LOL!!! Thank you PEEPS!!! I luv your reviews!!!! Hey Claw I have a message for u from Sesshy!!! Go on Sesshy!!!
Sesshy: I find it quite intresting your choice of words to catch my attention. My so called 'digits' are the same as Starlighter's. Feel free to call whenever you wish.*smirks in a sexy way*
Starlighter: O.O *slaps Sesshy in the back of the head* You icky PERV!!
Sesshy: I am nothing of such kind I assure you.
Starlighter: ICKY FLIRT!!!! She's my friend!!!! Besides I thought....
Sesshy: What? Tell me?
Starlighter: NUTHING!!! ^_^ I do not own Inuyasha nor any of the charecters!!!
Sesshy: Tell me!!!
Starlighter:^_^;
Ghosts of the Past Always Return...
"Honey?" said a young woman through the static of a cell phone.It was a dark christmas night. Cold and with an ominous feeling to it. "Honey? Are you there? What? I'm... I'm on the freeway. I know... I know I'm almost home don't worry.Yes...there seems to have been an accident up ahead.....I will be home don't worry." She sat in her comfortable car listening to the christmas carols. The DJ occasionally interviening and wishing everybody a Merry Christmas.The freeway was having a typical Christmas day traffic jam and the young woman was calling home informing her family that she would be late.
She adjusted the mirror fixing her make up a bit. Her dark brown eyes standing out more than usual with just the simplest touch of eyeliner. She had full pink lips that were touched up with a little gloss. Her skin a little pale from the weather yet still remaining with a smooth texture. She played with the tips of her long raven hair making them wavy and bouncy.
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"Honey I can't hear you. Could you please speak louder I'm afraid the static of the phone is interviening too much." Said a handsome man on the other side of the line. He was sitting in the dining room wathcing his daughter play with her toys. The chimney was lit making the house warm and cozy. Dinner was ready and being kept warm in the oven. The table was set, the christmas lights on the tree lit, presents waiting to be opened underneath it. "Is the traffic jam that horrible? Everything is ready and Rin is getting quite unpatient..... What happened?....... Alright, hurry...... I love you" The man said.
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"SLOW DOWN!! There's traffic ya idtiot!!" A woman said at an agitated speeding driver."Shut up! You wanna make it in time dontcha' " Said the driver changing lanes rapidly. He was going 85 mph getting closer to the heart of the traffic. "SLOW DOWN!!!' Said the woman once more." You're gonna crash!!" "No I'm not!! Now shut up and lemme' drive!!" he screamed at her dangerously taking his eyes off the road. "Ya idiot!!! LOOK OUT!!! the woman screamed putting her arms infront of her face in protection.
The car tires screeched in an atempt to stop, the man had lost control of the car veering the wheel desperately to the side.He collided with three different cars overturning in a vertical position in the process.The three car's had spread in different directions each trying to prevent colliding with other car's but failing miserabely.A red sedan had crashed into a blue BMW adjacent to it with full force scrunching the metal of the front of the sedan to the side of the BMW.Another white Chrysler, with the young woman inside it, had run off the road down a steep slope and into the bleak darkness of the forest at the bottom. Cars were everywhere on the road trapped in a maze of ravaged vehicles.Some turned over, others piled together with people helplessly trapped inside trying to escape.
Screams could be heard for miles from the victims crying for help, others screaming from excruciating pains.News helicopters flew above the crash site informing the local news about the accident. One of them pointed it's search light and spotted a fire that had started between a car and a truck near the west side of the road.It was spreading quickly through a serpent like line to a chain of cars with people trapped inside. As the fire department was nearing the cars to rescue the people, the fire reached them first causing a major explosion, blowing cars around the fire and the firemen away killing the people who were trapped.The cars blown away flew and landed ontop of other vehicles generating more critical injuries among other victims and smaller explosions.
Meanwhile the white Chrysler that had run off the road was still tumbling down the hill into the obscure forest. Small branches kept hitting against the car repetetively eventually smashing the head lights and blinding her in the darkness.She pressed on the breaks as hard as she could in an attempt to stop. It wasn't working very well so she tried turning the car around only to smash into a tree sideways. The tree had thick branches from other trees around it, some of them breaking into the car making giant holes inside it. One of them went through the front passenger side to the driver's seat trapping the young woman by the legs immobilizing her.Another had pierced through the same side but was higher in position; it hit the young woman behind the head roughly causing a critical head injury with severe bleeding.Her head was positioned ontop of the steering wheel with blood dripping to the floor of the car.
