Title : The Clue, part 5 in the Discovery Series
Author: Egwene
Rating: PG
Pairing: Sirius and James, yes this is slash.
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any of his relatives, friends, lovers, professors, enemies…
Word count: 224
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"Moony."
"Is it? You still think you are in love with James, don't you?"
"Yes, I do."
"But I thought we had solved that problem last year."
"Yes. No. I don't know. I'm a little confused right now. Does it freak you out? That I'm in love with a guy, I mean."
"No. It's weird. And I don't get it, why James?" Remus sounded a little irritated.
"I don't know. That's not something I can control." Sirius sighed. "It's not like I chose to be in love with him! It just happened."
"What has changed since we discussed it last year?"
"Hum." Sirius blushed.
Remus looked puzzled at his friend. He had never seen him looked embarrassed before that day.
"Are you sexually attracted to him now?" No need to speak in long metaphors.
"Yes."
"Since when?"
"I don't know. The other I looked at him and all I could think was how much I found him beautiful and how I longed to kiss him. I could not detach my eyes from his lips."
"Okay. You're sure about this. That's not something you imagined, or a crush or-"
"No. And I don't know what to do with these feelings, you know. Because I can't tell him about it and I can't forget about it either."
"I'm not sure I can help you here, Padfoot."
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A/N: Thanks a lot to all those who took time to review!! I helpt me fight depression when my internet access crashed this week end due to the new internet virus (hence the long delay).
I have not made my mind yet on the ending so you can still try to influence me either way ;-)
And you can also continue to tell me what you like in this and what you think I should improve. Thanks!