's hanger
Don't worry, i won't tell Wufei you painted it! I promise! I'll take the blame and run form his katana and "justice rants" LMAO
Ok here is my chapter you wanted up, it's kind of a flash back chapter, but it's good to know the past ne?
- Will indicate thought and - Will indicate a flash back and end of flash back
Bewildered Heartbeat chapter # 3 – For the Sake of Love
"The mirror, the mirror, D...uo, the mirror!" Quatre held his cousin in a firm embrace as he heard Heero whispering those same words over and over like some kind of ritual chant. Aqua green eyes foged with tears, as Quatre scooped Heero into his arms and brought him into the safe confinds of his room and ever so gently, placing Heero upon his fethery soft bed.
Quatre watched with pained eyes, as he watched Heero's shaken form involuntary curled into a tight fettle pos in the middle of his bed, with his blue eyes staring strait ahead, eyes unwavering, looking into the dark pit of nothingness. Quatre bent his head, seemingly looking at the floor as he let his held up tears fall freely. Heero can't take this anymore, I' am just hurting him more by trying to keep him safe, and this all happened because I only wished to help him Quatre griped his chest as a pained expression crossed his fey face. It's been so many years that Heero has been here with me, i took his pain in hopes of helping him, but, what i ended up doing was fare worse than I had wanted Takes in a shuddered breath. I took his memory, of Duo, his parents, everything Quatre looked through his golden bangs at Heero lying stark still on his bed. He was shaking, ghost white, with his hurt pained eyed expression as his past memories try to flood his head at once, his memories that i myself took, I didn't mean to, really I didn't Quatre's body racked with sobs as he remembered that day more than he wanted to. The pain in Heero's eyes, memories, and the mistake I made
Quatre looked up into the dark bluish haze of the sky as he watched the fluffy thunderheads roll back unto from which they came. And, over the faint rumble of the distant thunder, he heard a soft sound, and it sounded as if someone was crying. couldn't be, not way out here, no one lives around here for miles Curiosity getting the better of him, Quatre made his way up the small lush green hill. Firmly stopping at the top, Quatre gasped, nothing could prepare him for what he saw below him. A generous amount of ground was scorched and some tiny bits of grass were still kindling a fire. Then he saw them, two small human children, no older that six or so he'd say. Quatre's heart lurched when he saw all that red blood covering the little body that lay on the ground and the blood that covered the others hands as his friend tried shaking him and telling him to wake up, but with no avail, his little comrade with the braid was dead.
oh no, please no Quatre quickly and quietly made his way over to a small boy with chocolate hair who was sitting by the dead form of his friend. Upon reaching the scene, Quatre sank to his knees by the small human, and gently ran one hand through the soft chocolate locks, "Little one?" The sobbing boy looked up at Quatre with tear filled eyes, It broke Quatre's heart to see such sadness and hurt in those tiny blue eyes. "Help." The boy managed. Quatre looked down into that sweet, soft little face, he looked like a little lost puppy that had been beaten; Quatre couldn't help the tears that fell from his own eyes as he looked upon the boy. "Please hick help my hick koi." after a bout of hiccups, the boy ounce again burst into body racking sobs.
Quatre soothingly caressed the young ones back, while racking his brain with any ideas to help the poor child, and he could only think of one. But first there was a question he had to ask, "little one?" Quatre said soothingly. "What is your name?" "Heero, Heero Yuy." That was all Heero could manage through the sobs that shook his small frame. "Well Heero, do you want the pain to stop? I can help if you trust me." Heero sobs slowed down, he wiped a bit of snot from his nose, and looked up into Quatre's trusting eyes. Pain, pain doesn't feel good, I don't like pain That was all his yound mind understood, Heero nodded solidly and climbed into Quatre's warm lap. Heero sniffled, "How do you make it go away?" Quatre bent his head down to Heero's neck and let his fangs extend, "It will only hurt for a minute and then it will be all over, just tell me when your ready Heero."
Heero nodded again, "Ok I'm ready." Quatre then sunk his fangs into the pail flesh of Heero's neck. "Ah!" Heero felt a giant jolt of pain wash over him and his whole world began to spin into total darkness.
(Ten years later)
Heero awoke to a gentle hand shaking him, he groaned and rolled over to meet the ever-caring eyes of Quatre, "Ok, get up lazy bones." Quatre smiled pleasantly as he handed Heero a cup of thick looking red liquid. Heero smiled gratefully and took it; his cousin Quatre was so nice. Don't worry Heero I will never let anything hurt you Quatre was pleased as he saw Heero chug down the red liquid and quitly left the room.
Quatre blinked as he came out of his deep thoughts and looked over Heero. Heero was now lying in a loose fetal position and had fallen into a fitful sleep. Tears once again reached Quatre's eyes, I'm so sorry Heero, I had no idea that your little lover would turn out to be an immortal, if I did I would have known that he was only stunned from the shock and not dead Quatre scooped his bangs from his face, I've hidden you away from you past and Duo all these years, afraid what would happen if he ever found you, i don't want him to hurt you Heero Quatre plops down in an overstuffed chair, But, you saw him, and he found you, what will I do now? Oh Allah, please help me.
TBC...
I got reviews! YEH GO ME! Giggles Thank you to everyone!
And I'm sorry I made you think that there was another chapter up before, but this ones real!