An ambulance could be heard in the distance. Men trampling over fallen leaves and stepping over branches. Muffled voices yelling to one another. The car door was pried open in pieces due to the tree branches, which were then immedietly removed. She was pulled out slowly, careful not to hurt her more, and was gently placed into the ambulance.
"She's in a critical condition. She wounded her cranium too severely......She's not going to make it...." The muffled voice was heard beside her. She was slightly awake her vision blurred at everything she saw.' White.......like...Sesshomaru's hair.......'she looked up at the man beside her 'Black......like...Rin's hair....Rin....Sesshomaru.....I love you guys.....'
Footsteps were rushing through the hospitals' hallways."Take her into the emergency room! Hurry!" said an elderly woman."Doctor Kaede we're loosing her!" said a younger man."No we are not! Hurry! The doors!"
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Sesshomaru: Where is she?! I want to see her!(he said hysterically)
Doctor Kaede: I am sorry but that is not possible right now. Please sit down sir.(she said in a calming voice pointing to a seat nearby)
Sesshomaru: Where is she!? Why can't I see her?! Don't lie to me you! How is my wife?!
Doctor Kaede: Your wife is in intense care. Her condition is very critical it would be a bad idea to let you see her. Although she is awake some of the time it is best if she rests. Please take some time to relax and go downstairs into the cafeteria. Rest Mr Tensiuhn rest.
Sesshomaru: Will she make it?(he asked teary eyed)
Doctor Kaede: It is difficult to say at the moment. I shall inform you if there is any further progress to her health)
~TWO DAYS LATER~
Doctor Kaede: Mr Tensiuhn.........Your wife is in her last moments. I am sorry but we can no longer help your wife....She is going to pass away soon.....I suggest you say your goodbyes....
Sesshomaru: Where is she?
Doctor Kaede: She is in room 212. Take that hallway, then turn left, the room will be right infront of you.
~IN THE ROOM~
Karen: Honey?(she asked weakly)
Sesshomaru:Ssshhh...Hi honey(he said in a trembling voice)
Karen: I heard that I'm...not going to make it...
Sesshomaru:.......(looks at her sadly)
Karen: I am sorry I couldn't make it for Christmas.....I pretty much ruined it for you guys huh?
Sesshomaru: No...no no no no no.....honey you didn't ruin Christmas....It's fine.The point is that I am here and you and I are together. Rin is just outside with her grandmother and she is just fine.
Karen: No...it's not fine...I want...I want to see Rin......Sesshomaru.....I want to see my precious daughter one last time....
Sesshomaru: Fine....I shall bring her in....(he hesitated a little before leaving)
Karen:(puts her hand on his) I'm not going to die right now.......at least....not in this instant.....please...Sesshomaru I...want to see her.
Sesshomaru:(he nodded and got up to get Rin)
~HE RETURNS WITH RIN~
Rin: Mommy! (runs to her mom with teary eyes)
Karen: Hi honey.....did you open your Christmas presents yet?
Rin: no....are you ok mommy? Are you going to go away like grandpa?(she began to cry)
Karen: (smiles weakly) I'm fine sweety....but here....open it.(She gives a present to her daughter)
Rin: (opens present) Wow...it's pretty mommy! It has a picture of you and daddy! And it plays my lullaby!
Sesshomaru: Rin come on....Mommy and I need to talk..
Rin: No daddy! I want to stay with mommy! I don't want to go! I don't want mommy to go! No!! (holds onto her mom tight)
Karen: Sweety it's ok....No matter what I will always be with you....I will always love you...remember your lullaby...Sing it. And I will always sing it with you through your heart. Don't ever forget that song. Ever.I love you sweety...
Rin: I love you too mommy. Please sing it! For me?(sniffs)
Karen: (smiles and nods)
Sesshomaru: But-
Karen: I can sing it for you. One last time....
Sesshomaru:(nods)
Karen: Imagening you're here
and playing with those lies,
makes me feel like you're real.
Seeing you in my head,
through the dreams that I am fed.
I smile at the sight of your eyes once again
If only you were real
To light the stars for me at night
To show my eyes the wonderous sight
To open up my heart again and make it grow to no end.
With you by my side, all the time
But you are just my dream
If only you were real
So I can wake up everyday and see you next to me for real
If only were real, to hold me every night
and say you love me all the time
When I'm dreaming you're standing right infront of me.
