Letty's POV

Why do i cutt myself?Why do I do this to my body?I sat in my room all day and thought about it.As I sat

on my bed and looked out the window to see a dark cloud float by I saw a happier me,a much more happier me.

I liked that me,but is that me in ten years or is that me next week?As I wondered about that too.I looked down

at my red bloody wrists and took my right hand and held my left arm and rubbed my thumb across the cutts

that went up and down my arm.I cried once again before I went out for a walk.

When I was walking I met up with Mia.(Mia does'nt know about my cutting.)

"Hi Letty!"

"Hey Mia."

"Whats wrong?Are you gunna be okay?"

"Yeah."

"Okay,well come home soon because supper will be done soon."

"Alright."

When I walked away I knew she knew something.Well I walked down to the garage to get some paperwork

Dom wanted me to pick up for him.And then i went back home.When I walked Mia told me come up to her room.

"Letty I need to talk to you."She said as she shut the door.When the door shut I herd everyones footsteps

run up the stairs.

"What now?"

"I know you cut yourself.I just want to ask why you do it?"

"I don't know,I guess it's the only paine I an control and sometimes I feel numb and it's the only thing I can

Feel.I guess that's why.Why should you care anyway?"

"Letty I love you and I don't want anything to happen to you.I don't want you cutting yourself.You

Know I'm always here for you when you need help.Always and Forever."

"Not always and Forever.You may wish but no."

"Why do you say that?"

"You just want."I said as I walked out the door.

I walked into my room to see that Dom was sitting on my bed.I walked to him and he stood up and brung me into

a hug,a big bear hug.

"I love you Letty."

I couldn't help but to cry.When it comes out his mouth it's like the world is resting from all this hate and dispair.

He Kissed me with his big soft lips.

(A/N-I'm a cutter and I just wanted to say that I'm writting this to tell bits and peices of my story.I'm not proud to say

I'm a cutter but I think talking about it may make me feel better and help me a little bit.Sorry this firsy chapter was short

I hope to make better progess next time. -Kourtney-)