Title: The Dilemma, part 6 in the Discovery Series
Author: Egwene
Rating: PG
Pairing: Sirius and James, yes this is slash.
Genre: Angst
Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or any of his relatives, friends, lovers, professors, enemies…
Word count: 199
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So, he was in love with James. That could prove to be a problem.
But was it really love?
Maybe it was just a very close bond. James was his best friend.
That would be okay.
But he was just hiding his head in the sand there, wasn't he? Who was he kidding? He wanted to kiss the guy!
Curiously it was not the guy factor that disturbed him the most. He didn't want to be in love with his best friend. He didn't want to destroy the best thing in his life.
Unrequited love was such a bitch.
Maybe he should say something to James. There was always a tiny hope that…
But even if his love were requited, would he do anything about it?
What if they started a relationship and it failed apart within a few months? What if they ended in hating each other?
No, it had to be it, or nothing at all.
So, he was really in love with James.
And he decided he would never do anything about it.
He felt lighter than he had felt in days, since that fateful day of spring, his mind was at peace with his decision.
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A/N: isn't angst the best??
Thanks to Harry's Lost Twin, Karliya Malfoy (yes, the virus was the one that infected computers without going through email), Snuffles2 and Luci Shadow who took time to review (did you just try to put the imperius curse on me?? You know I am the kind of person to do the opposite of what you want just to be annoying...hehehe).
For the ending, I'm considering writing both versions of it because I really want to have an angsty ending and you guys all want fluff (which I like very much too), would that be okay?