Your dreamy eyes are locked with mine
You're holding out your hand to me
and when I take it, you sweep me off into the sky
If only you were real
To light the stars for me at night
To show my eyes the wonderous sight
To open up my heart again and make it grow to no end
With you by my side all the time
But you are just my fantasy
You are my fantasy my greatest dream.
This I know is true. That you aren't real
And yet I'm still in love with you
If only you were real
To light the stars for me at night
To show my eyes the wonderous sight
You opened up my heart again
But I made it cry to no end
By not existing in this world
In the true reality
You became my fantasy...
Rin:Thank you mommy(hugs mom)
Sesshomaru: Come on Rin..(Takes Rin out of the room and comes back)
Karen: Sesshomaru(looks at him with sad eyes and tears threatening to fall) It's time....
Sesshomaru: (kneels aside of her bed and holds her hand) No.....(begins to cry) You can't leave me...not like this....
Karen:( crying also) I don't want to....believe me.....I don't want to....
Sesshomaru: Then don't! Please.....I love you too much...I know I never really was open but I did open up to you....only you...
Karen:(touches his cheeck) I know.....but there is no way that I can stop this.....I am sorry my love...I am sorry...
Sesshomaru:Please Karen....how will I be able to live without you....how will I be able to handle Rin on my own...
Karen: You'll find someone else....just...don't be afraid to open yourself up to that person...Don't commit the same mistakes twice....Love that person and cherish her like you did me...
Sesshomaru: But I don't want someone else! God! Why?! Why is he taking you away from me? What did I do to deserve this!?
Karen:Please Sesshomaru....don't blame this on God.....Everything happens for a reason....but remember..I will always love you
Sesshomaru: (sobs with great pain) no....don't leave.....please....I love you too....now and forever.....please...Karen...don't leave me..
Karen:....I...love you....
Her breathing had stopped. The machine's dull tone kept beeping that single beep announcing that her heart no longer beat. He sobbed madly at the side of her bed. Cursing everything that was there. Cursing destiny, life ,and love. Wondering why it wasn't him that died. He stood there after a moment staring into the once lively face of his dead wife.How sad she looked yet with a peaceful look to her face that showed she was peaceful in death 'I...love you....' the last words she uttered to him in her final breaths. Why she had to die he did not know. That he would never forget her that he did. That he would go back to his cold ways with other people besides his daughter that he also knew. That he would never forgive God, that he knew too well.
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BEEP!BEEP!BEEP!BEEP!BEEP!BEEP! Rang Sesshomaru's alarm. He got up and turned it off.'Why did I have to dream that? I hate remembering that.....Karen....' He got up and took a shower.Reminiscing on his past.'So, my ghosts have returned.We never will come to an accord huh God? You have once again reminded me of the reason why I abominate you.Thank's for the reminder.I appreciate it.'
He got out of the shower, dressed and headed for the kitchen to make breakfast. When he passed by the living room he noticed a letter on the floor near his door. 'Kagome...' he thought as he read the neat letters of his name.He opened it and read.
Dear Sesshomaru,
I am sorry for wanting to get to know you. I am sorry for
trying to get you to open up to me. I am probably not the right
person to be your friend in that case. I guess it's all really up to God.
Everything happens for a reason right? It just really is a shame that
you are afraid to open up to not just me but to other's as well.
I am sorry for what happened to your wife, I really didn't expect you to react
so coldly to me though. But I guess it is my fault.
I am sorry....
Kagome-
He looked down, remembering his wive's final words about not being afraid to open up to others. He closed his eyes and then silently walked to the kitchen whispering to the letter he droped in the living room " No, forgive me...Kagoem..."
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Starlighter- Whew!!! Another long chapter!! But this is to make up for my late updating! Sorry for that guyz!! But hey long chapters require A LOT of free time lol
Sesshy- Indeed....I still cannot believe you made me seem that weak! I am so out of charecter! Now tell me!
Starlighter- Tell you what?
Sesshy- What you thought
Starlighter- about what?
Sesshy- AGH! Scroll up to the top and read what you said about "Iccky flirt!!!! She's my friend!!! Besides I thought..."
Starlighter-oh that....
Sesshy- Yes that now tell me!
Starlighter- well that's it for now!! lol heheheheh REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW PEEPS I want to see what you think about this chapter!! lol^_^
Sesshy- Yes review! TELL ME!!
