Me: I'm too lazy to write neat little introductory or witty disclaimer
which might make you guys happy, but so you know I don't own shit, now on
with it
Rauken: enjoy ^_^ P.S. "...." –speaking '.....'- Thoughts (you should know what parentheses are) [I writ AN's here it will be this way the whole story] â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«
Rogue trudged into her first period class and practically collapsed into her seat
"Hey Rouge" said Kurt with that happy go lucky smile plastered onto his face
"Stuff it blue ball"
"Ah sibling rivalry tis a beautiful way to say I love you" Kurt replied keep his deposition
'How the hell does he stay that.... Chipper all the time' Rogue looked up at the clock... 'I got enough time' "Hey Kitty" Rouge shout as she moved over to a vacant desk sitting herself in it so she can speak to Kitty face to face
"Yeah"
"You remember that Arcade kid that set Defcon 4 on us and that whole fiasco"
"Duh"
"You still talk to him, you were friends... somewhat"
"Well I talk to him but not like nearly as much as I used to... it's kinda awkward ya know; besides he moved to Pennsylvania just yesterday"
"Yeah, it's just is he ok and all"
"Yeah he's, wait why do you care?"
"Maybe I am plagued by an overwhelming quilt that I may have hurt an innocent human with my curse and I'm trying to put my mind at rest because for once can make sure, not like before with Cody where I had to run"
"Rogue I share a room with you, I know you.. and if that was the real reason you wanted something you wouldn't admit, I know its true, but you'd never express concern unless you had a hidden agenda"
"What you constantly pester me and say I can talk to and when I actually open up you don't believe me, what motivation is there to do it again"
"Whatever Rogue I know you.......... But you know like whatever it is you really want you can just ask, no beating around the bush"
"Fine, do you know if Arcade was adopted or anything like that"
"Actually I do know the answer and I'll tell it to you on like one condition"
Rogue face dropped "What?!" anger rising in her voice
"I want you to tell me why you want to know, and I can tell when you're lying"
"No, I don't have to I can just ask Arcade for myself"
"He moved remember"
"Dammit!" Rogue screamed throwing her pencil down, she doubted it was Arcade, and he's one she knew could just move on skip him over she was pretty sure the one she dreamed of was a Mutant but not 100% percent sure, and that assurance was so vital to her, this whole thing was driving her insane, if she wasn't there already, not many sane people have voices in there head "Kitty just tell me" she shouted grabbing the little girl by her shirt
"Rogue in your assigned seat! NOW! and class open up to read chapter 13 and answer the questions at the end"
Rogue loosened her grip and sat in her desk pulling out her chemistry book mumbling under her breathe. Rogue stares at the first page and though she tried what she was reading, her mind was thinking about her choices. She can A) Swallow her pride and tell Kitty, she really would be able to tell if she was lying and Kitty probably does know her better then anyone else does yet she know nothing at all – Argh! That or she can B)Wait over time her memories will sort and things will become clear maybe then she'll be able to touch , no but that will take to long and I don't know how much more I can take or C) I can just give up, push the dreams and memories to the back of my head as far back as possible... I can't I'll have to tell Kitty
*scene cut lunchtime* "Hey Kitty" said Rogue jumping in front of her "come with me" Rogue pushed Kitty over to an empty table in the far corner of the lunch room without even waiting for a reply
"Hey" shouted Kitty trying to avoid dropping her lunch tray at the sudden yank
Rogue sat her down and took a seat directly across from her and looked her dead in the eyes "Alright Kitty, I'll tell you but you can't tell anyone, not one, not Jean, not Kurt, not the Professor" "Ok I get it I won't tell a soul just get on with it" "Ok you see I've been having these dreams, their more so memories from someone I've absorbed, and I know this sounds weird coming from me but I think this person is the one who could be meant for me, me the untouchable, the goth, the one who's always alone, someone who'd understand me fully and completely, -look Kit, you and Kurt are the closest things to that, but you still aren't the one- and well back to the topic at hand, these memories come as dreams and you know how sometimes when you wake up the dream will be fresh in your mind but then you forget it all, well that what happens but I remember every vivid detail in the dream I just can't remember who it is. It drives me insane!!"
At this point Rouge started to break down into tears "It keeps on getting louder and louder, just screaming at my brain, I've tried so many things.... So many things. I've tried to ignore it, suppress it make it go away but it won't matter how hard I try. I tried to just embrace it, linger in the moment of blissful sleep and hope that it will suffice that I won't need anymore, but it's never enough. I tried going through my head to find the person and their memories but there so very many inside there Kit, I don't know whose memory is who" Rouge let out a deep sigh
"SO finally I'm doing this" Rogue said slowing down her voice, she pulled out her book open to the list "I'm going to figure it out by process of elimination, leave nothing up to hunches or hope, leave no dead or untied ends, I'm going to make sure I got the right person"
Kitty sat there a little wide-eyed taking everything in, she looked down at the notebook for a couple of minutes then she tore her gaze at rouge and snapped back into her usual deposition "Aww, does Rogue have a little crush?!?" She said in a high voice
"Pssh, yeah right" Rouge threw back at her know tried eyed and like Kitty back her normal self just this feeling like a weight has been lifted off her shoulders
"It's ok I'll help you tell me what you already know" End-o-chapter yeah I think it's a little shorter then you people will like but it serves it purpose and I got the hiccups
Rauken: Really then how were you able to say that whole sentence without interruption
ME: because I'm typing not speaking Nimrod, what the hell are you on
Rauken: Millions of things I take right before you start typing that way I remember none of the following events
ME: That explains why you're so out of character... it also explains why you shout OSHIE-KOSH! Randomly through out the typing session, among other things, any way hope you enjoyed it I'll get to typing the next chapter straight away before Rauken high wares off
Rauken: enjoy ^_^ P.S. "...." –speaking '.....'- Thoughts (you should know what parentheses are) [I writ AN's here it will be this way the whole story] â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«â«
Rogue trudged into her first period class and practically collapsed into her seat
"Hey Rouge" said Kurt with that happy go lucky smile plastered onto his face
"Stuff it blue ball"
"Ah sibling rivalry tis a beautiful way to say I love you" Kurt replied keep his deposition
'How the hell does he stay that.... Chipper all the time' Rogue looked up at the clock... 'I got enough time' "Hey Kitty" Rouge shout as she moved over to a vacant desk sitting herself in it so she can speak to Kitty face to face
"Yeah"
"You remember that Arcade kid that set Defcon 4 on us and that whole fiasco"
"Duh"
"You still talk to him, you were friends... somewhat"
"Well I talk to him but not like nearly as much as I used to... it's kinda awkward ya know; besides he moved to Pennsylvania just yesterday"
"Yeah, it's just is he ok and all"
"Yeah he's, wait why do you care?"