Again thank you to all reviewers! please do forgive me, I wasn't trying to be mean and make you review and leave you on a cliffhanger.
go's and puts Wufei's poka-dotted Nataku back in it's hanger
Don't worry, i won't tell Wufei you painted it! I promise! I'll take the blame and run form his katana and "justice rants" LMAO
Ok here is my chapter you wanted up, it's kind of a flash back chapter, but it's good to know the past ne?
- Will indicate thought and - Will indicate a flash back and end of flash back
Bewildered Heartbeat chapter # 3 – For the Sake of Love
"The mirror, the mirror, D...uo, the mirror!" Quatre held his cousin in a firm embrace as he heard Heero whispering those same words over and over like some kind of ritual chant. Aqua green eyes foged with tears, as Quatre scooped Heero into his arms and brought him into the safe confinds of his room and ever so gently, placing Heero upon his fethery soft bed.
Quatre watched with pained eyes, as he watched Heero's shaken form involuntary curled into a tight fettle pos in the middle of his bed, with his blue eyes staring strait ahead, eyes unwavering, looking into the dark pit of nothingness. Quatre bent his head, seemingly looking at the floor as he let his held up tears fall freely. Heero can't take this anymore, I' am just hurting him more by trying to keep him safe, and this all happened because I only wished to help him Quatre griped his chest as a pained expression crossed his fey face. It's been so many years that Heero has been here with me, i took his pain in hopes of helping him, but, what i ended up doing was fare worse than I had wanted Takes in a shuddered breath. I took his memory, of Duo, his parents, everything Quatre looked through his golden bangs at Heero lying stark still on his bed. He was shaking, ghost white, with his hurt pained eyed expression as his past memories try to flood his head at once, his memories that i myself took, I didn't mean to, really I didn't Quatre's body racked with sobs as he remembered that day more than he wanted to. The pain in Heero's eyes, memories, and the mistake I made
Quatre looked up into the dark bluish haze of the sky as he watched the fluffy thunderheads roll back unto from which they came. And, over the faint rumble of the distant thunder, he heard a soft sound, and it sounded as if someone was crying. couldn't be, not way out here, no one lives around here for miles Curiosity getting the better of him, Quatre made his way up the small lush green hill. Firmly stopping at the top, Quatre gasped, nothing could prepare him for what he saw below him. A generous amount of ground was scorched and some tiny bits of grass were still kindling a fire. Then he saw them, two small human children, no older that six or so he'd say. Quatre's heart lurched when he saw all that red blood covering the little body that lay on the ground and the blood that covered the others hands as his friend tried shaking him and telling him to wake up, but with no avail, his little comrade with the braid was dead.
oh no, please no Quatre quickly and quietly made his way over to a small boy with chocolate hair who was sitting by the dead form of his friend. Upon reaching the scene, Quatre sank to his knees by the small human, and gently ran one hand through the soft chocolate locks, "Little one?" The sobbing boy looked up at Quatre with tear filled eyes, It broke Quatre's heart to see such sadness and hurt in those tiny blue eyes. "Help." The boy managed. Quatre looked down into that sweet, soft little face, he looked like a little lost puppy that had been beaten; Quatre couldn't help the tears that fell from his own eyes as he looked upon the boy. "Please hick help my hick koi." after a bout of hiccups, the boy ounce again burst into body racking sobs.
Quatre soothingly caressed the young ones back, while racking his brain with any ideas to help the poor child, and he could only think of one. But first there was a question he had to ask, "little one?" Quatre said soothingly. "What is your name?" "Heero, Heero Yuy." That was all Heero could manage through the sobs that shook his small frame. "Well Heero, do you want the pain to stop? I can help if you trust me." Heero sobs slowed down, he wiped a bit of snot from his nose, and looked up into Quatre's trusting eyes. Pain, pain doesn't feel good, I don't like pain That was all his yound mind understood, Heero nodded solidly and climbed into Quatre's warm lap. Heero sniffled, "How do you make it go away?" Quatre bent his head down to Heero's neck and let his fangs extend, "It will only hurt for a minute and then it will be all over, just tell me when your ready Heero."
Heero nodded again, "Ok I'm ready." Quatre then sunk his fangs into the pail flesh of Heero's neck. "Ah!" Heero felt a giant jolt of pain wash over him and his whole world began to spin into total darkness.
(Ten years later)
Heero awoke to a gentle hand shaking him, he groaned and rolled over to meet the ever-caring eyes of Quatre, "Ok, get up lazy bones." Quatre smiled pleasantly as he handed Heero a cup of thick looking red liquid. Heero smiled gratefully and took it; his cousin Quatre was so nice. Don't worry Heero I will never let anything hurt you Quatre was pleased as he saw Heero chug down the red liquid and quitly left the room.
Quatre blinked as he came out of his deep thoughts and looked over Heero. Heero was now lying in a loose fetal position and had fallen into a fitful sleep. Tears once again reached Quatre's eyes, I'm so sorry Heero, I had no idea that your little lover would turn out to be an immortal, if I did I would have known that he was only stunned from the shock and not dead Quatre scooped his bangs from his face, I've hidden you away from you past and Duo all these years, afraid what would happen if he ever found you, i don't want him to hurt you Heero Quatre plops down in an overstuffed chair, But, you saw him, and he found you, what will I do now? Oh Allah, please help me.
TBC...