Sesshy: I find it quite intresting your choice of words to catch my attention. My so called 'digits' are the same as Starlighter's. Feel free to call whenever you wish.*smirks in a sexy way*
Starlighter: O.O *slaps Sesshy in the back of the head* You icky PERV!!
Sesshy: I am nothing of such kind I assure you.
Starlighter: ICKY FLIRT!!!! She's my friend!!!! Besides I thought....
Sesshy: What? Tell me?
Starlighter: NUTHING!!! ^_^ I do not own Inuyasha nor any of the charecters!!!
Sesshy: Tell me!!!
Starlighter:^_^;
Ghosts of the Past Always Return...
"Honey?" said a young woman through the static of a cell phone.It was a dark christmas night. Cold and with an ominous feeling to it. "Honey? Are you there? What? I'm... I'm on the freeway. I know... I know I'm almost home don't worry.Yes...there seems to have been an accident up ahead.....I will be home don't worry." She sat in her comfortable car listening to the christmas carols. The DJ occasionally interviening and wishing everybody a Merry Christmas.The freeway was having a typical Christmas day traffic jam and the young woman was calling home informing her family that she would be late.
She adjusted the mirror fixing her make up a bit. Her dark brown eyes standing out more than usual with just the simplest touch of eyeliner. She had full pink lips that were touched up with a little gloss. Her skin a little pale from the weather yet still remaining with a smooth texture. She played with the tips of her long raven hair making them wavy and bouncy.
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"Honey I can't hear you. Could you please speak louder I'm afraid the static of the phone is interviening too much." Said a handsome man on the other side of the line. He was sitting in the dining room wathcing his daughter play with her toys. The chimney was lit making the house warm and cozy. Dinner was ready and being kept warm in the oven. The table was set, the christmas lights on the tree lit, presents waiting to be opened underneath it. "Is the traffic jam that horrible? Everything is ready and Rin is getting quite unpatient..... What happened?....... Alright, hurry...... I love you" The man said.
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"SLOW DOWN!! There's traffic ya idtiot!!" A woman said at an agitated speeding driver."Shut up! You wanna make it in time dontcha' " Said the driver changing lanes rapidly. He was going 85 mph getting closer to the heart of the traffic. "SLOW DOWN!!!' Said the woman once more." You're gonna crash!!" "No I'm not!! Now shut up and lemme' drive!!" he screamed at her dangerously taking his eyes off the road. "Ya idiot!!! LOOK OUT!!! the woman screamed putting her arms infront of her face in protection.
The car tires screeched in an atempt to stop, the man had lost control of the car veering the wheel desperately to the side.He collided with three different cars overturning in a vertical position in the process.The three car's had spread in different directions each trying to prevent colliding with other car's but failing miserabely.A red sedan had crashed into a blue BMW adjacent to it with full force scrunching the metal of the front of the sedan to the side of the BMW.Another white Chrysler, with the young woman inside it, had run off the road down a steep slope and into the bleak darkness of the forest at the bottom. Cars were everywhere on the road trapped in a maze of ravaged vehicles.Some turned over, others piled together with people helplessly trapped inside trying to escape.
Screams could be heard for miles from the victims crying for help, others screaming from excruciating pains.News helicopters flew above the crash site informing the local news about the accident. One of them pointed it's search light and spotted a fire that had started between a car and a truck near the west side of the road.It was spreading quickly through a serpent like line to a chain of cars with people trapped inside. As the fire department was nearing the cars to rescue the people, the fire reached them first causing a major explosion, blowing cars around the fire and the firemen away killing the people who were trapped.The cars blown away flew and landed ontop of other vehicles generating more critical injuries among other victims and smaller explosions.
Meanwhile the white Chrysler that had run off the road was still tumbling down the hill into the obscure forest. Small branches kept hitting against the car repetetively eventually smashing the head lights and blinding her in the darkness.She pressed on the breaks as hard as she could in an attempt to stop. It wasn't working very well so she tried turning the car around only to smash into a tree sideways. The tree had thick branches from other trees around it, some of them breaking into the car making giant holes inside it. One of them went through the front passenger side to the driver's seat trapping the young woman by the legs immobilizing her.Another had pierced through the same side but was higher in position; it hit the young woman behind the head roughly causing a critical head injury with severe bleeding.Her head was positioned ontop of the steering wheel with blood dripping to the floor of the car.