"Maybe I am plagued by an overwhelming quilt that I may have hurt an innocent human with my curse and I'm trying to put my mind at rest because for once can make sure, not like before with Cody where I had to run"
"Rogue I share a room with you, I know you.. and if that was the real reason you wanted something you wouldn't admit, I know its true, but you'd never express concern unless you had a hidden agenda"
"What you constantly pester me and say I can talk to and when I actually open up you don't believe me, what motivation is there to do it again"
"Whatever Rogue I know you.......... But you know like whatever it is you really want you can just ask, no beating around the bush"
"Fine, do you know if Arcade was adopted or anything like that"
"Actually I do know the answer and I'll tell it to you on like one condition"
Rogue face dropped "What?!" anger rising in her voice
"I want you to tell me why you want to know, and I can tell when you're lying"
"No, I don't have to I can just ask Arcade for myself"
"He moved remember"
"Dammit!" Rogue screamed throwing her pencil down, she doubted it was Arcade, and he's one she knew could just move on skip him over she was pretty sure the one she dreamed of was a Mutant but not 100% percent sure, and that assurance was so vital to her, this whole thing was driving her insane, if she wasn't there already, not many sane people have voices in there head "Kitty just tell me" she shouted grabbing the little girl by her shirt
"Rogue in your assigned seat! NOW! and class open up to read chapter 13 and answer the questions at the end"
Rogue loosened her grip and sat in her desk pulling out her chemistry book mumbling under her breathe. Rogue stares at the first page and though she tried what she was reading, her mind was thinking about her choices. She can A) Swallow her pride and tell Kitty, she really would be able to tell if she was lying and Kitty probably does know her better then anyone else does yet she know nothing at all – Argh! That or she can B)Wait over time her memories will sort and things will become clear maybe then she'll be able to touch , no but that will take to long and I don't know how much more I can take or C) I can just give up, push the dreams and memories to the back of my head as far back as possible... I can't I'll have to tell Kitty
*scene cut lunchtime* "Hey Kitty" said Rogue jumping in front of her "come with me" Rogue pushed Kitty over to an empty table in the far corner of the lunch room without even waiting for a reply
"Hey" shouted Kitty trying to avoid dropping her lunch tray at the sudden yank
Rogue sat her down and took a seat directly across from her and looked her dead in the eyes "Alright Kitty, I'll tell you but you can't tell anyone, not one, not Jean, not Kurt, not the Professor" "Ok I get it I won't tell a soul just get on with it" "Ok you see I've been having these dreams, their more so memories from someone I've absorbed, and I know this sounds weird coming from me but I think this person is the one who could be meant for me, me the untouchable, the goth, the one who's always alone, someone who'd understand me fully and completely, -look Kit, you and Kurt are the closest things to that, but you still aren't the one- and well back to the topic at hand, these memories come as dreams and you know how sometimes when you wake up the dream will be fresh in your mind but then you forget it all, well that what happens but I remember every vivid detail in the dream I just can't remember who it is. It drives me insane!!"
At this point Rouge started to break down into tears "It keeps on getting louder and louder, just screaming at my brain, I've tried so many things.... So many things. I've tried to ignore it, suppress it make it go away but it won't matter how hard I try. I tried to just embrace it, linger in the moment of blissful sleep and hope that it will suffice that I won't need anymore, but it's never enough. I tried going through my head to find the person and their memories but there so very many inside there Kit, I don't know whose memory is who" Rouge let out a deep sigh
"SO finally I'm doing this" Rogue said slowing down her voice, she pulled out her book open to the list "I'm going to figure it out by process of elimination, leave nothing up to hunches or hope, leave no dead or untied ends, I'm going to make sure I got the right person"
Kitty sat there a little wide-eyed taking everything in, she looked down at the notebook for a couple of minutes then she tore her gaze at rouge and snapped back into her usual deposition "Aww, does Rogue have a little crush?!?" She said in a high voice
"Pssh, yeah right" Rouge threw back at her know tried eyed and like Kitty back her normal self just this feeling like a weight has been lifted off her shoulders
"It's ok I'll help you tell me what you already know" End-o-chapter yeah I think it's a little shorter then you people will like but it serves it purpose and I got the hiccups
Rauken: Really then how were you able to say that whole sentence without interruption
ME: because I'm typing not speaking Nimrod, what the hell are you on
Rauken: Millions of things I take right before you start typing that way I remember none of the following events
ME: That explains why you're so out of character... it also explains why you shout OSHIE-KOSH! Randomly through out the typing session, among other things, any way hope you enjoyed it I'll get to typing the next chapter straight away before Rauken high wares off