An ambulance could be heard in the distance. Men trampling over fallen leaves and stepping over branches. Muffled voices yelling to one another. The car door was pried open in pieces due to the tree branches, which were then immedietly removed. She was pulled out slowly, careful not to hurt her more, and was gently placed into the ambulance.
"She's in a critical condition. She wounded her cranium too severely......She's not going to make it...." The muffled voice was heard beside her. She was slightly awake her vision blurred at everything she saw.' White.......like...Sesshomaru's hair.......'she looked up at the man beside her 'Black......like...Rin's hair....Rin....Sesshomaru.....I love you guys.....'
Footsteps were rushing through the hospitals' hallways."Take her into the emergency room! Hurry!" said an elderly woman."Doctor Kaede we're loosing her!" said a younger man."No we are not! Hurry! The doors!"
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Sesshomaru: Where is she?! I want to see her!(he said hysterically)
Doctor Kaede: I am sorry but that is not possible right now. Please sit down sir.(she said in a calming voice pointing to a seat nearby)
Sesshomaru: Where is she!? Why can't I see her?! Don't lie to me you! How is my wife?!
Doctor Kaede: Your wife is in intense care. Her condition is very critical it would be a bad idea to let you see her. Although she is awake some of the time it is best if she rests. Please take some time to relax and go downstairs into the cafeteria. Rest Mr Tensiuhn rest.
Sesshomaru: Will she make it?(he asked teary eyed)
Doctor Kaede: It is difficult to say at the moment. I shall inform you if there is any further progress to her health)
~TWO DAYS LATER~
Doctor Kaede: Mr Tensiuhn.........Your wife is in her last moments. I am sorry but we can no longer help your wife....She is going to pass away soon.....I suggest you say your goodbyes....
Sesshomaru: Where is she?
Doctor Kaede: She is in room 212. Take that hallway, then turn left, the room will be right infront of you.
~IN THE ROOM~
Karen: Honey?(she asked weakly)
Sesshomaru:Ssshhh...Hi honey(he said in a trembling voice)
Karen: I heard that I'm...not going to make it...
Sesshomaru:.......(looks at her sadly)
Karen: I am sorry I couldn't make it for Christmas.....I pretty much ruined it for you guys huh?
Sesshomaru: No...no no no no no.....honey you didn't ruin Christmas....It's fine.The point is that I am here and you and I are together. Rin is just outside with her grandmother and she is just fine.
Karen: No...it's not fine...I want...I want to see Rin......Sesshomaru.....I want to see my precious daughter one last time....
Sesshomaru: Fine....I shall bring her in....(he hesitated a little before leaving)
Karen:(puts her hand on his) I'm not going to die right now.......at least....not in this instant.....please...Sesshomaru I...want to see her.
Sesshomaru:(he nodded and got up to get Rin)
~HE RETURNS WITH RIN~
Rin: Mommy! (runs to her mom with teary eyes)
Karen: Hi honey.....did you open your Christmas presents yet?
Rin: no....are you ok mommy? Are you going to go away like grandpa?(she began to cry)
Karen: (smiles weakly) I'm fine sweety....but here....open it.(She gives a present to her daughter)
Rin: (opens present) Wow...it's pretty mommy! It has a picture of you and daddy! And it plays my lullaby!
Sesshomaru: Rin come on....Mommy and I need to talk..
Rin: No daddy! I want to stay with mommy! I don't want to go! I don't want mommy to go! No!! (holds onto her mom tight)
Karen: Sweety it's ok....No matter what I will always be with you....I will always love you...remember your lullaby...Sing it. And I will always sing it with you through your heart. Don't ever forget that song. Ever.I love you sweety...
Rin: I love you too mommy. Please sing it! For me?(sniffs)
Karen: (smiles and nods)
Sesshomaru: But-
Karen: I can sing it for you. One last time....
Sesshomaru:(nods)
Karen: Imagening you're here
and playing with those lies,
makes me feel like you're real.
Seeing you in my head,
through the dreams that I am fed.
I smile at the sight of your eyes once again
If only you were real
To light the stars for me at night
To show my eyes the wonderous sight
To open up my heart again and make it grow to no end.
With you by my side, all the time
But you are just my dream
If only you were real
So I can wake up everyday and see you next to me for real
If only were real, to hold me every night
and say you love me all the time
When I'm dreaming you're standing right infront of me.
Your dreamy eyes are locked with mine
You're holding out your hand to me
and when I take it, you sweep me off into the sky
If only you were real
To light the stars for me at night
To show my eyes the wonderous sight
To open up my heart again and make it grow to no end
With you by my side all the time
But you are just my fantasy
You are my fantasy my greatest dream.
This I know is true. That you aren't real
And yet I'm still in love with you
If only you were real
To light the stars for me at night
To show my eyes the wonderous sight
You opened up my heart again
But I made it cry to no end
By not existing in this world
In the true reality
You became my fantasy...
Rin:Thank you mommy(hugs mom)
Sesshomaru: Come on Rin..(Takes Rin out of the room and comes back)
Karen: Sesshomaru(looks at him with sad eyes and tears threatening to fall) It's time....
Sesshomaru: (kneels aside of her bed and holds her hand) No.....(begins to cry) You can't leave me...not like this....
Karen:( crying also) I don't want to....believe me.....I don't want to....
Sesshomaru: Then don't! Please.....I love you too much...I know I never really was open but I did open up to you....only you...
Karen:(touches his cheeck) I know.....but there is no way that I can stop this.....I am sorry my love...I am sorry...
Sesshomaru:Please Karen....how will I be able to live without you....how will I be able to handle Rin on my own...
Karen: You'll find someone else....just...don't be afraid to open yourself up to that person...Don't commit the same mistakes twice....Love that person and cherish her like you did me...
Sesshomaru: But I don't want someone else! God! Why?! Why is he taking you away from me? What did I do to deserve this!?
Karen:Please Sesshomaru....don't blame this on God.....Everything happens for a reason....but remember..I will always love you
Sesshomaru: (sobs with great pain) no....don't leave.....please....I love you too....now and forever.....please...Karen...don't leave me..
Karen:....I...love you....
Her breathing had stopped. The machine's dull tone kept beeping that single beep announcing that her heart no longer beat. He sobbed madly at the side of her bed. Cursing everything that was there. Cursing destiny, life ,and love. Wondering why it wasn't him that died. He stood there after a moment staring into the once lively face of his dead wife.How sad she looked yet with a peaceful look to her face that showed she was peaceful in death 'I...love you....' the last words she uttered to him in her final breaths. Why she had to die he did not know. That he would never forget her that he did. That he would go back to his cold ways with other people besides his daughter that he also knew. That he would never forgive God, that he knew too well.
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BEEP!BEEP!BEEP!BEEP!BEEP!BEEP! Rang Sesshomaru's alarm. He got up and turned it off.'Why did I have to dream that? I hate remembering that.....Karen....' He got up and took a shower.Reminiscing on his past.'So, my ghosts have returned.We never will come to an accord huh God? You have once again reminded me of the reason why I abominate you.Thank's for the reminder.I appreciate it.'
He got out of the shower, dressed and headed for the kitchen to make breakfast. When he passed by the living room he noticed a letter on the floor near his door. 'Kagome...' he thought as he read the neat letters of his name.He opened it and read.
Dear Sesshomaru,
I am sorry for wanting to get to know you. I am sorry for
trying to get you to open up to me. I am probably not the right
person to be your friend in that case. I guess it's all really up to God.
Everything happens for a reason right? It just really is a shame that
you are afraid to open up to not just me but to other's as well.
I am sorry for what happened to your wife, I really didn't expect you to react
so coldly to me though. But I guess it is my fault.
I am sorry....
Kagome-
He looked down, remembering his wive's final words about not being afraid to open up to others. He closed his eyes and then silently walked to the kitchen whispering to the letter he droped in the living room " No, forgive me...Kagoem..."
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Starlighter- Whew!!! Another long chapter!! But this is to make up for my late updating! Sorry for that guyz!! But hey long chapters require A LOT of free time lol
Sesshy- Indeed....I still cannot believe you made me seem that weak! I am so out of charecter! Now tell me!
Starlighter- Tell you what?
Sesshy- What you thought
Starlighter- about what?
Sesshy- AGH! Scroll up to the top and read what you said about "Iccky flirt!!!! She's my friend!!! Besides I thought..."
Starlighter-oh that....
Sesshy- Yes that now tell me!
Starlighter- well that's it for now!! lol heheheheh REVIEW REVIEW REVIEW PEEPS I want to see what you think about this chapter!! lol^_^
Sesshy- Yes review! TELL ME!!